Chapter 92: Unwillingness to Forgive
Lin Qingzhi didn't know how long she had been asleep, but she felt that she had never slept so deeply and soundly, as if her brother Mu had been by her side, which made her feel at ease.
When she opened her eyes and woke up, the first thought in her mind was to reach out and hold her child, but when her hand was stretched out, she felt empty beside her, and the horror spread from the bottom of her heart, and her heart was anxious.
While looking around, a familiar figure walked to the side of the bed, put his hand in his palm, and a familiar voice sounded in his ears: "Ah Zhi, you are awake." ”
At this moment, the room was already bright, and the dazzling light made Lin Qingzhi's eyes squint slightly, and it took a while to see the face in front of him clearly, the person in front of him was much thinner, but the eyebrows were more resolute and heroic, and the whole person looked even more extraordinary.
Xiao Mufeng's eyes were full of love and pity, and he said softly: "Ah Zhi, thank you for giving birth to a child for me, I'm sorry, are you still willing to give me a chance?" There was guilt and anxiety in his gaze, as well as anticipation and affection.
Lin Qingzhi only felt that the palm of her hand was wrapped in a wide and warm palm, and she was greedy for warmth in her heart, and she just wanted time to freeze at this moment, but she still withdrew her hand and said lightly: "You go, from the moment you stabbed the sword, our fate will be gone, you have a great future, don't delay it for me." ”
When Xiao Mufeng heard Lin Qingzhi's words, his breath was slightly sluggish, and his voice was a little unsteady and murmured, "Are you still unwilling to forgive me?" I know you already hate me in your heart, but what happened that day was also a helpless move......"
"Helpless? Your helpless move The lives of the 137 people of the Lin family fell so lightly, your helpless act made me worse than dead, even my father's corpse can not be buried in person, in your heart, your high father and prince status is the most important, since you have made a choice, go one way to the end, don't look back! Lin Qingzhi said this weakly, and kept gasping for air.
"Ah Zhi, I know you hate me, if I can get rid of the hatred in your heart, let me do anything." Xiao Mufeng's eyes were sad that he had never felt before.
"Is anything okay? Only your father's life can relieve the hatred in my heart! Can you do it? Lin Qingzhi's words are like ice.
"That's my father after all, Ah Zhi, you know I can't do it." Xiao Mufeng frowned, and looked at Lin Qingzhi sadly.
"Then exchange your life, how about it, one life for another, it's fair." Lin Qingzhi said slowly.
"Are we really going to get this far? Well, if it can make your heart happy, I'm willing. ”
Xiao Mufeng pulled out the short knife he was wearing at his waist and handed it to Lin Qingzhi, Lin Qingzhi held the short knife and rushed forward, but finally stopped against Xiao Mufeng's chest, threw the knife to the ground, turned pale, and said quietly: "You go, you should repay the favor that saved the lives of our mother and son, and we will not owe each other from now on!" ”
Lin Qingzhi clasped her hands and knees, turned around and stopped looking at Xiao Mufeng, and stood indifferently for a long time before Xiao Mufeng turned around and left.
Until Xiao Mufeng's figure disappeared, Lin Qingzhi finally couldn't help the cold and strong anymore, and hot tears poured out from her sour eyes.
Until the nurse hugged the little person in front of her, the child wrapped in swaddling clothes was so small, looking at her mother with a pair of black eyes, her pink mouth was slightly pursed, and her expression was very similar to Xiao Mufeng.
The nurse looked at the little man in Lin Qingzhi's arms, and said with a smile: "Look at our little son, how cute he is pink and tender, I don't know how handsome I want to be when I grow up, how many girls and children I am fascinated by, and look at this cleverness, I will definitely be a rich and noble life in the future." ”
When Lin Qingzhi heard this, she let go of the hand that teased the child, and said with a smile: "It doesn't matter if he is rich or not, I just hope he can be safe and happy." ”
The nurse nodded again and again when she heard Lin Qingzhi's words, and then asked, "Have you ever thought about what to name the little son, there should always be a name." ”
Lin Qingzhi looked at the sky outside, and said quietly with a smile on her lips: "When he was born, it happened to be drizzling, washing away the dust and filth between the heaven and the earth, I hope he can have a clear heart, and I hope that he will be safe and happy in his life, just call it clear." ”
"Clear, it's so nice, Murong is clear......" The nurse murmured, thinking that this child was Lin Qingzhi and Murong Qing's child.
