CHAPTER XX

Romance of the world

Li Qing's house is a four-room tiled house, and a farm motor tricycle is parked at the door.

There are two trees in the yard, one is a jujube tree and the other is a camphor tree.

Jujube is as small as a bean kernel at first, green and lovely, grow up over time, the fruit falls on the branches, the sunlight makes the jujube turn from green to red, after taking a bamboo pole to beat, after drying and drying, it becomes a dried jujube.

Later, Ruiwen stuffed the dried dates into her body, soaked them until they were round and full, and then took them out for Li Qing to eat.

Li Qing is a post-80s generation, and since he entered puberty, he is different from other boys. He likes to squat and pee, likes pink clothes, and is shy and sensitive like a girl. He didn't know where to get a bodybuilding magazine, and he was lying on the bed to look at it secretly, and those muscular men made him red-faced, and he clamped the corner of the quilt with his legs, and kept rubbing it, feeling that it was very comfortable. As a man, he never had an erection, and deep down he lived a girl.

It's a large and secretive group that outsiders don't know.

Li Qing didn't realize that he was a TS, and the full name of TS was transsexual.

They dress up as women or dress as women, not for sexual stimulation, but because they think they are women. Li Qing was strongly dissatisfied with his gender, and once, he took scissors and wanted to cut off the small things on his lower body, but he didn't dare to do it. Eventually, he succumbed to the pressures of the world and married Raven.

In fact, very few people will go to the cave on their wedding night, and most people's feelings on the wedding day are one word: tired. At least half of the guests attending the wedding are unknown to them, and they should be entertained with a smile on their faces, and they must be considered for every detail of the wedding, and they are physically and mentally exhausted and just want to fall asleep.

Raven is not a virgin, she has talked about two objects before, and she has normal sexual needs.

On the wedding night, although she was tired, Raven's interest did not diminish at all, which may have something to do with the sexual harassment during the cave room. The haunted houses in many places are hooligans, and Raven was hugged and touched by many people on her wedding day, and countless hands reached into her wedding dress.

Seeing off the guests, the two went to bed, Ruiwen played with the soft thing under Li Qing with her hand, and said, "You're not hard either." ”

Li Qing nervously covered his hand underneath and said, "I'm tired today." ”

After many years of marriage, Li Qing and Ruiwen have no children, and Li Qing's impotence makes him unable to hold his head up at home. Ruiwen is usually commanding, nagging every day, and often counts her husband Li Qing to her neighbors. Li Qing read a conjecture in the newspaper about future weapons, and scientists believe that in the future battlefield, sound bombs and sound missiles will become superweapons. Li Qing deeply agreed with this, he felt that his wife's nagging was unbearable, but he always accepted it and made compromises.

In the years after marriage, life was very embarrassing, and the two of them did not save money.

Raven is diligent and thrifty, especially saving, and the toothpaste skin has to be rolled again with a rolling pin to squeeze out the last bit of toothpaste. Whenever it rains, she goes to the market, because at this time the vendors are often ready to close the stalls, and the things sold are very cheap. Their family usually eats vegetarian food and rarely buys meat, but Li Qing is very greedy. Once, Li Qing bought a roast chicken and ate it secretly, but in the end he didn't finish it, because he was afraid that Ruiwen would blame him and say that he was spending money indiscriminately, so he threw half of the roast chicken on the roof.

When Raven went to the roof to dry grain, she stumbled upon the half of the roast chicken and went back to her parents' house in a rage.

Ruiwen chattered for two full hours, constantly counting Li Qing's bad deeds over the years to her father Lao Ma, and when she nagged, she also cooperated with the action of patting her legs and wiping her tears, and she had no sex for a long time, making her a middle-aged woman.

The old horse said, "Why don't you want children? ”

Raven said, "He can't do that thing, he can't get tough." ”

The old horse said, "Oh, go to the hospital to see a doctor." ”

Ruiwen said: "How can we have money, we can't even afford to eat roast chicken." ”

Lao Ma proposed to buy an agricultural motor tricycle for dry transportation. Raven went to her two brothers to borrow money, the eldest brother said that there was no money, and the second brother said that it was okay to borrow money, but it was necessary to pay interest. Ruiwen was angry and didn't borrow, and finally Lao Ma mortgaged the loan in the rural credit cooperative, because of this incident, the eldest brother and the second brother quarreled with their father, and the two unfilial sons did not interact with their father during the New Year's holidays.

After buying a tricycle, Li Qing and Lao Ma went to other places to sell vegetables, and the intimate relationship between the son-in-law and the father-in-law began at this time.

