Chapter 44: The Girl's Thoughts

Chatting with Tietou about the past in the Yellow Mansion and the county, talking about the present, and imagining the future, I couldn't help but be high-spirited, and the wine was getting faster and faster, and in the end, I didn't know how many glasses I drank, and I didn't know when I ended drinking with Tietou, and I suddenly lost consciousness when I was drunk.

When I woke up the next morning, I found myself lying in a cozy hut with a person lying on my side faintly beside me.

It's still dark outside, and it's quiet.

The people around me probably noticed my movement, and she sat up suddenly.

"Brother Daodao, are you feeling better?" , a delicate female voice.

"When you are drunk, you know that the wine is strong."

I rubbed my eyes, I felt that my head was still groggy, and the environment around me was very unfamiliar, quiet, except for the rustling sound of the fan overhead.

"Where am I?"

"You don't remember how much you drank last night, you're at my house now." , the girl replied.

At the same time, she reached out and turned on the small lamp at the head of the bed, and the room was instantly shrouded in a hazy light, and all the objects and furnishings gradually became clear.

I gradually woke up, and the girl next to me was so close to me that I could even smell her faint body fragrance.

I opened my eyes wide and saw Lin Xue'er's beautiful face.

She was staring at me, her eyes gentle and full of concern.

I sat up and looked around the room.

In addition to a small bed and a simple wardrobe, there was only one table and a chair with books on it. A small cabinet at the head of the bed with a small pink alarm clock and a lamp on it.

"How did I get to you?" I was a little puzzled and asked dizzily.

Consciousness is still a little confused.

The last thing I remember was sitting in his courtyard with Iron Head and drinking together.

"You drank a lot of wine last night, and suddenly you got drunk, and the brother-in-law of Tietou also drank too much, Cousin Na has to take care of the brother-in-law of Tietou at home, and you can't leave, so let me send you to a nearby hotel to rest."

After speaking, Lin Xue'er glanced at me cautiously and blushed shyly.

"However, after I helped you out of my brother-in-law's yard, I found that you couldn't move at all, and I couldn't carry you on my back, and I couldn't send you back, so I had to take you to my dormitory."

"You're so heavy! You don't know, it took a lot of effort to put you in my dormitory. ”

After Lin Xue'er finished speaking, her breath was still very heavy, as if she helped me back last night and hurt her vitality, and she still hasn't caught her breath.

"After helping you get home, I didn't worry about it in the first half of the night, I kept watching you, hoping to wait for you to wake up, but I didn't expect that you had been asleep, and I slept very deeply, and I myself was too sleepy, and I fell asleep next to you just now."

She finished the whole process and looked at me staring at her all the time, and lowered her head a little shyly.

Lin Xue'er was telling the truth, my consciousness last night was intermittent, I vaguely felt that someone was around, and the familiar and concerned eyes in my mind were impressive, it turned out that she had been taking care of me all along.

As for how she helped me back, I can't remember anything.

It was still early, it was dark outside the hut, and everything seemed to be still asleep.

My drowsiness receded little by little, I curled up my legs, rubbed my eyes, and found that I occupied most of the bed, Lin Xue'er leaned to the side crampedly, and if she also lay down, she would be completely nestled up to me.

"In order to take care of me, she herself said that she didn't sleep all night last night, and she definitely didn't have a good rest."

Realizing this, I felt very sorry and hurriedly rolled over on my side and tried to climb under the bed.

Although a small light was turned on in the hut, the light was still dim, and I hurriedly and panicked not to see under the bed, and was tossed by the shoes that had been kicked off under the bed, and clumsily fell backwards to the back of the bed. Caught off guard, I just fell into Lin Xue's arms, and with the girl's low exclamation, I felt the delicate and soft body of the girl behind me like warm nephrite.

The space of the hut was cramped and cramped, and it seemed that it could not accommodate the embarrassment of being at a loss at this time.

