Cheng Ziyu didn't answer a word, she panicked.

For Li Chun, but also for Li's mother.

She suddenly understood the reason why Li Chun had seen her so thoroughly in her past and present lives. She is similar to Mother Li, that is, she bears the big burden of family love and hatred.

She can empathize with all the pain of Mother Li. The pain of powerlessness, the pain of being betrayed, and the pain of broken hope, but Mother Li is more difficult than herself, and she even has to die with a big calculation......

"That man can't forget my mother, and no amount of women can make up for the wound in his heart. I have never been able to communicate with him, which is his regret and my way of self-preservation. That's why the more I ask him to give, the happier he becomes. That's why the more carefully I watched out for him, the more uncomfortable he became.

He always wanted to make up for his regrets. Not just for my mother, but also for me. After all, he couldn't give me the status title I deserved, and he couldn't be a father to take care of me......

My name was chosen by my mother. It is to let him always remember the innocence they once had, and she had purely trusted him and entrusted him purely. And I, who had nothing, showed a pure word, reminding him from time to time. And in the royal family, pure is precisely the rarest and rarest. My mother has figured out the psychology of these people. It gave me a high starting point from the beginning.

My mother told me that the palace was very dangerous, and if he wanted to take me into the palace in the future, I would definitely refuse. But if I want to live, I can only follow him and ask him for protection. But to really make him never forget me, the only way to follow his footsteps, to be a useful person, to do things for him, so that he can't live without me.

My mother is very smart, and indeed, I am alive and well. He's also very nice to me, basically, as long as I want, as long as I have a hint, he will definitely satisfy me.

and the Queen Mother, she was clear about that little thing back then. In the struggle for imperial power, there is no absolute right or wrong. What is rebellion, in the final analysis, it is also the internal struggle of the old Zhu family, fighting back and forth, and that position is still the old Zhu family. The so-called rebellion is just to make his position more reasonable and make the imperial power more stable.

The Queen Mother had a relationship with my grandmother, and the Li family affair hit her quite hard. The cruel consequences of the seizure of the heir, but how many innocent people have been implicated. When I was brought into the palace for the first time, the Queen Mother cried. She hugged me and cried for a long time, for the sake of her grandson who couldn't be recognized, and for the disaster of the Li family, the ruthlessness of the imperial power.

At that time, the Queen Mother had already believed in Buddhism, she valued cause and effect, and she told the emperor that my lineage, even if it was for the Li family, must be preserved. My surname is Li, which can be regarded as compensation for the Li family. It is precisely because of this that the Queen Mother has always hoped that my lineage can prosper.

Therefore, my father is the most noble person in that big Zhou. Because I have his blood in my veins, because he feels guilty, because he swears, because I have to use it, that's why he is so good to me. Because he and the Queen Mother are my only close relatives, he decided that I was dependent on him and would definitely be loyal to him. And because I am not qualified to covet imperial power, he gave me such a unique trust.

It is for these reasons that I have such an odd relationship with him. I owe allegiance to him, but I can't fully forgive him. No matter what, he is also kind to me, giving me life, and taking care of me growing up, so I am trying my best to do things for him, as long as I don't touch the bottom line, I can help him. ”

Cheng Ziyu didn't know how to comfort her for a while, so she could only shake Li Chun's hand.

"In order to keep me alive well, he has put a lot of thought into it. The first time he sent me away, he gave me ten masters to serve as guards. And the people I was entrusted with were all highly respected and his cronies on the border of Wairong.

With his care, they all thought that I was an orphan of some deceased, so those masters taught me to be especially dedicated. I have at least learned to endure hardships and learn some skills. In order to train me, he would also give me a different place every two years to train.

There are generals with strong martial arts in the army, and there are also military advisors who are full of ink, and thanks to him, I not only have great ability, but also a lot of knowledge. I've seen all kinds of people, and I've had all kinds of confrontations. The people who follow are powerful, and there are many opportunities for meritorious service.

I started out as a military meritor. But gradually I was able to take charge on my own, and he began to deliberately give me some opportunities to move up. I have no worries about killing people and fighting, so I never spare any effort. In this way, I quickly rose to prominence and gained some prestige in the army.

Six years ago he threw me away from his personal guard. It's harsher and harsher there than in the military. What is cultivated there is his minions, who are agile to do spies, who are very reflexive to do dark chess, and who are excellent to be killers, and most of the rest are secret guards and guards.

