"Who is Yi Sanping's family?" The nurse's voice came, Xiao Fei subconsciously responded, and then found that the nurse was looking at Miansheng.

"It's just you?" The nurse's suspicious eyes swirled around the three of them, "You're still a minor, aren't you?" Are there no adults in your family? ”

Yu Yun stood up, "He's an adult, but he still looks like a child." If there is anything you can ask me for, the matter of Sanping before was also discussed with Xiao Fei to help deal with it. Dr. Hu should have known about the situation. ”

The nurse nodded, "I see." I'm new here and don't know much about the situation. In that case, then you can come with me, and Xiao Fei, right? Dr. Hu has something to say to you. ”

Before Yu Yun left with the nurse, he didn't forget to take a look at Sanping, who was still covering his head with a quilt. But when he walked to the door, he found that Xiao Fei was still in place, so he turned around and called, Xiao Fei replied stiffly, patted Lu Yi lightly with his backhand, turned around and followed Yu Yun's footsteps, and went to Dr. Hu's office together.

Lu Yi sat on the edge of Sanping's bed at a loss, and when he was about to say something, Sanping showed a pair of eyes from the quilt and looked at Lu Yi with water.

"Don't you like me?"

“？”

"Let's be together, then."

"The hospital's recommendation is to let Miss Yi continue to be hospitalized for treatment." Doctor Hu looked at Xiao Fei and Yu Yun, who were sitting opposite, and said seriously, "Her current situation is very bad. ”

"The last time she was discharged from the hospital, didn't you say that her condition was not that serious?" Xiao Fei asked eagerly.

"Depression is a very recurrent condition." Dr. Hu explained, "Even if there is medication to control it and regular follow-up visits, we don't know how much black energy is hidden in the corner of her heart that has not been seen, and what will trigger this black energy and how it will knock her down." What we can do now is first to find out why she committed suicide, and only when we understand the reason for her suicide can we prescribe the right medicine. Then, I hope to control her condition and prevent her from evolving into a worse situation. ”

Xiao Fei lowered his head and stopped talking.

Yu Yun asked, "What can we do?" ”

"More company." "You'd better come over and spend more time with her, talk, chat, or listen to music together, so that she can slowly let go of the feeling that 'she is the only one in the world.'" ”

"Then, if necessary, I also hope that you can take some time to come out and let's talk about Sanping. This will allow us to get closer to Sanping, and it will also be of great help to the treatment. ”

Yu Yun nodded, and then asked, "She lost her husband before, could this be the cause of her depression?" ”

"There's a reason for that." Dr. Hu flipped through the cases in his hand, "During a series of psychological counseling sessions with her, she told me about her husband. But apart from her husband, she rarely mentions her family. Sometimes I mentioned it, but I also brought it hastily. Every time I wanted to talk more about her parents, she showed obvious resistance and avoidance. The environment of her family of origin has a great influence on the formation of a person's personality later on, so I always want to ask something from her family of origin, but every time I talk about her parents, she begins to make no response, like a wall, blocking my temptations and inquiries. So I guess that the environment of her original family has a greater negative impact on her than a positive one. Moreover, I also tried to make a bold guess that a large part of the formation of her depression is actually related to her original family. Her husband's departure was just one of the triggers. ”

To get up from this abyss, she had to accept her terrible family environment and judge things with her own feelings. Otherwise, she will never be able to make a sound in this abyss. ”

After coming out of Dr. Hu's office, Yu Yun pulled Xiao Fei, who was walking forward, "You concentrate on studying, Sanping here, I discussed with Lu Yi and Miss Cheng, and took turns to accompany her." And my parents, or try to get her parents to come over......"

"Why?" Xiao Fei coldly interrupted Yu Yun.

Yu Yun looked at him.

