An Li thought that the picture would soon turn again, but it didn't.

What happened next was no longer like a scene, staged one by one, but like a video, going fast, sometimes fast, sometimes slow, but it could make An Li clearly understand what was going on.

The story named Cui Xiaohao is going on at a rapid pace.

An Li is like an invisible bystander, observing his whole life.

Cui Xiaohao because he gave birth to such a pair of eyes, his status at home is usually not high, his father is not hurt, his mother does not love it, especially this father is also very irritable, and if he is not careful, he will be punched and kicked, and this mother is not much better, because she is too weak, she basically stands by and watches all of Cui Xiaohao's encounters, and sometimes she is even an accomplice.

However, this state of affairs changed a lot after the birth of his younger brother Cui Xiaochen.

Father Cui is indeed a grumpy person, as a husband, as a father, he is not qualified, but for this second son, he really loves it, especially with Cui Xiaohao, the eldest son who is deformed in his opinion, Cui Xiaochen's arrival is even more valuable.

In fact, when Cui Xiaohao was not born, Cui's father also had expectations, who would not have expectations for his unborn son?

But it is precisely because of this high expectation that it is difficult to accept it when it is found out that the child born is different from what was expected.

After all, it is a piece of meat that fell from his body, although Cui's mother is not close enough to Cui Xiaohao, but in the end there is still a remnant of maternal love, but for Cui's father, Cui Xiaohao's eyes are a nightmare for him, and he has never been able to cross this hurdle.

used to be only one child, Cui Xiaohao, he was beaten and scolded, but now with Cui Xiaochen, Cui Xiaohao's life is much better, because all his thoughts are devoted to the younger son, and the husband and wife pay a lot less attention to the eldest son who is not welcomed.

This made Cui Xiaohao a lot less scolding.

But sometimes, cold violence is actually more difficult to endure than outright physical violence.

Cui Xiaohao has known his differences since he was a child, so he is cautious and cautious, and he has learned to observe words and emotions from a very young age, and has learned to be obedient, and he is simply not good at being well-behaved.

But even so, his situation did not improve much.

The small town they live in is basically on the edge of the countryside, and it is not a developed town in the first place, and the tolerance of people's hearts is obviously not as good as the vast world outside.

In such a small town that is not backward, but definitely not wealthy, it is the original sin to be different.

Cui Xiaohao grew up in this small place, and since he was a child, he has been discriminated against because of these eyes.

Needless to say, the treatment at home is not much better at school.

The teacher didn't want to see his eyes, although he wouldn't specifically target him, but he would subconsciously reject him.

Under the faint influence of the teacher, the other children are even more straightforward, they will directly isolate and bully Cui Xiaohao.

In Cui Xiaohao's childhood, every day accompanied him was the isolation of his classmates, beating and scolding, and the cold eyes of teachers.

However, there is no end to this kind of bullying, because no one will protect him, he does not dare to tell his parents about being bullied at school, because his parents will not help him, but will blame him for causing trouble, on the other hand, he also tried to ask for help from the teacher, but later found that it was useless, the teacher often promised to get justice for him, and then turned around and left it behind.

The teacher can mediate the conflicts between other children, but he will ignore his grievances unintentionally or deliberately.

In the sixth year of primary school, Cui Xiaohao understood a truth, in this world, no one wants to help him.

When Cui Xiaohao was in the first year of junior high school, he had grown into a gloomy teenager, he was good-looking, but because of what he had encountered since childhood, he usually had a gloomy face at the same time, and the bangs in front of his forehead covered his eyes.

It's as if he wasn't born to be liked.

In the six years of junior high and high school, Cui Xiaohao was not much better, and even worse than before.

When I was in elementary school, the contradictions between primary school students broke the sky, that is, pushing twice, secretly putting scary things in your desk, and taking advantage of your absence to deliberately lift your desk, etc., which is a way for children to bully others.

But adolescent children are not so pediatric at all.

Adolescent boys are mostly naïve and arrogant.

They are not mature enough, there are always some people who are bad by nature, they think their fists are hard, they are so cool that they can't do it, children of this age, most of them are second, they bully a person, maybe it's not that the other party offends them, it's just to see that the other party is unhappy.

And it's too common to see a person unhappy, Cui Xiaohao has never gotten rid of the shadow of campus violence since he was stopped on the way home in his first year of junior high school.

"This one looks so good."

That day, a well-known group of delinquent teenagers at school stopped him and said this to him.

At that age, teenagers had their own way of communicating with each other. For example, if you are "membrane", either because you look rustic, or you look like a fool.