Under the layers of tests, I have passed them all. The chief of the guard took the initiative to give me the deputy guard and took me on a mission. In those dark places, it is the place where you can really learn things. When people tear off the disguise, they know whether they are beasts or scum. I gained a lot of insight and saw the ugliest side of human nature.

During that time, people's hearts have grown greatly. A truly qualified shadow guard can't have loopholes. Dogs and horses can't be sunk. I'm such a carefree, carefree, and worry-free person, so naturally everything is not difficult to complete.

Soon, the captain of the guard told him that there was nothing more to teach me. After that, he threw me back into the army. In the southwest, I came back with a military feat. Subsequently, he gave me the title of general and transferred me to the capital in a fair and honest manner. He placed me by his side and gave me the right to walk in the palace.

I was born out of nowhere, and naturally some people are not convinced. But I told them with my fist that I was eligible. Many people were convinced by me, and he always protected me in a grand manner. After I successfully performed a few more missions, I finally got everyone to shut up. Even when the old foxes in the cabinet asked the emperor for a meeting, they acquiesced and got used to me as an observer.

After that, I took over his own soldiers. He doesn't care about any rumors, and he makes a gesture to praise me as his favorite. I didn't let him down, as long as he did what he told me to do. He used me comfortably and reassuringly, and gradually trusted me.

In recent years, I have been traveling less and have been with him most of the time. I've been with him for a long time, so he probably has some feelings for me. In short, he is willing to be calculated by me every time, regardless of whether he has insight or not......"

Cheng Ziyu sighed lightly, if they don't recognize each other, the emperor may also be uncomfortable, right? But it was Li Chun who was suffering, and she felt distressed when she heard it.

Li Chun raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"I'm fine. I've been used to it for so many years. That's the story I promised to tell you. That's where I come from, who I am, who I have. If you regret it now......"

Without waiting for Cheng Ziyu to react, he came up:

"It's too late."

Li Chun leaned on her shoulder with a satisfied expression: "I don't care about the past life and the next life, anyway, you can't run out of the palm of my hand in this life." ”

Cheng Ziyu smiled and hugged him in response: "Who said I was going to run away, you are such a golden beetle son-in-law, I must bite to death, so that you can't get rid of it." ”

He snorted a few times with a look on his face.

"I'm afraid of being discovered, so I don't come here very often. This time, the main thing is to take you to show my mother. If my mother is here, she will definitely like you. ”

"Why?" Cheng Ziyu didn't think so. He is a dragon son, she is a merchant girl, just like in the eyes of Queen Zhao Concubine Lifei, she is a concubine.

"Because I like you. As long as I like it, she will be happy. ”

Cheng Ziyu chuckled.

was troubled by him, and the dull depression just now also dissipated a lot, especially when the woman in the village brought red dates, chicken sweet soup, peanuts and longan and other dried fruits, Cheng Ziyu also became happy......

There is a feeling of being recognized by the man's family and being blessed.

Li Chun held the jade in his hand and stuffed it back into Cheng Ziyu's hand again.

"This jade was left to me by my mother to keep me safe. When that person couldn't save the Li family and returned to the jade, he solemnly promised that next time, no matter what happened, as long as he begged him with the jade, he would definitely agree. So this jade is not only a token, but also a protection, plus the love that can't be obtained, this jade has a lot of weight in his place. After my mother died, he did not take back the jade, but left it to me. It's kind of a promise to me. I haven't used it. Now, I'll leave it to you. ”

Cheng Ziyu naturally refused.

This was earned by Li's mother, what qualifications does she have to take it. Moreover, this jade can only be of greater use if it is left with Li Chun, right? ……

The two sat for a while, then kowtowed again and went down the mountain.

As soon as he got out of the villa, Li Chun relaxed a lot, and he wanted to carry Cheng Ziyu again.

Since he is willing to spoil himself, Cheng Ziyu will let him.

"Now, do you know why I can agree to join without any scruples? Because I really have no scruples. There will be no me in the Li family's genealogy, and there will be no me in the Zhu family. My identity is fake and empty. My mother thought about it so much, but before she left, she only had one thing to tell me, that is, to make me feel happy. What bloodline, inheritance, she didn't mention ......"

"Our first boy, let him be surnamed Lee." Cheng Ziyu hugged him tightly.

"The Li family is gone, whether the surname is Li or not, it's not that important." Li Chun smiled, "Thank you." ”

"Did the emperor come later?"