"Why is this arranged? I'm concentrating on studying, are you here to accompany Sanping? Xiao Fei then asked, and Yu Yun nodded. Xiao Fei took a deep breath - "Why arrange my affairs." I don't need you to tell me that I should study quickly, I will continue to go to Mr. Jian's place, and I will continue to study hard. I have never forgotten my goal of going to an art school. But at the same time, please also you, and those adults, don't forget," Xiao Fei paused, and then said word by word: "Even if Sanping is not my biological mother, but for me, she is an important person. I'm going to be with her. ”

After speaking, Xiao Fei turned around and walked away without looking back. Yu Yun looked at Xiao Fei, who was walking faster and faster, took out the cigarette case from his trouser pocket, looked up and saw the "No Smoking" sign on the wall, and put the cigarette case back.

When I looked up again, the clouds outside the window just blocked out the daylight.

Lu Yi adjusted his breathing: "Do you know what you're talking about?" ”

"I don't know." Sanping replied weakly: "Not only do I not know what I just said, but I also don't know what I said and did after living for so long." I don't know how I'm going to live next. ”

"But I only know that you are so good to me, I can't let you down." Sanping added.

Lu Yi was very distressed, and at the same time felt very tired.

"Why did you marry Yonghe in the first place?"

"Because I love him."

"What do you love about him? Because he is a novelist? Or is it because he's good to you? ”

Sanping frowned, "I don't know. I really don't know. ”

Lu Yi exhaled and slowed his tone, "Do you know why love is an enduring topic? It's because it's amazing that it doesn't need to be attached to all kinds of conditions to still grow. Of course I want to be with you, but I want you to really love me, not because you have the condition of 'I'm good to you'. It's not love, and it's not fair to yourself. ”

Sanpei closed his eyes.

Lu Yi sighed, and when he was about to say something, he suddenly felt movement behind him. He turned around and saw Xiao Fei and Yu Yun standing at the door, and immediately felt embarrassed.

Xiao Fei winked at Lu Yi, and then walked to Sanping's bed: "Sanping, let's go back first, and come to see you tomorrow!" ”

When Sanping heard Xiao Fei's voice, he opened his eyes: "You have to study hard, I'm fine, don't worry about me, don't be distracted." What can I do? Keep your goals in mind. ”

Xiao Fei wanted to cry a little. He nodded, smiled at Sanping, who had closed his eyes again, and then turned around and walked out of the ward quickly.

Yu Yun patted Lu Yi on the shoulder, motioned for Lu Yi to follow, and then turned around and walked out of the room.

Xiao Fei had already gone back by himself. Yu Yun walked out of the hospital with Lu Yi and entered a fast food restaurant. As soon as he sat down, Yu Yun ordered a bowl of mixed noodles, and Lu Yi glanced at the menu and asked for a bowl of wontons.

"I don't know why I'm mad at you." Yu Yun said directly, "So, I have to apologize for my unkind behavior to you before. ”

Lu Yi didn't speak.

"Maybe I'm too anxious," Yu Yun poured a glass of water for Lu Yi and himself, "to directly link Sanping's suicide and your confession to her." Actually, no, I'm sure you know it, but do you still think that you hurt Sanping? ”

Lu Yi took a sip of water.

"Depression is a very recurrent disease, sometimes we think she is recovering, but in fact she may relapse the next moment. The most tired person is her, and this tiredness is beyond our imagination. If we want to continue to be with her, we don't want to put some burden on ourselves. At least we must be healthy first in order to infect her and truly accompany her. ”

"You've been with her longer than I do, and you should know her better than I do. Her suicide this time, I would venture to guess, was actually compensation for the last suicide attempt. She had been contemplating suicide. ”

The noodles and wontons came up together, Lu Yi took out a pair of chopsticks from the chopstick holder, handed it to Yu Yun, and then took a pair for himself, and then took over Yu Yun's words just now, "In the past, every year on her wedding anniversary with Yonghe, she hid, and we couldn't find it." Now that I think about it, I'm really afraid, and I hate myself very much, why is she so slow, why don't you care about her more, she obviously sent a signal for help. ”

"Don't feel burdened." Yu Yun stirred the ingredients in the bowl well, "Now any feelings of self-blame and remorse are useless." We have to help her find out the truth, and then let her willingly face the truth of her own life on her own, so that she can have a chance to recover. ”