In winter, the plum blossoms are in full bloom, scorching on the snow, and the delicate petals hold the yellow and white stamens, secretly exuding a soft fragrance.

Lai'er helped me to enjoy the flower road by the window for a while, "Niangniang has looked worse in the past two days, let's go back to bed and rest, and your majesty will come to see Niangniang later, and when Niangniang is well, how many flowers will not be seen?" ”

I sighed to myself, "I'm afraid that the face of the person doesn't know where to go, and the plum blossom is still smiling at the east wind." ”

Of course, Lai'er didn't understand the meaning, only helped me back to the bed, and for a while my hand actually found an old cyan sachet out of nowhere, and thought about it in my mind, only to think that it was originally prepared to embroider for Bai Yan, but I didn't want to, this sachet was not given away in the end, and I used it to put candied fruit for a while.

At that time, the moment that I didn't grasp because I always felt that the future was long is becoming extremely precious and regretful in the memories I have made over and over again.

The dark plum embroidered on his white gauze robe is as proud as the window today.

I picked it up again and looked at it carefully, and couldn't help but laugh, the three people I saw for the first time that day, one had fallen into chaos, and the other sadly sat on thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, but lost the life that should have belonged to him, and one looked back on the past here, waiting for the spring silk to be exhausted and the wax torch turned into ashes.

Lai'er touched me and said, "What do you think?" ”

"It's nothing, it just feels like it's been a long time." I sat down on the bed and replied.

"Where has it been a long time, it has only been a few years since Niangniang first came to the Phoenix Palace." Lai'er crossed her fingers and couldn't count the specific time.

"How can it be only a few years? Qihua seems to have grown up," Speaking of Qihua, I said strangely, "Recently, he will come to see me when he has nothing to do, why didn't he come today?" ”

Lai'er said, "Today, the prince took people and food to the prison. ”

"Yes, he must have gone to find that Zhuxing to make his words clear, this kid is good at everything, but he is a little impatient." I smiled slightly.

Lai'er looked at me and said angrily, "In my opinion, it's better for the prince to teach that line a lesson, and be smart." ”

I shook my head, "Lai'er, don't say that, in fact, I should thank him for helping me somehow." ”

Lai'er stood aside incomprehensibly, and didn't speak again, I only thought in my heart

If he hadn't broken the pill into powder, then Childe would have forced me to eat it no matter what, and in this way, I would have been in a dilemma.

The days in winter are naturally shorter, and I have been feeling in a trance lately that the sky has gradually darkened as soon as I wake up, but I can't sleep at night, but I have to sleep during the day, and my thoughts are much slower than usual.

Everyone has actually noticed my strangeness, and at this time, the expressions on everyone's faces are gloomy, especially Childe, and I used to sketch my dying appearance, and I was so scared that I couldn't sleep, and now, I was only full of peace, and even laughed at everyone in my heart, and I don't know what I can't see?

When I woke up again, Childe was sitting on the edge of the bed and looked at me pityingly, "How do you feel today?" ”

I smiled and said, "Here we are." ”

Childe asked me in a forced tone, "But what do you want to say to me?" ”

I could already guess a few points as soon as I saw it

The imperial doctor must have come to see it, and he told the son what was about to die wood, and the two were extremely empty.

I thought to myself, it's really time to explain, "I really have something to say, Childe, you must remember." ”

Without hesitation, he replied, "I remember." ”

"I still thought that I would accompany you to see the peach blossoms in the temple in the spring next year, but now it will definitely not work." I laughed.

Childe half-picked me up so that I could lean into his arms, "Although there are no peach blossoms, the plum blossoms are in full bloom in winter." ”

"Yes, I just watched it from the window, it's beautiful, as beautiful as a peach blossom." I felt a little cold more and more.

"You know, you've slept for two more days." Childe lowered his eyes and looked at me.

"Two days? I've slept for so long? I was a little horrified.

"yes." Childe hugged me tighter into his arms.

I slowed down and said, "Childe, after I die, I don't want to live underground, you only burn me and scatter it in the peach blossom forest on the outskirts of Jinling City, then every spring when the peach blossoms bloom and fall petals, as if I am still by your side, I don't want you to be alone for me, I just want to go there every year when the peach blossoms are exhausted to help me make a few flower mounds." ”

Childe said with forbearance, "I promise you, you can do whatever you want." ”

I panted and raised my hand to lift the mask on the right side of Childe's face, "It's all right, what are you doing with it." ”

"If you do, I'll wear it." Childe said softly.

I put down my hand again and touched the sachet that had already haired, but the colored threads on it were still shining, "It's a pity that I can't make a new one for you, someone will do it for you in the future." ”

A tear from Childe fell to my face, "No, I just want you to do it." ”

After saying a few words, I fell asleep again, quietly looked out the window and said nothing, and Childe asked me aloud, "I didn't go with you, will you blame me?" ”

I shook my head vigorously, "You are Emperor Jin of Ye Guo, in addition to me, you have thousands of subjects, how can I blame you." ”

He asked, "If there is an afterlife, will you still be with me?" ”

I muttered, "I wish there was no afterlife, this world is too bitter and hurtful." ”

I squinted slightly, "Where is this going head?" ”

Childe recently read the scriptures with me, so he said, "Choose a pure land and wait for me." ”

The north wind blew, and the candle at the head of the bed shook violently.

The big tripod in the palace sounded three rounds, and everyone outside the house couldn't help crying

"Mother, mother."

"Mother, the slave kowtows to you to say goodbye."

……

Qihua knelt outside the house, weeping and bowing to the ground, "Mother, mother, Qihua is here to send you all the way!" ”