Fei Yinan changed his shoes in the entrance and felt that the room was cold. At this time, it was raining outside, and Fei Yinan hurriedly turned on the lights and closed the windows. But he was still a step late, and the rain still came in, and the carpet was wet.

Fei Yinan hurriedly put the carpet in the washing machine, and then wiped off the water stains on the ground.

After finishing it, Fei Yinan wanted to wash the carpet, but he didn't use the washing machine, and Song Ruyi did all these little things at home before. Fei Yinan couldn't figure it out after tinkering for a while, so he could only give up.

At this time, the light in the house suddenly flashed, and Fei Yinan thought that there was going to be a power outage, but it didn't. He had nothing to do, so he turned on the TV, only to find a snowflake on the screen.

Because of the rain, the TV had no signal.

Fei Yinan had no choice, he went to the kitchen to warm a glass of milk, and then sat on the sofa in a daze.

Everything in the house is the same as before, but it's different. Fei Qingwan went home, her two sons were not at home, Song Ruyi was in the laboratory, Fei Yinan felt that the home was cold and cold, and it didn't look like a home at all.

Sighing, Fei Yinan turned off the light, went to the bedroom and lay on the bed, he couldn't sleep at all, thinking about Song Ruyi and Fei Langxuan. A mess of things filled Fei Yinan's mind, and by the time his even snoring sounded, it was already early in the morning.

Song Ruyi, who had been busy all day, hugged the computer and accidentally fell asleep while lying on the bed.

Recently, because she couldn't find Fei Langxuan, she was haggard and powerless again and again, hoarse and tearful again and again, and her thoughts about Fei Langxuan and Fei Luoze, her chagrin and self-blame for herself, and her apology and willfulness for Fei Yinan have already overwhelmed Song Ruyi.

Coupled with the recent busyness of establishing charities, researching theme works, and preparing for going abroad, Song Ruyi is so busy that he hardly has time to eat and sleep every day. But although Song Ruyi was tired, he shifted his attention in these things, and little by little regained his original courage and decisiveness.

A phone call from the "Jingle Bell Jingle Bell" charity disrupted Song Ruyi's rare dream.

"Hey, hello, is it Ms. Song Ruyi? Excuse me. The voice of a sweet and gentle girl came from the phone.

Song Ruyi picked up the phone sleepily and shrugged her shoulders, "Yes, I am, do you have anything to do?" ”

Song Ruyi picked up the notebook next to him, his self-resume about going abroad had not yet been written, and the cursor was still stuck, Song Ruyi regretted that he didn't know how to fall asleep last night.

"That's like this, Ms. Song, the Fei Group charity organization you founded has basically taken shape, and all the copywriting and planning have been done, we still need to sign a contract, when are you free for financial issues and responsible matters?" It turned out to be a call from Secretary Lin, who was sent by Fei Yinan to help Song Ruyi establish a charity.

"Uh-huh, okay, I can do it anytime, I'll contact you when I get to the company." Song Ruyi was happy in her heart, and wanted to praise Fei Yinan, worthy of her husband, and organized the charity she wanted to start in just three days.

Song Ruyi turned off the computer and walked out of the bedroom, and as soon as he entered the living room, he saw Fei Yinan sleeping on the sofa.

"He must be very tired and hard............ I was so unreasonable before, it must have given him a headache, I am already very tired from work every day, and I have to let him coax me when I get home, Song Ruyi, you are really too good............" Song Ruyi thought to herself, leaning down and kissing Fei Yinan lightly on the forehead.

Song Ruyi stared at Fei Yinan silently, couldn't help but caress him lovingly, patted him gently, and his eyes were full of infinite doting.

For a moment, Song Ruyi wanted to hug Fei Yinan tightly and never separate. But then those grievances, frustrations, and annoyances made Song Ruyi dispel this idea.

"Stay? What about Lang Xuan? Can you face this place that was once filled with laughter and laughter? Can you make sure that you who stay won't interfere with South again? Can you make sure you don't relapse from old illnesses and reminiscences? Song Ruyi looked at Fei Yinan who was sleeping with complexity.

"Song Ruyi, Song Ruyi, why are you so willful and selfish? It's like this, and I'm going to live abroad, what do you do with the south? Don't you know that he loves you to the core? ”

Thinking of this, Song Ruyi sighed softly. Looking at Fei Yinan's gaze, it became more and more fiery but desperate.

Song Ruyi's hand brushed Fei Yinan's hair, and suddenly found that Yinan didn't know when he started to grow white hair, and these white hairs were exposed in front of Song Ruyi's eyes, like thorns pierced in her heart.

