Chapter 213: Because No One Will Love Me But You
"Are you still soothing yourself? Or are you comforting me? Let me go back into your arms, continue to pretend that all this has nothing to do with me, and be with you? Feng Xiaoxiao still sneered, the rain soaked through her clothes, her face was pale and hideous, "You can make a fool of yourself, but I can't." You let go, I'm nothing good, looking at your scars, I can never forgive myself, let alone face you as if nothing happened. ”
"I said it, it's not about you." Wen Shaoran was a little anxious.
Feng Xiaoxiao closed her eyes, felt the warmth in her hands again, stood up, and said ruthlessly, "I won't live a self-deceptive life with you, breaking up is good for everyone." After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave.
However, Wen Shaoran quickly got up and hugged her tightly.
Feng Xiaoxiao struggled desperately, "Wen Shaoran, let go quickly, it's useless for you to be like this." She shouted.
Wen Shaoran didn't care, except to use all his strength to hold her, he had no choice, she could escape if she was a little looser, she was very serious.
Feng Xiaoxiao was helpless, tired of struggling, calmed down and said, "How long can you hold me?" One night? One day? I'm going to go...... Let it go...... We're not going to end well together......" She wanted to continue, but found herself choked up and couldn't speak, and her face was full of rain or tears.
"Your dad is right, a person from a single-parent family like me, who has lacked love since he was a child, and is pessimistic when he encounters a little setback, is not a normal person." Wen Shaoran said in Feng Xiaoxiao's ear, "After my parents divorced, I followed my father, but he never seriously accompanied me for a day, my grandparents loved me very much, but I just wanted to get my father's attention, I did a lot of naughty things, but in exchange for a beating."
In the end, he seemed to think that I was just a child who couldn't be taught well, and he didn't fight anymore, or he simply gave up on me and started a new family directly, didn't take me away, and lived his quiet and happy new life. ”
Wen Shaoran stopped, and the person in his arms could finally hear him, and continued, "After he leaves, I will make trouble from time to time, and I hope that my grandparents will call him to tell him about my condition, even if it is a complaint."
But they didn't or when they called him to complain, he didn't care to let his grandparents take care of him first, and he would come back when he was free, but as the days passed, he barely came back. ”
Feng Xiaoxiao imagined that Wen Shaoran was looking forward to his father when he was a child, and couldn't help but feel sad.
"As for my mother, my grandparents were afraid that she would snatch me away, so they never let her touch me, and I never tasted what motherly love was.
So at that time, although I hoped to have a mother, I just hoped that it would be okay to have a mother like other normal children, but I didn't experience the warmth and care of my mother, so I didn't make a fuss to find my mother but to find my father. Wen Shaoran continued to speak calmly.
"So, for more than ten years, I was like a puppet, with nothing and no one to love.
It's very boring to live like this, but you appeared, you made my heart move, made me feel that it was actually good to be alive, you care about me, I will be afraid that I am in danger when I ride, and I am more and more eager for your love.
Because no one will love me except you......" Wen Shaoran choked up when he said this, Feng Xiaoxiao couldn't hold back anymore, and burst into tears in an instant.
"So, I'm a person with an unsound personality...... It wasn't you who made me want to end my life at that time.
It's all the people who made my sad childhood, and it will never be you...... Please don't blame yourself anymore......" Wen Shaoran hugged Feng Xiaoxiao and turned to face her gently.
Her face was wet from the rain, and one side of her face was a little swollen, and he gently stroked her face with his hand, and said softly, "I'm sorry for wronging you." ”
When Feng Xiaoxiao heard this, she cried like a flood, Wen Shaoran kissed her crying wet eyes and her injured face, and then to her lips, the two finally hugged each other tightly, and they forgot their emotions in the rain. Kiss.
Wen Shaoran took Feng Xiaoxiao back to his residence, none of the two of them were dry, he asked Feng Xiaoxiao to take a hot bath first, and he changed his clothes at will and waited, while Feng Xiaoxiao was taking a bath, he sent a text message to Gu Qianqian to tell her that Xiaoxiao was very safe, and that she lived with him at night, Gu Qianqian looked at the text message and laughed, and finally felt at ease.
