Chapter 112: Unworthy
After going upstairs, Qiao Nuanyang locked the door, walked straight into the bathroom, turned on the cold water and began to wash it from the top of his head, eager to wash away all the filth on his body.
Qin Shijin took the spare key and opened the door.
When I came in, I heard the sound of water running inside, and suddenly thought of what happened last time, and pushed open the bathroom door and went in as soon as my eyes dimmed.
Seeing that scene, he rushed into the bathroom and turned off the water with one hand, took a bath towel and covered her, and roared angrily: "Qiao Nuanyang, are you looking for death?" ”
Qiao Nuanyang was trembling all over, after the cold water was poured down from the top of her head, she was cold all over, unconscious, Qin Shijin picked her up and wrapped her in a bath towel and hugged her to the bed.
Wrapped her tightly in a quilt, the toilet was on the bed, and Qin Shijin looked at her with lowered eyes.
"What the hell is going on?"
“……”
"Still not going to tell me?"
“……”
"Last time, you were very resistant to Rui Rui, during that time you rejected and resisted everything, and then you thought about suicide, don't you plan to tell me the secret in your heart?"
He looked down at Qiao Nuanyang like an ostrich, hid his head in the pillow hard, he squeezed her hand, gave her warmth, and gave her strength, "Qiao Nuanyang, I am your husband, you can only rely on me after I told you, tell me, what is going on?" ”
"Don't keep those things in your heart forever."
Qiao Nuanyang is a person who is really afraid of being abandoned, and after peeling off her heart layer by layer, she found that this little girl in her twenties is really full of holes in her heart.
Like someone, you won't be disgusted because she has endured.
Rather, deep chagrin, self-blame, distress.
She opened her eyes slowly, and the watery cat pupils looked at him sadly, and saw two little selves in his worried eyes, her mouth wide open, and her eyes were hot.
She closed her eyes again, she was afraid that she would say ...... Qin Shijin will think she is dirty......
The man beside him sighed, lay down on his side and hugged her in his arms, comforting, "Okay, if you don't want to say it, then don't say it, and tell me when you want to say it?" ”
"......" The more he understands her, the more he makes her feel guilty, and the more she feels unworthy to stand by his side, but what should she do? She couldn't let it go, "Qin Shijin...... I'm not the kind of person Sang Rou said, I'm not ......"
"I know."
Of course he does.
Place your hand on her back and pat it gently.
"I hate Gu Peilin! I hate my family! She tightened her fingers at Qin Shijin's clothes, bit the clothes on his chest, and said hatefully, "It was the Gu family who ruined me...... After I came back that day, I couldn't face Rui Rui, I always thought that Rui Rui was the child of me and Gu Peilin, but later I realized that everything was wrong, wrong...... It wasn't Gu Peilin that night, I don't even know who that man really is......"
"How so?" He probably guessed that Qiao Nuanyang's love used to be Gu Peilin.
But the child is not Ruirui's.
"I also want to ask how it is...... Rui Rui is so cute, I love her, and I want to give her my life, but now I realize that they hated me so much and ruined me in this way. ”
“……”
A simple but vicious solution.
And this method was still for a girl who was only an adult at the time.
Qiao Nuanyang took a deep breath, wanting to say all the pain hidden in his heart, "That night I thought it was Gu Peilin who sent me a message and asked me to go to the Intercontinental Hotel, and that night I also thought it was him, I was full of joy and thought that I gave him my first time, but it wasn't him ......"
Five years ago?
Intercontinental?
Qin Shijin's eyes narrowed slightly, and the action of holding her paused slightly, suddenly thinking of the time when he was caught in the trick five years ago, when he ran out, he was already a little uncontrollable, but there were some things he remembered clearly.
Something happened so suddenly that he had to leave early, but he left a letter on the table.
It can't be such a coincidence, right?
"Qin Shijin, I'm not that kind of dirty woman, I'm not ......" her fingers pinched his muscles.
That kind of unbearable, Qin Shijin also felt it, she was in pain, women are not men, and they take their loyalty and innocence very seriously.
"I know, Qiao Nuanyang, I know you're not that kind of woman. No matter what happened in the past, Rui Rui is your daughter, the child you gave birth to in October. She is innocent. He pressed his jaw, but there were countless clouds and waves churning in his heart, "The memories of the past are all forgotten, and they are not allowed to be remembered again." ”
He lowered his head and kissed all the way down from her forehead, kissed the tears that flowed from her eyes, wrapped her passionate kiss, his hand touched the delicate skin on her body and burned quickly, after fully consuming all the heat sources on her body, Qiao Nuanyang gradually fell asleep in his arms with a flushed face.
Qin Shijin put her down gently before he took out his clothes and put them on, lowered his head and gently dropped a kiss on her forehead before going to the study.
It didn't take long for Qi Yuchen to drive over, light a cigarette and squint at the man sitting behind the desk in a daze, "What are you calling me for?" ”
"Help me find a reliable doctor and do a paternity test."
"Who's?"
Qi Yuchen took the table and placed two small plastic bags on it, which contained hair, one side of the hair was black and a little hard, and the other side of the hair was a little yellow and soft.
At that time, the Qin family was in a mess, and when I wanted to check the video later, the hotel said that the video was gone.
