When Xiao Fei lay down in the dormitory, Lianfang was already asleep in the bed opposite him. After the exam, the students in the dormitory all went home, and only the two of them were left, working part-time until now. Chinese New Year's Eve is still more than a month away. Tomorrow they will also catch the train home.

Xiao Fei pressed his phone to check the time in the dark, it was already past twelve o'clock. He looked at the phone wallpaper in a daze. The mobile phone wallpaper is a photo of him on the top of the mountain that Lu Yi took for him when he first went to Fushan. He looked at himself a few years ago, young and immature, with the persistence of a teenager and the fragility of not admitting it.

Now there is also childish insistence, but it has admitted that it is indeed vulnerable.

The liaison party on the other side of the bed muttered in his sleep, and Xiao Fei realized that it was the light of his mobile phone that affected the liaison party, and quickly locked the screen. The entire dorm room went back into darkness.

But Xiao Fei still couldn't sleep. He looked at the bed board above his head, thinking that the brother on the top bunk had made a deafening snoring sound at this time in the past, but now it was quiet, and even the sound of the moon slowly climbing up the window outside the window could be heard.

Xiao Fei rolled over, facing the wall, and sighed heavily when he remembered that Ming'er was going back.

It stands to reason that Sanping has been with him for so long, and after the previous high school Xiaolin's incidents, and the later Sanping was diagnosed with depression and hospitalized, the relationship has eased a lot, and the two of them have spent more time together, but he still hasn't been able to really relax in front of Sanping. I don't know if it's because I think of my mother when I see Sanping, or because I always think about my mother, I'm always uncomfortable looking at Sanping, he feels that it's too embarrassing between the two of them to get along normally.

Although for everything about him, Sanping is responsive. The tuition fee of this university is not cheap, you have to pay tens of thousands of yuan a semester, Xiao Fei was shaken when he heard that he had to pay so much money, thinking that it would be better to go to the second choice, Sanping held him down and insisted that he come to this university. Forget it, before Xiao Fei got on the plane, Sanping also stuffed him with a bank card that had been put in 50,000 or 60,000 yuan in advance. Xiao Fei didn't know how much money was in the bank card at first, and once on a whim he said that he wanted to check it, and he was shocked when he saw it, it was the first time he had so much money when he grew so big.

Sanping was good to him. But the more she is like this, the more uneasy Xiao Fei becomes—why?

He was unlucky to have no father or mother, and he admitted it. It's not like that, it's a big deal and a lifetime has passed, and his life is like this, it's worthless, and he doesn't look like a strange person with a clear bone, what are the benefits of Sanping's adoption of him in addition to getting some rumors?

"Then it was either that her husband had just disappeared at that time, and she wanted to put something on her." After thinking about it for a long time, Xiao Fei's consciousness began to be a little blurry, he no longer held his eyelids, closed his eyes and turned over again, and fell asleep completely.

The next day, Xiao Fei's mind was not very clear, so he was dragged up from the bed by the joint party. After he walked out of the dormitory with his packed luggage in a daze, the party slammed the door of the dormitory, and he came back to his senses a little.

He Lianfang casually ate some soy milk fritters at the back door of the school, and they got on the bus to the train station. At first, Sanping thought about buying him a plane ticket and letting him fly home, but it was too sinful to take a train for ten or twenty hours. Xiao Fei resolutely refused, and even refused to let Sanping give him money for the train ticket.

"I have money." Xiao Fei held the phone, lowered his head, thought about it, and added, "You don't need to be in the card." In fact, he never touched the bank card that Sanping gave him. The living expenses are all earned by going to work part-time.

"And where did you get the money?" Sanping was stunned and asked.

"What do you care...... Xiao Fei subconsciously replied, but quickly made up for it, "Anyway, you don't have to worry about me." ”

Sanping stopped talking, but didn't hang up the phone, Xiao Fei listened to Sanping's quiet, thinking about whether she was staying in the ward, "If you're fine, go out for a walk, I see that the greening of the hospital is doing a good job, don't stay in the room all the time, it's stuffy." ”

“…… Well. After a long time, Sanping replied sullenly.

"I'll hang up if it's okay." Xiao Fei raised his head, looked at Lianfang's serious painting in front of him, and said absent-mindedly.

"Okay."

After hanging up the phone, Lianfang raised his eyes and looked at Xiao Fei, who didn't have a good face, "Family? ”

“…… Doesn't count, right? Xiao Fei put the phone back in his pocket.

After getting on the train with Lianfang, Xiao Fei put on an eye mask and a mask. Lianfang watched him cross his hands in front of his chest, leaning back in his chair, and looking like he refused to talk. He stretched out his hand and closed the curtain of the window next to Xiao Fei.