And Cui Xiaohao at that time obviously had both.

The malice of young people is so unreasonable, just because you are not happy.

Since then, Cui Xiaohao has become the lackey of this group of people, the punching bag of this group of people.

In Cui Xiaohao's sophomore year of high school, a ray of light finally appeared in Cui Xiaohao's dim life for more than ten years.

It was a girl with willow eyebrows and crescent eyes who loved to wear a short white dress.

After Cui Xiaohao was beaten again, because of severe pain in his body, he kept lying on the ground and didn't stand up after the group left.

"Classmates? Are you okay? ”

The girl's soft voice sounded above her head, Cui Xiaohao looked up with difficulty, and a girl in a white dress appeared in her field of vision, looking at her with a worried face.

This is almost the first time in Cui Xiaohao's life that someone is willing to care about him if he is okay, and this concern comes from a strange girl.

Maybe it's gratitude, maybe it's the heart that can't be filled for many years finally has belated appeasement, Cui Xiaohao is crazy in love with the girl in the white dress.

She is elegant, beautiful, kind, and lovely, like a jasmine flower that is not stained with dust, in Cui Xiaohao's heart, it is not an exaggeration to say that she is the earthly Xuannu of the Nine Heavens, and the only white moonlight in his heart.

However, Cui Xiaohao did not think that it was the beginning of another tragedy for him.

He likes girls in white dresses, but because of his long-term inferiority complex and depression, he never dares to take the initiative to approach, the only thing he can do, the only thing he dares to do, is every morning, when everyone in the school has not come, he buys breakfast from outside, and quietly puts it on the table of the girl he likes.

Like a thief.

The girl in the white dress became the only light source in Cui Xiaohao's bleak life.

However, this kind of secretive, cautious liking did not hide it for too long.

It wasn't until that day that he was trampled under his feet again behind the wall next to the school gate that he knew that the girl he loved in his heart turned out to be the girlfriend who always bullied him on campus.

", the toad wants to eat swan meat, can our sister-in-law be coveted by you, a bed bug?"

That day, he was kicked to the base of the wall, and when he looked up, what he saw was that the boss was holding his heart with one hand, and the girl in the white dress who was regarded as the only light source was wantonly up and down.

But instead of refusing him, the girl leaned on him, giggled, and then threw a few indifferent, disgusting, and contemptuous glances at him from time to time.

Slutty like a whore.

Cui Xiaohao thought.

Then he was trampled on the head.

"Come, learn to bark and tell my brothers."

The boy was trampled underfoot, and he had long lost any dignity, and he knelt on the ground, without any light in his eyes.

In front of him is the girl he likes, although it is not the same as he imagined, but in the end, it is the girl he really likes, and it is his only light, but he is like a dog, trampled under his feet, without dignity at all.

In fact, what does it matter if it is called or not? What's the difference between him and a dog now?

Before being kicked to the point that his head was bleeding, he cried out in resignation.

Surrounded by the wanton and indulgent laughter of teenagers, Cui Xiaohao lay on the ground, his nose was blue and his face was swollen, and the light under his eyes was extinguished.

As a bystander, An Li quietly watched the scene in front of her, and there was no fluctuation in her eyes.

Seriously, her growth history has something in common with Cui Xiaohao.

Although she doesn't have eyes like Cui Xiaohao, people feel malicious and repulsed when they see her for the first time.

But because of the influence of her original family, An Li developed the personality she later had, and she was different from the people around her.

In the eyes of children whose thoughts are not mature enough and whose three views have not yet been fully formed, difference is original sin.

Rejection, isolation, bullying, Anli has not encountered it.

However, according to history, these things are not unsolvable, and most things in the world have solutions.

An Li has a bad personality, but she is well versed in the skills of four or two thousand pounds, she can be incompatible with others, but at the same time, she also knows how to protect herself.

So although her life is difficult, it is not hopeless.

But Cui Xiaohao is different, he has been in the mud and has no way to climb up.

Just as An Li was thinking about this, the scene in front of her was still continuing.

Cui Xiaohao was grabbed by the hair, and his head was lifted.

"What are you doing lying on your stomach, look up!" The man said with a sinister grin at him.

As soon as Cui Xiaohao opened his eyes, he saw the two people, immediately closed his eyes, and then the next moment, he was slapped away.

Half of his face was swollen, and the corners of his mouth were bleeding.

However, the next moment, the hair was pulled up again, "Huh? I didn't see it, this kid looks pretty good. ”