Feng Xiaoxiao was stunned in the bathroom for a while, and after taking off the wet clothes on her body, she felt much more comfortable, and was about to take a shower without taking a towel, although there was one hanging on the wall, but it was used by Wen Shaoran, she hesitated, then stood by the door, and called softly, "Wen? Are you out there? ”
Wen Shaoran was afraid that Feng Xiaoxiao would run, so after changing his wet clothes in three or two, he took a towel and wiped his hair at the bathroom door, he responded, "Here, what's wrong?" ”
"You can pick a towel for me." Feng Xiaoxiao said embarrassedly.
Wen Shaoran did so, and quickly took a towel over, "The towel is here, you can take it." ”
Feng Xiaoxiao opened a little crack in the door and stretched out her hand to get the towel, she moved up and down without touching the towel, and was about to speak, Wen Shaoran put the towel in her hand, she didn't hold it steady for a while, and the towel fell to the ground.
Feng Xiaoxiao hurriedly stretched out her hand and moved it to the ground, but the towel was not touched, but touched Wen Shaoran's hand, which was cold and cold, it turned out that Wen Shaoran also bent down to help her pick up the towel.
This is good, the two hands touched like this, like an electric shock, Feng Xiaoxiao's heart beat faster, I don't know what to do, I was about to withdraw her hand, but was grabbed by Wen Shaoran, she was startled, and before she could react, Wen Shaoran actually grabbed her hand and pushed the door in.
"Ahh She panicked and hurriedly covered her body with her hands, but Wen Shaoran didn't give her a chance at all, and for a while, the bathroom was full of scenes of wolves enjoying their prey.
After tossing for a night, Feng Xiaoxiao fell asleep very tired, Wen Shaoran looked at the people around her, and never felt satisfied, she finally belonged to him completely, how many years had he waited for this day!
All the secrets have also been solved, and he will not have to worry about the scars on Feng Xiaoxiao's wrists in the future. Thinking of this, he lowered his head again and kissed her face gently, now it looks a little swollen, he can't help frowning, his mother is really too heavy today, so he picked up his mobile phone, sent a message to Zhang Xinyue on WeChat, and then fell asleep with Feng Xiaoxiao in his arms.
In the morning, Feng Xiaoxiao woke up when she heard the sound of clanging bells outside, thinking of the dream-like scene last night, her little face was crimson, and she tightened the quilt on her body.
"Awake?" Wen Shaoran walked in, he had already changed his clothes and was ready to go out.
"Hmm...... What time is it? Do you go to work? Feng Xiaoxiao blushed and pursed her lips and said.
"No, yesterday's business has to be dealt with." Wen Shaoran walked to the bedside.
"Hey, you hurry up and deal with it, don't come over......" Feng Xiaoxiao is now wrapped in a quilt, how ashamed he is to come over like this.
Of course, Wen Shaoran didn't listen to her, and with a smile, he came to her bedside and squatted, and Feng Xiaoxiao quickly buried her head in the quilt.
"What's the use of you? ...... yesterday," Wen Shaoran teased her.
"Stop! Stop......! Stop it! …… You go quickly, I remember. Feng Xiaoxiao's voice came from the quilt.
Wen Shaoran smiled and shook his head, "If you don't come out, I won't leave." ”
"Why are you like this, so thick-skinned and shameless...... I...... I'm so hungry...... I didn't eat lunch...... I didn't eat dinner either......" Feng Xiaoxiao said very aggrieved.
This trick is really useful, Wen Shaoran thought of the grievances she had received again, and said distressedly, "Come out, I was about to tell you that breakfast is ready, you can eat it when you get up, if you get up right now, I'll go and put the porridge out to cool it."
I may not be back until noon when I go out, and you are waiting for me here obediently, and you are not allowed to go anywhere, do you understand? ”
I'm still here because you're here
I'm still here because you're here