Xiao Fei didn't fall asleep. He opened his eyes behind the blindfold and stared blankly at the darkness in front of him.

This time, he remembered Qinghua.

He found that the content of his ramblings was becoming more and more uncomfortable.

It was on the way home from Teacher Jane's house to make up for the lesson, when he was stopped by Qinghua waiting on the side of the road.

At that time, Sanping had already been treated in the hospital, and even though he had an inexplicable hostility towards Yu Yun, he still obediently listened to Yu Yun's words and focused on studying. Xiao Fei is very smart, after this period of study, the results of the second model are much better than the results of the first model. Teacher Jian was so happy that she narrowed her already small eyes, and turned her head to show off to Father Jane who was sitting on the sofa in the living room - "Look! How powerful Xiao Fei is! I'm also a good teacher! ”

After coming out of Teacher Jian's house that night, when he saw Qinghua, Xiao Fei became a nameless fire. He thought about it and felt that even if he was honest with Qinghua, Qinghua couldn't threaten Sanping - so he raised his eyebrows: "Yo, isn't this Sanping's own mother?" ”

Qinghua walked up to Xiao Fei: "Children can't be rude. ”

Xiao Fei nodded. He changed his tone to another respectful tone, "Then what can I do to help you?" ”

Qinghua looked weird: "You don't need to be so yin and yang. You're not my own grandson, so I don't have to put up with you. ”

"Then don't put up with it. I didn't let you put up with it. Xiao Fei smiled and returned to his normal tone, "Seeing that you are waiting for me here, I just asked." Maybe I'm misleading, you just happen to be here. Then I'm gone. ”

"You wait." Qinghua saw Xiao Fei pull out his legs and leave, and hurriedly stopped him. Xiao Fei stopped and raised his eyebrows to look at Qinghua who came forward.

Qinghua looked a little slugging, but in front of Xiao Fei, she still didn't want to show weakness. She raised her head, looked at Xiao Fei, who was already more than a head taller than herself, and spoke: "Is Sanping doing well recently?" ”

"Isn't she your biological daughter? Why don't you go and see for yourself if she's doing well? ”

"I don't have time. Her dad didn't have time either. ”

"But if I'm not mistaken, you went to Dr. Hu's office last week, right? Now that you've arrived at the hospital, can't you take a few minutes to see Sanping? Xiao Fei said coldly.

"I'm not obligated to answer your questions. You're so rude. I don't know how Sanping usually teaches you. Qinghua dodged Xiao Fei's forced gaze left and right, but still continued, "You keep an eye on her, don't let her do anything to hurt herself." is also an adult, so she should have the consciousness of not letting her parents worry about her anymore. ”

"You're insane!" Xiao Fei's eyes widened. He first looked at Qinghua incredulously, and after a while, he shouted such a sentence from his throat to Qinghua. Qinghua was startled by Xiao Fei's sudden loud voice, she glanced at Xiao Fei strangely, lowered her head and walked away quickly.

Xiao Fei looked at Qinghua's back as she walked faster and faster, and he was angry.

Even though it was embarrassing and embarrassing with Sanping, he still felt that Sanping was too pitiful. He himself really lost his parents and became a veritable orphan; As for Sanping, even though he has both parents, he still lives like an orphan.

He sighed softly under the mask, his eyes closed behind the blindfold—

It doesn't matter anymore.

When he was in a daze, he was woken up by the coalition: "Wake up, wake up!" We're here! ”

He slowly removed his blindfold, his eyes stung by the white light in the carriage. He held back the tears that were stimulated, his eyes barely opened a slit, turned his head to look out the window, and saw Lu Yi standing on the platform.

The nervous mood along the way, after seeing the road, settled down a lot. The car stopped, he picked up his luggage, followed the coalition party, and got out of the car with the crowd. Lianfang turned around to say hello to him, and ran to his family who was waiting not far away. Xiao Fei held a backpack in one hand and a suitcase in the other, and slowly walked to Lu Yi, who was looking at him smiling.

"Hello wow, my little friend." Lu Yi opened his hands, and then hugged Xiao Fei tightly.

Xiao Fei still felt numb at first, and wanted to push the road away. But soon his eyes were hot - perhaps, there was really only Lu Yi, who was really good to him......

Lu Yi felt that Xiao Fei's action of pushing him was getting smaller and smaller, and he felt strange. He let go of Xiao Fei, looked at Xiao Fei's face, and asked seriously, "What's wrong?" What happened? You know you can tell me. ”

Xiao Fei shook his head, lowered his head, pulled his luggage and walked towards the exit of the station. Lu Yi silently followed.