Chapter 286: She's Not the Same as Wen Wan?
"When you get along with her, are you not allowed to mention my name gently?" She also simply let it go, and began to despise herself from the bottom of her heart, why didn't she push him away, if she could, she could push him away, but she still couldn't bear to hurt him, and would rather be a turtle with a shrunken head and endure it like this.
"You are different from Wen Wan, don't compare yourself to her." He touched her head with his hand, his heart moved slightly, and he looked at her face, but unfortunately he couldn't see what she was thinking.
Qiao Nuanyang wanted to laugh.
She's not the same as Wen Wan?
What's different?
There's no comparison between them.
"Yes, there is no comparison between us, do men like the red flag at home, the colorful flags fluttering outside, or Qin Shijin, you have no way to separate from me now for other reasons, or do you want to play a scene with me where the husband and wife are still safe, right? Don't you feel like you're disgusting? ”
Suddenly, she opened her eyes.
It pierced deep into his eyes like a knife, cold and hateful.
No fluctuations, no feelings.
"Disgusting? You think I'm disgusting? His cool eyes were staring at her.
The words have already been spoken, and the bad words are hurtful to June Han, but she will not regret it if she has said it, her sadness Qin Shijin can't understand half a point, "Yes, I think you are disgusting, I feel very uncomfortable with you......"
He bent over and pinched her chin hard, and slammed, "It's hard to be with me, what were you doing just now?" ”
"I resisted, you forced me, how else can I resist you?" She endured the strength in his hand, and now that they were talking like this, she felt very ridiculous, she was a cautious woman, and a little sensitive thing would be infinitely magnified, "I don't want to be a toy at your disposal, at your mercy, Qin Shijin, I can quit between you and Wen Wan, I will return this position to her......"
"Say it again?" He raised her chin hard, and Qiao Nuanyang actually saw the nervousness and anger in his expression.
Qin Shijin was nervous, she didn't understand what he was thinking in his heart, could it be that it was so difficult to make a choice between new love and old love?
"I've already said what I'm going to say, Qin Shijin, I've been disappointed enough......"
That time when he was pregnant, if Qin Shijin could care more about it, he would be able to look back at himself at that time and send her to the hospital as soon as possible, maybe the child would be saved.
She is unwilling, every time she needs him, Qin Shijin will go to another person's side, she is unwilling to wronged herself like this, even if she is humble and low to the dust, she also has her own self-esteem.
Nothing else.
Such a tug-of-war will only make her more aware of how unbearable and ridiculous her position is.
Qin Shijin's eyes narrowed, and after seeing her painful expression, he suddenly thought that she was in front of Gu Peilin, how long had Qiao Nuanyang not smiled at himself? But for Gu Peilin, she can smile so happily.
He was trying to pull her to his side, but Qiao Nuanyang was constantly pushing herself away and going out of her own world, what did she want to do? White-eyed wolf, he wanted to run wild in the room, but the man's strong self-control calmed him down, he has always been moody, and he has long been cultivated, no matter what happens, no one will notice his mood swings.
Let people discover their own flaws and shortcomings.
And if you don't stay calm and get angry, everything will just go worse.
Qiao Nuanyang pushed him away and felt uncomfortable, she went to the bathroom to wash for a long time before coming out, and kept rubbing the skin on her body, when she came out, Qin Shijin changed her clothes and stood in front of the window, seeing the exposed skin on her body, she felt sorry for her to practice herself like this, and the resentment buried in her chest had nowhere to release, and smiled coldly, "Why don't you just peel off the skin on your body?" ”
She couldn't speak.
She can't vent the emotions in her heart, so she can only vent her emotions in such a self-harming and self-masochistic way, but in his eyes, everything she does is like a clown, right?
She stood there with her fists clenched, took a deep breath and suppressed her breath, burying herself in the quilt, her hair still wet, but she didn't care about anything now, she just wanted to stuff herself into a confined space.
The airtight air inside the bed made her feel unbearable, but she didn't want to poke out and face the person.
When Qin Shijin came back from smoking, she saw her arched body on the bed, her eyebrows were frowning higher, she was very sensitive like a turtle, once someone approached and would hurt herself, she would hide herself and not let anyone get close to her.
Qin Shijin felt anxious panic in his heart.
Wen Taichu's face kept appearing in front of his eyes, like a shadow, but Qiao Nuanyang was messing with himself because of Wen Wan? I have such an untrustworthy, gentle, gentle...... The fist in his hand couldn't help but clench, and he used some strength slightly.
Qin Shijin turned around and went out of the bedroom, the door was slammed shut and there was a loud noise, and Qiao Nuanyang's heart trembled slightly when he was nested in the quilt.
It was as if something was slowly disintegrating at the tip of the heart......
Gone?
Qin Shijin can't wait to get out of here?
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She didn't sleep well all night, she got up the next morning with a top-heavy head, and when she went downstairs, Sister-in-law Cheng was making breakfast in the kitchen, she thought about going to the room to find Rui Rui, and just when she arrived at the door, she heard her daughter's laughter from the bedroom.