Since Lin Qingzhi and Murong Qing returned to Luoyang, others thought that Lin Qingzhi and Murong Qing were a couple, and what Lin Qingji said to the midwife during childbirth was explained one by one afterwards, and she didn't dare to say it with the life of the midwife's family. So there are not many people who know the identities of Lin Qingzhi and Xiao Gongzi.
Murong Qing still comes to the courtyard every day to see Lin Qingzhi and the child, after all, in the eyes of outsiders, he is the father of the child, and it is not easy to hide it if he doesn't look at it.
In the eyes of outsiders, Xiao Mufeng has not been here since he had an argument with Lin Qingzhi that day, but Lin Qingzhi and Xiao Mufeng know best in their hearts that it is just to confuse the public.
A half a month has passed, life is very magical and incredible, the child is also the same day by day, watching Cheng Cheng grow up day by day, Lin Qingzhi has never had the satisfaction and peace, only when looking at Cheng Qing, Lin Qingzhi feels that the world is still beautiful and hopeful.
Lin Qingji moved out of Lixin Garden since his body had almost recovered, and he still only came over once in a few days, as for what he was busy with, no one else knew, but Lin Qingzhi gave him some of the pills he had ground before, as for whether he had eaten it or not, Lin Qingzhi didn't ask much.
Murong Qing has been busier recently, and often doesn't see anyone for a day or two. In the situation in the DPRK, Ah Da Ah Er occasionally brought some news and Lin Qingzhi's report, but most of the time, Lin Qingzhi listened quietly, only telling them to wait and see the changes, and look like a loving mother who only watched the growth of her children with peace of mind.
On Sakura Mountain that day, Ah Da and Ah Er were already profound, but they actually chased and lost the pair of black-clothed people who kidnapped the child, and later searched the entire mountain but did not find it, and when they rushed back to the original place, Lin Qingzhi had been rescued by Xiao Mufeng and brought back to Lixin Garden.
Since the party of the queen and the prince was destroyed, Concubine Xun Shu had no one to restrain in the court, and her power gradually became stronger, and there were more and more support remarks in the court to support Xiao Muheng, the king of Lixin, as the crown prince, and even the emperor was shocked, so he summoned Xiao Mufeng back to Beijing.
The holy decree was summoned, and he had to go back, but the enemy forces outside Lingzhou City were surging, and if he heard that Xiao Mufeng would return to the court, he would definitely wait for an opportunity to attack, so Xiao Mufeng secretly returned to the court and did not dare to make it public.
There have always been people from the Shadow Guard in the capital, so Xiao Mufeng is not unaware of the movements of Concubine Xun Shu and King Xin, and since the cliff pretended to kill Lin Qingzhi that day, Xiao Mufeng also secretly sent someone to watch Murong Qingqing's whereabouts, and learned that Murong Qing had been in the capital for several months, and he also brought a woman, Xiao Mufeng knew that it must be Lin Qingzhi.
But when the Shadow Guard's people told him that the woman had gone to Sakura Mountain, he wanted to take a look at her, but he didn't expect to encounter Zhao Xuefu's brothers and sisters who set a trap to kill Lin Qingzhi, Xiao Mufeng had long hated the Wang family, if it weren't for them, the Lin family and Lin Qingzhi would not have been in danger in such a short time, and they didn't even have a chance to resist.
So he ordered to kill the brother and sister, but when the two were dying, they moved out of Concubine Xun, it turned out that the praying mantis was catching cicadas and yellow finches, he didn't expect that the Wang family had just died, and another Concubine Xun had just died.
saw Lin Qingzhi give birth to his own child, and at that time he decided that he must sit in that high position, only that high position can protect the safety of their mother and son, and no one dares to harm them again.
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