Zhang Haifei was a little frustrated and said, "Some trouble! I have already sent the sample, but the doctor said that there is a lack of vitality, so IVF is a little difficult. ”

"But what if you are pregnant with a child, what about another man?" Huang Siyao asked.

"Does that matter? Didn't you fall in love when you were in Shenzhen? How's it going? It's almost gone. In my opinion, those are small episodes, insignificant. In a person's life, what lasts is what matters! The continuation and development of life is very important. And what's wrong with having a casual relationship with someone? I used to be very entangled, painful, and uncomfortable, but now I can see it, especially after chatting with Tang He and Deping. If people don't say anything, things will pass like birds. That's how it should be, what does it matter? It's a lifelong partner that matters, it's a life together day in and day out, not one or two fornications. You and I, no matter what happens to us, we are husband and wife after all. We have the habit of each other. In my opinion, habit is more important than any occasional excitement. That long, slow, continuous thing, that is what we live by, is not any kind of accidental pleasure. When two people live together, they will gradually reach a harmony that will have complex emotional resonances with each other. This is the true meaning of marriage, not sex; At least not that simple sexual function. You and I are intertwined because of our marriage. As long as we stick to that, we'll be able to get that sort of thing right, just like we would if we were going to the dentist. ”

Huang Siyao sat there and listened to him, a little shocked and a little scared. She didn't know if he was right or wrong.

That Du Wancheng, she loves him. But no matter what, her love is just a hike out of her marriage with Zhang Haifei.

The long, sluggish habit of intimate contact was formed through years of suffering and patience. Perhaps the human mind needs some hiking, and it must not be turned away. But the key problem with hiking is getting back home.

"Don't you care who I'm pregnant with?" She asked.

"Oh, Si Yao, I should trust your choice. You'll never let those crooks touch you. ”

She remembered Du Wancheng! He is definitely a non-trivial guy in Zhang Haifei's concept.

"But when it comes to the guys who don't have to do anything, men and women can feel different." She said.

"No, it won't." He replied, "You care about me. I don't believe you'll like a man who doesn't fit in with me, and your style won't let you do that. ”

She was silent. When one's logic is absolutely fallacious, you can't refute it.

"If such a thing happens, do you want me to tell you?" She asked, sneaking a glance at him.

"No, I still don't know! I've even considered buying you some props online, yes, you know those props. But that doesn't bring anything, after all, not every woman can accept these things. Occasional hikes are nothing compared to long-term cohabitation, agree with me, right? I don't even call him cheating. Now that we've reached this point, we have to face him. After all, what does that momentary excitement matter? This situation of mine makes you uncomfortable, I am sometimes selfish, but I can't be so selfish. If sexual deprivation makes you incomplete and uncoordinated, then go out and have a good time. If not having a son makes you incomplete and uncoordinated, then have a child whenever possible. But these things are only so that you can have a full life, in order to have a lasting harmony. Together, we can live a complete and harmonious life. What do you think? As long as we can adapt ourselves to our needs, and at the same time integrate this adaptation with our stable life. Do you agree with me? ”

His words hit Si Yao a little hard. She knew he was right in theory. There are even cases of this kind of thing in her hometown, which she knows.

Isn't that just borrowing? This kind of thing is rare in the countryside, and it is not uncommon. It's just that everyone knows it.

But when she really thought about a stable life with him, she hesitated. Is she really destined to connect the rest of her life to this person's life?

She should be content to weave a steady life with him, like the embroidery she had recently fallen in love with, a piece of base, the occasional icing on the cake, an adventure.

But how does she know how she will feel next year? Who says yes year after year? This little "yes" is just gone! Why should a person be bound by this butterfly-light word?

"I think you're right. According to my superficial understanding, I agree with you. It's just that life may take on a completely new look. Huang Siyao nodded.

"But before life has completely changed, do you agree?"

"Oh yes! I think so, really. Huang Siyao could fully feel the helplessness in Zhang Haifei's tone.

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Huang Siyao saw a wolf dog running out of the fork in the road, and it was raising its nose to look at them, barking softly. A man with a shotgun followed the hounds and strode briskly towards them, as if to attack them.

However, he stopped, nodded to them, and turned down the hill. This is the new guardian of the forest farm, but it startles Huang Siyao, he seems to be in some kind of danger. This is what Huang Siyao was like when he saw him, like a threat that suddenly appeared out of nowhere.

He was dressed in camouflage uniform, was tall, had a scruffy beard, and had a cold expression. He was speeding down the hill.

"Lee Kwang-suk!" Zhang Haifei shouted.

The man turned his face swiftly and saluted with a brisk movement, it was a retired soldier.

"Can you turn this wheelchair around and start it? That's easy. Zhang Haifei said.

The man immediately threw the gun down, slung it over his shoulder, and walked over, with the same swift and gentle movements, as if to keep himself unnoticed. He didn't say much, he didn't look at Si Yao, only stared at the wheelchair.

"Si Yao, this is the new forest farm caretaker, Li Guangfu. You haven't spoken to Si Yao yet, have you? ”

"No, Boss Zhang." It came neatly and neatly.

The man stood and raised his hand, revealing his thick hair that was almost pure black. He purely turned into a careless gaze, staring at Huang Siyao directly, as if he wanted to see what she looked like. He made her feel shy. She nodded sheepishly at him.