"Daddy, I'm going to wear this pink dress."
The door was not closed tightly.
She looked in through the crack in the door, and only saw Qin Shijin carrying several skirts in his hands.
“……”
Sister-in-law Cheng came over and saw that her face was a little bad, Qiao Nuanyang said that she didn't sleep well, she slept last night when her hair was still wet, and she got up in the morning with a migraine, Sister-in-law Cheng took medicine for her, and after she took the pills, Sister-in-law Cheng asked if they had quarreled.
She smiled helplessly, Sister-in-law Cheng sighed, "Actually, Young Master Jin still cares about you very much, but he has a lot of things hidden in his heart, you are his wife, learn to be considerate of him, don't quarrel, when I got up in the morning, I saw him sitting in the living room all night, the ashtray was full of cigarette butts, he was coughing all the time, and he couldn't sleep well, how could he go on like this?" ”
Qin Shijin sat in the living room all night?
She didn't expect this, but when she heard that Sister-in-law Cheng wanted to ease the relationship between them, she said lightly: "Sister-in-law Cheng, there are so many people who want to care about him, and there is no shortage of me." ”
Sister-in-law Cheng knew that what she said was boring, so she didn't say more, Qin Shijin took care of Rui Rui during dinner in the morning, Qiao Nuanyang didn't even give him extra eyes, and Lu Ming had been calling Qiao Nuanyang in the morning to talk about work.
Qiao Nuanyang didn't eat much, but she kept talking and laughing, arranged everything satisfactorily, and arranged for Sister-in-law Cheng to pick up Ruirui in the afternoon, and told Sister-in-law Cheng some precautions.
Qin Shijin sat in the living room all night, sorted out some important information, and went out overnight to talk to Guan Chengxu about some things, he couldn't wait for such a long time, otherwise, he would lose more.
Qin Shijin's mind was gradually clear at this time, and when he saw her get up and let Rui Rui take the schoolbag, he didn't look at him the whole time, and he suddenly felt a little depressed.
Qiao Nuanyang is the air when he is the air?
When he went out, he ignored Qiao Nuanyang's objections and put Rui Rui directly into his car, Qiao Nuanyang had no choice but to sit in his car, and after sending Rui Rui, she turned her head and prepared to take a taxi to the company, her waist was straight, and when he passed by him, he saw the woman's indifferent face sideways.
When he was a stranger, he looked at her flying skirt and sharpened his teeth, grabbed her wrist, and stuffed the person into the car, Qin Shijin drove the car to a secluded place and stopped.
Qiao Nuanyang hurriedly went to the company and stared at him angrily, Qin Shijin couldn't help but hug her with grievances in his heart, pressed her forehead and jaw with one hand, and tightened it, his voice was a little tired and hoarse, smelling the fragrance on her hair, Qin Shijin was a little like admitting defeat.
"Qiao Nuanyang, don't make me angry, okay? I'm really tired, I just want to spend some time with you, okay? ”
His voice sounded really tired, but thinking of him and Wen Wan, her soft heart was completely hurt at that moment, she quietly lowered her head and looked at the traffic outside the window, clenched her hands into fists and put them on her knees.
This emotion between them is really weird.
"It's tiring......," she said, shaking her head with sarcasm, "of course you're tired." ”
She is not a person with thorns, and now because of a Qin Shijin, she seems to have lived herself as the person she hates the most, full of thorns and sensitive, but do mortals feel like a madman when they see her like this?
"On the one hand, I have to face Wen Wan, and on the other hand, I have to face me, and I will feel very tired when I go around in front of two people." She is still holding her head high, maybe she will feel inferior, but in some things, she will never pay attention to the loss, love someone is sincere love, no less than anyone else.
"Wen Wan and I are not what you think, Qiao Nuanyang, calm down, I can explain to you......" He suddenly sank his heart, wanting to explain everything to her.
They are husband and wife, and they should stand together, Qiao Nuanyang will understand him, which is also the result of his thoughtful thinking all night.
He probably won't have any more children in his life.
They have been a family all their lives.
"I said I don't want to hear it!" And what is he going to say about their past? God, God knows how much she hates to hear those two words, does he know that mentioning those two words is a stab in his chest? "Qin Shijin, I don't care about everything about you anymore, even if there is anything in your Qin family, it has nothing to do with me, you listen! I'm so tired, so annoyed! ”
Her chest was heaving violently.
Holding his forehead, his head cracking.
It just so happened that Xing Weidong called her, Qiao Nuanyang took a deep breath after seeing the phone, "Xing Weidong, is there something?" ”
"You're still at home? Gu Peilin called me just now, his wound infection should be a fever, but Zhao Zhao and I are now participating in activities in other places, and we can't make it over, can you help me send him some medicine? Xing Weidong had no choice, and Gu Peilin was unwilling to let others take care of him.
He sent the name of the medicine to Qiao Nuanyang, and Qiao Nuanyang pushed the car door and wanted to go down and find a pharmacy. Qin Shijin had just heard the call, and when he saw her walk into the pharmacy and come out with the medicine, he was instantly a little anxious and stopped her from the taxi.