"I've been here. Comes every year. I didn't expect him to be a long-term lover, right? ”

"Hmm." I really didn't expect it.

"He really likes my mother. After my mother died, he had a bad time for a while. You know? Concubine Zhao, the emperor dislikes her so far, but she can still rise step by step, precisely because her appearance is slightly similar to my mother. Otherwise, she was just a slave that day, how could she have the opportunity to serve the emperor closely, how could she have the opportunity to calculate the emperor, how could the emperor forget to give medicine so carelessly? It's just that I was drunk and remembered the old people. ”

"Really?"

"Well, you forgot I have an old friend with whom I have a good relationship."

"Father-in-law Yu told you?"

"Hmm."

Cheng Ziyu didn't know about this at all. No wonder, at the level of Concubine Zhao, she was able to rise to the concubine position, the emperor never gave her face, but he still gave her a chance, it turned out that she was just someone else's shadow......

"Actually, Zhu Changan's luck is really good. At that time, the queen and the concubine family each had the merit of the dragon, and no one was convinced, the eldest prince and the second prince also grew up slowly, and the two groups of people made the harem even more miserable.

My mother was gone at that time, and the emperor was already in a bad mood, so he was angry, so he deliberately promoted Concubine Zhao and helped her keep the child. That's why there is Zhu Changan. If he hadn't come by chance and had the protection of the emperor, he would never have survived to produce. ”

"Concubine Zhao...... Is it really that similar? "The woman in the painting is as beautiful as a fairy, Cheng Ziyu really can't see where Concubine Zhao can catch up with her.

"It's just that the smile is a little bit like that, the eyebrows and eyes are not like it, and the charm is even more different. If you want to say like, there is one. Zhu Changzhe's biological mother is really similar to my mother, with a three-percent appearance and a five-six-percent aura. When I first saw her, I was also shocked. ”

"No wonder I often feel that you and Zhu Changzhe are a little similar." It turns out that not only is it half-sibling, but even the appearance of the mother is similar.

So in this sense, the man is indeed affectionate. It is said that the first time he saw the young lady of Kang Anbo's family, he was moved. Probably for compensation in disguise, he was very fond of Zhu Changzhe's biological mother back then.

Less than three months after she was in the womb, she became pregnant. Concubine Zhao was able to escape because of her humble status, but this one, with her family background and holy grace, was vigilant at that time. Especially when they heard that the sweetheart who was very much like the emperor's fall, they even turned their guns and rushed towards him.

The emperor protected Zhu Changzhe, but he failed to protect his biological mother after all. This has also become a regret in the emperor's heart. Since then, there has been no woman in the harem who resembles my mother. The queen doesn't allow it, and the emperor doesn't allow ......"

Cheng Ziyu took a deep breath. She really didn't know about it.

In her mind, the emperor was a cold and cruel suspicious patient. She didn't have a good impression of the emperor, and even hated it. She never thought that such a person would also be touched by true feelings......

And what made Cheng Ziyu the most sad was Li Chun.

He has no relatives and no reason, and he follows the emperor, and he is destined to be impossible to make friends with other people, even friends, how lonely he should be. The palace was empty, the house was empty, no one could speak, no wonder he was willing to stay in the army......

She couldn't help but hug him tightly.

"Stupid, I'm going to run out of breath."

He hung his head and pecked at the back of her hand.

"Feeling sorry for me? yes, I'm too lonely, that's why I like to be lively. That's why I want to get involved. That's why I said that I would give birth to ten or eight. I want to live with you in the Cheng family for the rest of my life. There are a lot of people there, and I like the fireworks, the market. The worldliness that the aristocracy hated was exactly what I wanted. ”

"Well, we will stay in the Cheng family in the future and have many children. We live with our eldest brother, second brother and third uncle, and we all live together, and let the children run all over the ground. When you have time, you command your little brothers and play with the children. When the kids are older, you can teach them martial arts to keep fit. You can also take them up the mountain to dig bamboo shoots to find chestnuts, and go down to the river to touch fish and shrimp...... Is it enough to live angry? If that's not enough, you can learn a cooking skill and make food for us, so you can have as much smoke and smoke as you want......"

Li Chun listened to Haha.

"Well, that's a deal. As long as I can teach my wife and children, I will also eat soft rice! ”

The two of them are happy, and how many roads are a short period of effort......