Chapter 126: Don't Get Me Wrong
Shu Yixin looked at him and said word by word, "Actually, I don't mean anything, I hope you can understand, I just want you to live in reality, after all, it's just a familiar figure in your mind, but you can't be sure whether she exists, so it doesn't seem fair to you to lose everything you have." Shu Yixin also told him that he didn't mean anything else, just to express his true thoughts.
It's only because I really treat him as a friend that I say this to him.
In fact, he doesn't need to say anything more to him about these words, he should know clearly that people live in reality after all, and that is just a familiar figure that appears in his mind, who knows whether it really exists or a fake existence.
If it is said that in the end, he found out that it was just a dream, then how should he accept the reality at that time, he must feel special regret, after all, he gave so much, but he got nothing.
I regarded him as a friend, so I said these things to him, and I didn't treat him as a friend, so naturally I wouldn't say this to him, just because I didn't want him to leave any regrets in the end.
Reality is the most important thing, you may not need to be like this, relying on your own ability to support yourself, he will have a good background and background, but he has a good net worth, which can be squandered, and this is not a long-term solution.
He Yuhe raised his head, looked at her with surprised eyes, and said lightly, "Actually, you don't need to explain so much to me, I understand that you are doing this for my good." "Her starting point is all for her own good, and she wants to be able to figure out whether it is worth it.
It is because she has always lived in reality that she can say such a thing, so she will warn herself to think clearly, don't put all your energy on this, after all, you have to think about your future life, don't give yourself too much hope, and only be disappointed when the time comes.
Shu Yixin smiled knowingly, and said softly, "You can understand, naturally it is best, I am just worried that you will misunderstand what I mean, and I also hope that you can find the answer to this matter as soon as possible." Because of his friend, he naturally hoped that he could find that familiar figure, and perhaps he was a little curious in his heart, wanting to know if such a girl really existed.
As he said, if that girl had been waiting for him, it seemed that she was also a very affectionate person. If there really is such a girl, she really shouldn't be disappointed, after all, people have waited for so many years, and it is also a heart, even if she can't give her happiness, at least people have waited for so many years, and they should give people an answer.
Although you clearly know that you have lost your memory, but the other party does not know that you have lost your memory, so you have forgotten her, and you still have to explain things clearly, so as not to misunderstand the other party.
If there really is such a girl, who has been waiting for him for the past few years, then it is indeed time to give the other party an explanation. Shu Yixin did not deny this at all, she also felt that she should give the other party an explanation, so as not to make the other party wait too long.
However, from another point of view, no matter how you look for it, you will never find the existence of the other party, so you will not be able to waste your life.
A lifetime of time is limited, you still have a lot of things to do, under the trade-off between the two, what you should do and what you should not do, in fact, you should have it in your heart.
"I also hope that this matter can be concluded as soon as possible, and I don't want to continue to delay, after all, if it drags on like this, it is also an inner torture for me." If you can explain it clearly as soon as possible, and you can complete your heart early, you won't be tortured so much.
There are some things that can't be solved in my heart, and I always feel that my heart will not be truly comfortable. It's because I put those things in my heart, but I haven't been able to find an accurate answer.
Or is it that he is more persistent, and what he wants to do is to admit death and have to do it. If you don't do it, you always feel uncomfortable in your heart, and you always feel sorry for her.
"Naturally, there is such hope, but there are some things, not that there will be an ending, and hope will solve the problem." Shu Yixin doesn't want to be able to find his family as soon as possible, and hopes to know his birthday.
But she has been hoping for more than 2 years, and there has been no reply. Many times hope turns into disappointment, and it makes her understand that she should not have hope, so that there will be no disappointment.
My hope has long become disappointment, so I don't want any miracles to happen at this time, I only choose to live a stable life in my present life, and the others don't dare to hope much, I may not be very sensible when I was a child, and even with naïve thoughts at that time, I always feel that one day I can reunite with my family, but time passes day after day, and I am disappointed day after day, and now I don't have much hope, I always feel that I have a good life now.
