"So, everything can be explained, right?" After I heard this, my whole body trembled, I don't know whether it is grievance, or anger, and I don't know whether it is resolute or heartache?

"Well, that's right." Bai Yan only said indifferently.

"So, you ...... How old is it?" I asked with a long sigh.

"I ...... If it is calculated at a normal age, it should be ...... It's a deaf ear older than your mother. As soon as he finished speaking, the muscles in my face twitched uncontrollably, and no one would understand this feeling, it was like being deceived by a, something unspeakable.

"I didn't expect it...... How ridiculous is it going to be? You're good to me, so ...... It turned out to be all because of my mother! I treat with my heart, I think with my heart, you deceive my feelings in this way, to fill the hole left by my mother, and you treat me like this, won't your heart hurt?" My vision blurred for a moment, and I patted my heart as if I was about to suffocate.

"I really ...... you," he muttered to himself weakly, but unfortunately I was immersed in grief but did not hear clearly.

"The most ridiculous thing is that the Gu poison on my body is actually inflicted on me by my mother, you ...... I should have known about it for a long time, right?" I asked again, wiping tears from my eyes.

"Yes, that time you fell into the ice cave, and when I checked your pulse in the Kanzhi Building, I knew that your mother had given you a Jedi Gu, and only I could solve it, because her Gu poison medicine skills were my true inheritance." Bai Yan is only the way to go back.

"Why? Why, exactly? Just because she's my mother, can she do that? I respect her because she gave me life, but she ...... She almost ruined my life, she met unladylike people, she didn't know anyone, why did she think...... "I was so angry that I burst into tears and couldn't speak well.

"She probably doesn't want you to follow in her footsteps." Bai Yan took the opportunity to comfort him.

And I didn't appreciate it at all, "Am I following in her footsteps?" Why does she think I'll be like her? How could she think that all the men in this world were the same as the one she fell in love with? I'm telling you, I'm different from her, different in every way! Moreover, you are not qualified to compare Childe with that person. ”

"The Gu poison on your body, if you insist on this, I will help you remove it, but you must know that no mother would want to hurt her child!" The matter has come to this, and I see that Bai Yan is still helping my mother speak.

I couldn't bear it anymore, so I got up and pointed at him and said, "What do you mean by me insisting on this?" Please make it clear, this is the sin you have done, you must help me to explain, this is your obligation, your responsibility, I tell you, from the moment you taught my mother the Gu poison medical technique, you were wrong, because you didn't know her at all then, and you gave her the right to hurt others! ”

I took another deep breath and said, "I'll tell you again, this is a hurt to me, she put her unwillingness and pain on me because of her single-mindedness, so that I innocently carried so much, you look outside, you listen again, the harem, the former dynasty, what those people say about me, you, you, almost, almost really, completely ruined my life, this is my life, my mother, is kidnapped me in the name of love, for twenty years." And you, too, have already seen everything, but you don't tell me, you know that this is something harmful to the body, but you still don't tell me......"

"I ......" Bai Yan had nothing to say for a while, only frowning and silent.

"I always thought that if my mother was still here, she would love me and hurt me, but I never thought that my mother would hurt me like this, what am I to her?" I felt more and more funny and sad in my heart.

On this night, a lot of things may or may not have changed......