I hurriedly stood near the table, trying to sit in the small chair.

Unexpectedly, the chair was only supported by three legs, and I sat on the ground again, falling on all fours.

The series of accidents happened so quickly that neither she nor I could react for a moment.

The moment I fell to the ground, my mind was more focused on my own image.

By the time Lin Xue'er had just reacted to what had happened, she had completely forgotten about the abruptness of me falling into her arms.

Looking at my embarrassed look, she covered her mouth and giggled.

I became more and more embarrassed by her laughter, and for a while I couldn't find my proper place for my hands and feet.

"Alas, what a failure, today is a sweep of Sven. And in front of a beautiful woman. ”

I was so upset.

Lin Xue'er smiled and bent over on the small bed.

The wine has fully awakened, and I have completely recovered.

The weather was very hot, so I was sweating all over.

"That chair, that chair is broken." Lin Xue'er finally stopped laughing, watched me get up from the floor, looked like I was turning with my head covered, and laughed again.

Chairs could not be sitting, and there was no other furniture to lean on in the hut.

I had to go back to the side of the cot and sit on the edge of the bed.

"You didn't rest last night to take care of me, did you? Would you have a good night's sleep? I looked at Lin Xue'er, who was already laughing and trembling, a little reluctant, and said sincerely.

"No, no, it's not what you think, I can't stay up all night, in fact, I helped you back last night, and I didn't long fall asleep." , She should be telling the truth, I was lying in bed just now, I didn't sleep well, and I did feel like there was a person lying next to me.

"Oh, that's good, that's good." , confirmed that she had been sleeping in my arms, and slept well, thinking that yesterday she and I were lying naked in the bathtub of the business hotel, and I suddenly didn't know what to say.

The atmosphere of our conversation suddenly became a little ambiguous.

Lin Xue'er also seemed to realize that she had said the wrong thing.

The conversation just now reminded us all of the situation we had just been lying next to each other on the cot.

Her face turned red, and in the faint light, she was charming.

"Not what you think." She tried to clarify the fact that she wasn't huddled with me, lying on a cot.

"I didn't think about anything, in fact, we were lying in the same bed, and it didn't matter." , I was clumsy for a while, my wording failed, and the atmosphere became more and more ambiguous, and I was a little resentful that I couldn't talk.

"Oops, you, you're so nasty." My words made her justification pale and shy.

The atmosphere became more and more awkward and ambiguous, and we were all blushing at each other, not knowing what to say.

"When Tietou was drinking last night, he told me about you and me in the hotel, and your brother-in-law said that someone arranged a bureau for me, and he couldn't shirk this matter, so he asked you for help in desperation, right?" , I diverted from the topic, I had nothing to say, and I didn't even have the courage to look up at her expression.

Lin Xue'er was silent for a while, probably thinking about how to answer my question to avoid deeper misunderstandings.

"It's not that he can't get away with it, it's that I took the initiative to do it, but that's because I don't have any other way." , she said timidly, her tone a little sour.

"My family conditions are not good, I don't have money to pay tuition, and I don't want to drop out of school, I want to go to college, and in this matter, my brother-in-law has always wanted to help me."

"Last night's incident in the hotel, people from the community came to find the iron-headed brother-in-law, when they talked about it, I heard it, I thought it was an opportunity for me, although I was not very familiar with those people, but the iron-headed brother-in-law knew their style of doing things, and also explained to me the risks in this matter, I knew that I was safe, and the pay was very good, so I agreed to my brother-in-law."

Lin Xue'er should be telling the truth, which is consistent with the explanation of this matter when Tietou and I were drinking.

It's just that she avoided the risk of encountering bad people at the hotel scene, but she couldn't avoid the report of the county morning newspaper, this kind of unscrupulous media rumor attack should be completely unexpected by her, and she should not have realized the consequences of this fatal slander.

"Did you get the money?" , I asked her.

"Got it." She replied softly, as low as a mosquito.