It's not that I don't dare to imagine it, but every time I imagine it, the result is disappointed. The more times I got, the more numb I gradually became.
The reunion scenes that often appear in film and television dramas may really not be suitable for real life. After all, it is written and directed by the author himself, but he lives in reality, so he must face reality, and it is not something that can be achieved by what he thinks.
Therefore, slowly, I will no longer expect too much, I always feel that I have to get by, and live my current life first, after all, before I find them, or after I find them, I need to live, and I don't need to support myself.
Shu Yixin has never been greedy, nor does he expect to be able to rely on others. Since she was a child, she has known that only by relying on herself can she make her life better, and it is impossible to rely on others permanently, even if she is the dearest and most beloved person, it is the same, only if she learns her ability, is her real ability.
He Yuhe looked at her in front of him with a somewhat complicated look, to be honest, seeing her like this, saying this made her feel so heartbroken.
I really want to help her, and it's easy to want to help her, but I can't help her, after all, I have no evidence at all, and I don't know where to help.
Seeing what she was looking like in front of her, she really wanted to protect her, wanted to give her warmth, and wanted to give her everything she longed for.
I know what she wants, but I can't meet her wish, even if I have money and status, so what, I can't even satisfy her small wish, I really feel that I am very incompetent and useless.
I do have such an impulse in my heart and want to protect her, but from another point of view, what kind of qualifications do I have? I can't figure out my own affairs, let alone protect her and help her.
I can't give her what I want, I have such an idea, I want to find her family for her, but in reality, I can't do anything. It's not that I don't want to, but some things may be predestined.
"Isn't it Tanabata Valentine's Day today? Want to be happy, don't think about the things that are unhappy. He Yuhe appropriately changed the topic, not wanting to continue to dwell on this topic, after all, there was no point.
"Yes, what you said is right, today is Valentine's Day, you should be happy, even if you don't have a lover, you have to have no lover, and you should be happy." At the same time, Shu Yixin also felt that what he said was quite reasonable, and he should not be immersed in grief, after all, those have long been in the past, and his heart has already accepted it.
"That's right, don't keep thinking about those unhappy things, so that people will become unlovable." Young people spend the holidays with the people they like, but she is here to guard her little coffee and book house.
Shu Yixin looked at him with some coquettish eyes, and said lightly, "I've always been so cute, okay, it's just that you haven't noticed it." In the face of what he said, I didn't agree with it at all.
"Really? If you don't say it, I really haven't found out where you are cute, today everyone is dating with the person you love, why are you still here guarding your coffee book house, your partner, oh, why haven't you seen her. "I haven't seen her alone since I came in, and I haven't seen her work partner at all.
Shu Yixin smiled knowingly and said lightly, "That's because people have boyfriends, so they naturally go out on dates, and I'm just alone, so I can only make a little more money here." "Who makes himself only one person, without a boyfriend, so it's impossible to go out on a date.
If you are alone, you can only stay at your job. After all, I really don't have any place to go except here, so I can only accept my fate and work here with hard work.
Anyway, today's business is not bad, and I am very energetic to work here, although it is Valentine's Day, for people like me who do not have a lover, this kind of holiday does not belong to me at all.
There is also a point that can make a little more money for yourself, and it is not completely without benefits for yourself. For yourself, it would be nice to be able to make more money.
"Looking at your appearance, it doesn't look like you don't have a boyfriend, it's you who reject people." Such an optimistic personality should be the type that many people like, how can it be that no one likes it?
"Is this praising me or hurting me, thinking that I am one, I want to find a boyfriend, I want to find a person to rely on, is it so easy? As long as the other party has always treated me as an orphan, he may turn around and leave, how can he waste time on me. Shu Yixin sees all this too thoroughly, after all, this society is still very realistic. Reading a book and finding the latest chapters by yourself? You're out, WeChat attention Beauty editor helps you find books! It's really a good book to flirt with girls!