There are also dark circles under Yi Nan's eyes and the stubble at the corners of his mouth, which makes Song Ruyi even more distressed, all because of himself, right? What a terrible person you are? Why do you like me so much?

"Yinan, I love you so much............" Song Ruyi said softly, but it was like a sigh in the wind, and it was scattered as soon as it was blown.

Fei Yinan used to care about his appearance............ Now because he is getting older and older............ Thinking of this, Song Ruyi blamed herself even more, and tears had moistened her eyes.

"Yinan, while you are asleep, I want to whisper something to you," Song Ruyi sat down next to Fei Yinan and gently stroked him, "We seem to have known each other for more than 30 years, we have met and met, from acquaintance to acquaintance, from acquaintance to communication, from dating to now, we have been married for many years, I am very happy that God can let me meet you, I really love you." ”

Song Ruyi paused lightly and continued: "I also know that you love me very much, you love me to the core, you love me more than yourself, I know, I know everything, how can I not know?" Along the way, there have been so many twists and turns, so many ups and downs, we have never been separated, and you have never let me be wronged, so how can I not feel it............"

"But, Nan, you know what? I hate myself, I hate myself for being so small and helpless, I feel that I always bring you bad luck and trouble, and I am so willful, I always squander your love for me, I never cherish it, I never consider your feelings............"

"And Lang Xuan, our lovely Lang Xuan, but I lost him, I can't face myself like this, and I can't face you who love me so much but were hurt by me."

"I really want to stay, but I can't, I just can't forget Langxuan, he is a piece of meat in my heart, I can't get out. Usually I just sit in this house, I don't think about anything, I can't forget Langxuan, south of it............"

"Nan, I'm really sorry, I'd better get out of here, but I still love you."

Song Ruyi said slowly, tears flowed down uncontrollably, and her eyes were full of regret, helplessness, confusion and vicissitudes.

Song Ruyi stared at Fei Yinan for a while, then got up to wipe away her tears and walked into the kitchen.

"Nan, I don't think I've cooked for you for a long time, and there aren't many days like this, I'll prepare you a breakfast, I still remember your favorite to eat the boiled pork slices I made."

With this in mind, Song Ruyi walked into the kitchen and prepared to start cooking a love breakfast.

Song Ruyi put on the apron that Fei Qingwan hung on the wall before, and when she found the spatula, she was a little sad.

"Qingwan is also gone, and she won't accompany me anymore, Song Ruyi, look at what you have done, you will know that you are willful and messing around, are you going to hurt all the people who love you?" Song Ruyi lowered her head and looked at the white apron on her body, worthy of Qingwan, her capable daughter is always so careful, and she still washes the apron clean before leaving.

Qingwan: What kind of mood will she feel when she cooks here? When I am immersed in the sadness of my own world and can't extricate myself, when I am unreasonable, Qingwan is here to silently prepare pastries for me, what kind of mood will I feel? I must have disappointed her, right?

Such an incompetent mommy makes it difficult for her to accept, right?

Song Ruyi slowly brushed the kitchen table again, it was very clean, it should be Qingwan wiping, Qingwan was always so diligent and careful in her memory, Qingwan was very smart when she was a child, and she started to take care of the company before she became an adult.

Song Ruyi poured water into the pot, turned on the gas switch to boil the water, and when the water boiled, he began to cook the meat slices.

Water vapor bubbles out through the vents in the lid, and the pot is boiling with a "gurgling".

Song Ruyi remembered that Qingwan had also started a day's fatigue in the steaming water for a while.

She also likes boiled pork slices the most, and over time, Song Ruyi herself has learned to make this dish, the first time she cooked for Fei Yinan, she made this dish, by the way, what did he say at that time? That's right, Enan said that a clever girl like her must be a blessing for a lifetime to marry.

But Song Ruyi felt like a disaster star, bringing bad luck to the people around him every time.

Just like her and Fei Yinan, too many bad things have happened since she and Yi Nan were together, the loss of the Fei Group, her scandal, and the intimidation and kidnapping and the loss of Fei Langxuan......

Song Ruyi originally thought that after Fei Qingwan found her lover, she would be able to live a relaxed life, but so many things happened, and in the end, Qingwan was taking care of herself and understanding herself......

"Song Ruyi, Song Ruyi, how bad are you......" Song Ruyi felt guilty.

She looked around the home, feeling strange and familiar. This place that once gave her and Yinan so many memories, this warm little home, here, she and Yinan got married, here, she and Yinan have four children, here she and Yinan lingered countless days and nights, here, she and Yinan celebrated Fei Langxuan and Fei Luoze's birthdays together, here, Fei Qingwan's sister and brother frolicked with each other, here......

It's so warm...... It's so warm...... I don't want to leave......