Li Qing drove, Lao Ma sat next to him, and the cab was a small and enclosed space

Personal favorability is growing day by day. Trafficking in vegetables has increased income, two people eat together, load and unload vegetables together, they have walked through the downtown area, passed through the poor streets and alleys, and seen the remnants of ancient temples, Li Qing and Lao Ma are not so much Weng's son-in-law, but friends.

Once, it was so hot that they sat in the cab sweating, their socks were soaked, and they were sticky and uncomfortable. They drove to a fish pond to bathe, and Lao Ma went into the water wearing only a blue acrylic underwear, and Li Qing saw his father-in-law's body for the first time. The father-in-law is not old, and the muscles are very strong due to perennial labor, but the worst thing is that the father-in-law has a lot of sexy chest hair on his chest, which is full of masculinity, which gives Li Qing a strong shock in his heart. Li Qing remembered the bodybuilding magazine he had read when he was a teenager, and he was flustered for a while, and the wet acrylic underwear was tightly attached to his father-in-law, and he couldn't hide his ugliness at all, and a stick-like thing was clearly visible.

The father-in-law said, "Xiaoqing, you take a towel and rub my back." ”

Li Qing said: "I ...... I'm done. ”

The father-in-law said, "You child, I can't reach it on my back."

Li Qing said: "Dad, I'm a little embarrassed. ”

The father-in-law said, "You see that you are shy, and you are not a girl." ”

Throughout the summer, the two often went to the bath, and the relationship became more and more intimate. Li Qing was already infatuated with his father-in-law in his heart, and his father-in-law also regarded Li Qing as his own, but the mountain of morality and ethics could not be crossed.

During that time, Li Qing often trafficked watermelons, and he parked his tricycle near the stone carving park, and the watermelons were very fresh, and they were still green and shiny, and they were sold out in a while. When night fell, the old horse went home early, Li Qing was counting money in the cab of the tricycle, and a woman with heavy makeup knocked on the car door and stepped forward to solicit business, Li Qing recognized this person as a man dressed as a woman.

He found that there were still some cross-dressers near this stone sculpture park.

Li Qing found a sense of identity. Most CDs are ugly, but Li Qing thinks that they are so beautiful and bold.

The stone carving park has become a holy place in Li Qing's heart, and Li Qing often takes a detour and deliberately passes by the stone carving park, just to see them. Li Qing's psychology gradually changed, and when there was no one at home, he began to steal his wife's clothes. Put on the skirt, take two steps, turn around, the gait is light, the skirt is flying, and you feel beautiful.

At that moment, he thought of his father-in-law, if he could be held in his father-in-law's arms in a skirt, it would be worth dying.

Autumn goes to winter, when the Chinese New Year is approaching, Li Qing and his father-in-law pulled a cart of spinach, and when the car reached the highway intersection, the overwhelming snow fell, and the north wind howled, Li Qing drove the motor tricycle into an octagonal pavilion to avoid the wind and snow. Several pillars of the pavilion are full of so-and-so's love for so-and-so, full of names and years, months and days, Li Qing looked at those handwritings, and said in his heart, Dad, I love you.

The heavy snow closed the road, and there was no way back for the time being, so Li Qing and Lao Ma stayed in a hotel on the side of the road.

The hotel was full, with only one single room left, and the heavy snow led to a bunch of romances and created a strange story.

That night, Lao Ma drank some wine, and the two turned off the lights and went to bed.

The bed is not big, they can only be next to each other, Lao Ma is wearing pants, but Li Qing is wearing autumn clothes and pants.

Lao Ma said: "Xiaoqing, you take off your autumn pants, how tired you are to sleep in your autumn pants." ”

Li Qing said shyly: "Dad, I don't ......"

The old horse said, "How is your illness?" ”

Li Qing said: "I went to the hospital, I was prescribed a bunch of medicines, and I was taking them. ”

Lao Ma said, "I wondered, you are a man, why can't you?" ”

Li Qing said, "Dad, let me talk to you." ”

The old horse said, "Say it." ”

Li Qing hesitated, silent for a long time, very embarrassed, after a while, he mustered up the courage and whispered: "Dad, I haven't told anyone, I don't know why, I've not been interested in women since I was a child, I feel like women, I like men." ”

In the dark, Li Qing couldn't see Lao Ma's expression, and thought that his father-in-law would be surprised, but his father-in-law said very calmly: "No wonder you are so good to me, so it is, you must not touch the ideas of those big girls and little daughters-in-law, then you will cause a big disaster, so that her husband will not be able to beat her, and she will lose her life." ”

Li Qing said: "I still have a secret. ”

The old horse said, "What? ”

Li Qing held the old horse's hand in the quilt and put it in his autumn pants, the old horse trembled like an electric shock, Li Qing's autumn pants were wearing stockings, and they felt very slippery. Li Qing blushed and wanted to bury himself in the arms of the old horse

After all, he didn't dare, he turned around and curled up like a kitten, his ass facing the old horse. The old horse sighed and hugged him.