After hearing Qiao Nuanyang say that, Qin Shijin suddenly thought of why he had a familiar feeling with her.
"Mine." Qin Shijin slowly exhaled a puff of cigarette.
Qi Yuchen's eyes widened and he straightened his legs, "Damn, Qin Shijin, whose paternity test are you with, is it possible that you still have illegitimate children outside?" ”
"Me and Ruirui's." Qin Shijin had a cold face.
Qi Yuchen sneered, "Are you crazy?" Could it be that you and Qiao Nuanyang still had any intersection five years ago? ”
"I also hope I'm crazy, but my intuition is strong......" Qin Shijin spat out a sentence with thin lips, "Five years ago, you know. ”
Qi Yuchen suddenly listened to the voice, "......" What kind of magical world is this?
After coming out of the study, Qi Yuchen drove to the hospital under his family's name, and let people stare at it for identification, and when the report came out, he himself was dumbfounded.
Rui Rui ...... turned out to be really Qin Shijin's daughter, a woman she didn't like at all, and the child she was pregnant with turned out to be Qin Shijin's, stumbling, and the child actually returned to the Qin family in this way.
Qin Shijin sat in the study and looked at the report sent by Qi Yuchen, and the light of the mobile phone screen in the dark room was faintly reflected on his face.
No wonder he liked it so much when he saw Ruirui.
It's also a coincidence.
Rui Rui and Yuxi's hearts can match, and his two daughters actually stayed by his side in this way......
Qiao Nuanyang was so painful because of what happened five years ago, if she knew that that person was herself, what would she think of herself?
At that moment, Qin Shijin didn't dare to go back to the room to see how Qiao Nuanyang was doing.
Little by little, time passed.
The sun is about to set.
When Qiao Nuanyang woke up from exhaustion, there was no one around him, only the soreness of his body to tell him what had happened before.
After taking a bath in the bathroom, Qiao Nuanyang went downstairs after changing his clothes and didn't see Qin Shijin.
Rui Rui had already been picked up by the driver, and she ran over from time to time, "Mom, you big lazy pig, you didn't get up until now." ”
Sister-in-law Cheng saw her standing at the escalator, "Miss Qiao, dinner will be ready soon, Mr. Qin is in the study, and he hasn't come out all day, he is probably busy with work, you go and ask him to come down for dinner." ”
"Okay."
She turned and stiffened to the door of the study.
Qin Shijin already knew about it, and told her in that way that he didn't care.
It feels like a great comfort to her, but in fact, it makes her feel that such a relationship is shaky and more fragile.
***
Qin Shijin sat in the study and smoked all the time, the ashtray was full of cigarette butts, and the room also smelled of smoke.
He closed his eyes and was still thinking about how to confess to Qiao Nuanyang, the phone on the table suddenly rang, and Qin Shijin moved to take the phone and put it to his ear.
"How's Sweet doing?"
"Miss Sweet's state is okay, it's just that the drug addiction is a little uncontrollable, and everything will be fine when Miss Sweet gets through, but Miss Sweet's psychological state is not good......"
Cao Jin was left by him in Sijiu City to watch Song Tian's situation, Song Tian is Song Yan's sister and a relative of the Qin family, he can't leave Song Tian alone.
Qin Shijin hummed.
Cao Jin cautiously mentioned Wen Wan's situation in passing, "By the way, Miss Wen has woken up, and she has been arguing with the doctor to see you, and the troublemakers have turned on their backs, and even injured the doctor." ”
"Really?" He tugged at his lips and sneered.
For an enemy, the blood in his bones has always been cold, "Since she wants to make trouble, let her make trouble." She wants to hurt people like a madman, Cao Jin, then find a place to take care of her, and if you want to control the mad dog from hurting people, then you have to lock her up. ”
"Do you mean to imprison Miss Wen?" Cao Jin took a cool breath.
"Do what I say, if Wen Wan has any mistakes, Cao Jin, you don't have to do it anymore."
"Yes, I see."
I don't know why Wen Wan was placed in Sijiu City by Wen Taichu.
After Wen Zhang died, Wen Wanna was also Wen Taichu's only daughter, he didn't believe it, Wen Taichu had no feelings for his daughter at all.
How did Wen Taichu ruin their Qin family in the first place, he also had to let Wen Taichu try the bitter taste in his own mouth, the taste of knocking out teeth and swallowing blood.
Qiao Nuanyang stood at the door and knocked lightly three times.
Qin Shijin just hung up the phone, heard a knock on the door, and called: "Come in." ”
Pushing open the door, I saw a small figure standing in the doorway.
He sat still, without the usual ease.
Mount Tai collapsed in front of him and did not change color, it was just that he had never seen Mount Tai collapse, but Qin Shijin suddenly felt that Rui Rui's matter would become the fuse of the collapse in the future.
"Awake?"
He extinguished the cigarette butt and stood up, hugged her, and smelled the fragrance of gardenia on her body.
"Why do you smell so much smoke?" She frowned and asked, with a look of disgust, not seeing the uncomfortable look on Qin Shijin's face, "Sister-in-law Cheng let me go down for dinner, let's go down together." ”
"Okay."
He squeezed Qiao Nuanyang's palm with his hand, and the two of them went downstairs with their own concerns.
She didn't shake off the palm of her hand when he held it, but the uneasiness in her heart was churning, popping up all the time.