Regardless of who the whole incident was directed at, it was an immoral act from beginning to end, and the girl felt ashamed.

All things can be clearly defined as right and wrong, and good and evil are also distinct, but in real life, how many weak goodness is used by evil, kidnapped by morality, and finally reduced to evil?

"You say you know those people? Are you familiar with them? Do you know the two policemen who protect you? ”

"I know them, but I've never dealt with them, I used to hear the iron-headed brother-in-law often talk about those people, and the iron-headed brother-in-law occasionally has contact with them, vaguely seems to be related to some Yellow Mansion, I have heard a little information, and I don't know the details."

My mind moved, if it was related to the Yellow Building, then the circle of this group of people would not be very large, and it seemed that the truth was about to surface.

"Did you say that the Iron Head is often involved in their affairs, too?" , I'm curious.

"No, Tietou and Sister Na have never worked with that group, I heard Tietou's brother-in-law say that although his life is a little harder now, he is living a very solid life, and my sister Na does not allow him to participate in the affairs of that group."

"Oh." , I can see this, although the iron head is not well-off, but the ambition is still there, but everyone has to bend over for five buckets of rice, where will there be a clear right and wrong in the world?

The incident involving the hotel was isolated, and it was Tietou who was forced to make a reluctant decision in order to solve the problem of Lin Xueer's school tuition.

"Have you seen the report in the county morning newspaper today?" I asked the girl, worried that the report would be a bit of a distraction for her.

"See." Lin Xue'er's tone was very depressed, and it seemed that my worries were not unreasonable.

"What are you going to do?" , the college entrance examination is coming soon, and I think if this knot is not unraveled, it should be fatal to her.

"Well, what can I do? This is my own fault, I made a mistake, and God gave me retribution. She said in a sad tone, and she reluctantly accepted her fate.

Her delicate and pitiful appearance made people feel pitiful, and I had an urge to protect her.

"Does anyone in your training school know about it now? Didn't anyone say anything? ”

"Not yet, not many people should know. I hope no one will know about it in the future. Her innocent appearance makes it hard to believe that such a delicate and well-behaved girl would be innocently involved in a dark and dirty transaction that everyone despises.

How does she know that this fucked society sometimes just doesn't give good people and even the weak a way to live?

Yes, if she is lucky, there are still a few months to take the college entrance examination, and she will leave the country after the exam, time may dilute people's attention to this ugly incident, and this matter will gradually be forgotten.

"I have a way to get you through it in a short period of time." I came up with an idea, but I didn't think it was appropriate to say it.

"What's your solution?" , Lin Xue'er's tone was very excited, and it was obvious that she should trust me very much.

"It's just that you have been wronged, you have to temporarily pretend to be my girlfriend for a few months, until you finish the college entrance examination and you go to other places after admission, and this matter will have no impact on you at all."

"What's the best way to do that?" She was a little lost in tone, seemed a little disappointed, and probably didn't understand my advice at all.

"We can have a high-profile boyfriend and girlfriend relationship at your training school, so that the newspaper will be self-defeating."

Lin Xue'er Bingxue is smart, and she immediately understood what I meant.

This way, at present, is the next policy, but it is the only best protection for her that can be thought of.

"Can't you really be someone's boyfriend?" , Lin Xue'er pursed her lips, seemingly a little unhappy.

"Am I not worthy of you?"

"You're still young, and you're still a child." I couldn't help but smile when I looked at her cute appearance.

"I'm not young, everyone is an adult, okay?" , she still refuses to give up.

"You still don't understand what a real boyfriend and girlfriend are, in a few years, when you go to work, have more experience, and become sensible, you will understand that there is such a thing as feelings, not just fake and really do it."

I persuaded her, as if I was talking to myself.

Yes, I'm an adult and I've been through a lot.

However, for the matter of feelings, why haven't I been confused all the time, and I can't explain many things to myself.