We believe that there is true love between people of the same sex, so we must accept the fact that they are in love.

This kind of love is very embarrassing, and this kind of love is hard to say.

The next day, it was as if nothing had happened.

On the third day, Li Qing boldly drove in high heels, and secretly wore his wife's bra in his autumn coat.

Since then, the two of them have been like glue, by the river, in the woods, and under the bridge. Lao Ma lives alone, Li Qing sometimes lives in Lao Ma's house, he closes the door tightly, and finally gets his wish, puts on a skirt, and when cooking, Lao Ma will hold Li Qing from behind and quietly put his hand into the skirt.

**, burning day by day, no one knows about the love between son-in-law and father-in-law, and no flaws are revealed.

In addition to taking her husband to the hospital to see a doctor, Ruiwen has also been looking for home remedies, and she heard the secret of raising jujube from an old Chinese medicine doctor. Li Qing initially refused to eat this thing, but Raven coerced and lured, so he had to accept it.

Raven asked, "Is it delicious?" What does it taste like? ”

Li Qing replied: "It's a little fishy." ”

Raven said: "My cousin got married in a few days, and he said to bring you a box of medicine, which was made abroad. ”

Li Qing said: "I really don't want to eat. ”

Raven said: "Combining Chinese and Western will definitely cure your illness." ”

Maybe it's the credit of home remedies and medicines, or maybe it's the stimulation when he is with Lao Ma, Li Qing's condition is gradually improving, and he can already get a slight erection. After taking the jujube for a week, he stood up and showed the majesty of a man for the first time.

Lao Ma decisively proposed to break up, and he said to Li Qing: "We can't get better in the future." ”

Li Qing was stunned and asked, "Why?" Dad, don't do that. ”

Lao Ma said: "Now that you are well, it is time to have a child, what is the matter with the two of us." ”

Li Qing said angrily: "No, Dad, I won't be separated from you if I die." ”

Lao Ma thought about his daughter Ruiwen and proposed to break up, ending this unruly love. Since then, the relationship between Li Qing and Lao Ma has deteriorated. No matter how cheeky Li Qing begged, soft and hard, his father-in-law and old horses no longer trafficked vegetables with the car.

Li Qing was grief-stricken, and her mood was extremely bad, like a serious illness, and she endured the pain of lovesickness every day.

While driving, his side was empty, his father-in-law was not there, and his tears flowed silently.

On the day of the crime, when he was drinking wine, Lao Ma hardly talked to Li Qing, and his attitude was very cold. Li Qing borrowed wine to drown his sorrows and was drunk. When he went home, Lao Ma's bicycle broke down, Li Qing wanted to send him, but was refused, Li Qing was unwilling, and drove a motor tricycle to catch up with Lao Ma near the stone carving park.

Li Qing said with red eyes: "Dad, you are really ruthless." ”

The old horse said, "I'm doing it for your good." ”

Li Qing's tears flowed, and he clenched his fists and said, "I will never find someone like you in the future." ”

The old horse said: "Let's do it one last time, and you won't pester me anymore." ”

Li Qing's motorized tricycle has a toolbox with a lock, and a whole set of women's clothes is hidden inside. He parked his car in a secluded part of the park and changed into women's clothes in the cab. The old horse was waiting impatiently outside, and Li Qing appeared in a skirt.

Li Qing and Lao Ma walked into the grass in the depths of the park, this last madness had the motive of revenge, Li Qing was unusual, not playing the role of being violated as before, but viciously crushing Lao Ma under him. The old horse had suffered from hemorrhoids before, and it was extremely painful, and he wanted to break free, but Li Qing strangled the old horse's neck with his arm, and gritted his teeth while hitting it: "The last time, you say, the last time ......"

The old horse struggled desperately, Li Qing strangled to death, and after the incident, Li Qing found that the old horse was motionless and dead.

Li Qing admitted to the police that he had intentionally killed his father-in-law, not by mistake. Because of love and hate, he thinks that what he can't get, let it be destroyed. After the killing, Li Qing still hated, he destroyed the body, smashed the old horse's lower body with a stone, in order to escape the police attack, he hid the old horse's clothes in the sand, and threw the bicycle and high heels into the garbage pool.

Li Qing truthfully confessed the facts of the case and made one last request, he said: "What I did, I should be shot, can you ...... Let me put on women's clothes, and hope that I will be a woman in my next life. ”