"Depending on your situation, it's a traumatic amnesia, like a car accident, or an unexpected event where you lose your memory of everything that went past, and it's called reverse amnesia."

"Doctor, can I still remember the past?"

"It's hard to say, it's been five years since you had a car accident, it's not a temporary amnesia, it's permanent in medicine, but if you have some important people and things in your heart, and you have experienced some scenes that were once familiar, it will also trigger hazy memories of the past, or reflect it through dreams, my suggestion is that you can go to familiar people and inquire, and it is best to let the people closest to you tell you about the past, which is helpful for you to recover your memory......"

Walking out of the brain hospital, Xue Yang's gaze became persistent and resolute.

The real persistence is not to cry when you don't see the coffin, but not to cry when you see the coffin.

Xue Yang is a persistent person, and he has a reason to be persistent.

If the next game fails, there will be no more people in this world.

A person who came to this world and spent 22 springs, summers, autumns and winters, never loved or hated, this is a life as sad as the walking dead.

Even if that girl already has her own happiness, Xueyang once loved her deeply, she must always leave some memories, just leave some meaning for this empty and boring life.

But where do you start?

In the past five years of otaku life, Xueyang didn't even have anyone he wanted to inquire.

Time is not the same, but a month is almost gone.

During this month, Xue Yang's memory of the past made little progress, and finally after several twists and turns, he found the driver who had hit him.

The driver who caused the accident is named Chen Dongsheng, who is running logistics and transportation, and after the accident that year, the money that should be lost has also been lost, and the responsibility that should have been borne has also been borne, and he has almost forgotten about it.

And he is secondarily responsible, so when Xueyang found their logistics company, Chen Dongsheng felt very sudden.

"Brother Chen, I came to you, I didn't mean anything else, I just wanted to know why I was hit back then." Xue Yang said sincerely, he took out a pack of Chinese cigarettes and stuffed them into Chen Dongsheng's hand.

Chen Dongsheng didn't pick up the pack of cigarettes, the expression on his face was a little strange, "It's been so many years, I've forgotten, I still have work here, and I'm out of company." ”

He must know something.

Xue Yang hurriedly chased after him and said eagerly, "Brother Chen, wait a minute, because of that accident, I can't remember anything, I have cancer now, I can't live for a few days, I don't want my life to end so empty." ”

Chen Dongsheng's face was a little moved after hearing this, he was entangled for a while, and sighed lightly and said, "When I drove to Riverside Park, I just lit a cigarette, and when I looked up, I saw you crossing the road, and you didn't respond when I honked the horn, and then a girl ran out from the side and hugged you. ”

"Girl, there's another girl, right?" Xue Yang asked hurriedly.

As the other party responsible for the accident, Chen Dongsheng must know the situation of the other person in the accident, and the expression on his face was very entangled, "That girl later became a vegetative person, and I don't know what the situation is now." ”

Xue Yang's heart tightened when she heard this, "Who is she?" What's her name? Where do you live? ”

"I can only tell you that her family is very rich, the daughter of the CEO of a group company, I received money from others, her family doesn't want you to see her again, there is only so much I can tell you."

After speaking, the driver patted Xue Yang on the shoulder and got into the cab of the truck.

·——Points——·——Cut————Lines——·

Xue Yang thought back to Chen Dongsheng's words, as if all the joints were tied with silver silk threads, like a puppet being pulled by someone, opening and closing like a zombie, walking forward on the street.

O lonely youth!

Has the world abandoned you, or have you strayed away from the world?

Walking, walking, walking...

On the gradually lively street, the young man full of worries suddenly stopped and looked up at the sky.

The pale blue sky was so clean that there was no trace of impurities, and the pale color stretched all the way, like a boundless mirror, reflecting another time and space.

He didn't know where that girl was now?

Have you woken up from your slumber and lived happily and happily in some prosperous place in the world?

Perhaps, she has a new love, has married a wife, and has become the mother of her children......

Lonely youth, why bother to find the love that has long been lost?

The good life described in the book seems so pathetic in reality, it is nothing but a stupid delusion.

Perhaps, you should have sobered up a long time ago.

The decadence that has been blurred for too long has long been a matter of fact.

After returning to the hotel, Xue Yang's mood was extremely lost, and he lit a cigarette and immersed his emotions in the depressed smoke.

Since he was hospitalized, his family's house has been sold, and most of it has been spent on treatment, and now he only has more than 30,000 yuan left.

Xueyang is not a child of a wealthy family, he can only be regarded as a well-off life, where can he be worthy of the daughter of a rich family?

And he was only 17 years old at the time, still at the age of school, you can imagine how much resistance the relationship between the two encountered, so that after the girl became a vegetative person, her father didn't want Xueyang to get close to his daughter.

Lying on the bed, Xue Yang's heart was in turmoil.

After looking hard, I didn't expect it to be such a sad plot.

Only with a few meters of quotations can best express his mood at the moment-

The small tree that once carved the testimony of love has grown into a big tree.

And the love we once had has long since drifted away with the wind.

When the wind rises, I hear the sighs of the whole woods,

That's it

I've lost another beautiful park......

The clock on the wall was ticking, and Xue Yang stared at the unfamiliar ceiling in distraction, wanting to lie down like this.

Suddenly, the mark of "death" in the palm of the hand flickered brightly and flickeringly.

He rolled over and sat on the bed, and then remembered that today was the time for the qualifying match with Hai Yao.

Since the last time he left the summoner platform, Xue Yang and Hai Yao have not been in touch, and there is a reason for this.

In the summoner system, alliance friends can initiate qualifying invitations to each other, and can give each other life cards, but they cannot communicate.

Although Hai Yao also left an address and mobile phone number at that time, when Xueyang called later, the number was empty, and the home address was changed to a new owner, and it was said that the original owner had gone abroad.

Xue Yang was busy looking for clues about his past, so he didn't care too much about these things, anyway, the copies are all unfamiliar movies, and you want to be like an exam, there is no point in reviewing your homework first and doing some preparation.

Alas!

A sigh.

Xue Yang chose to accept the invitation, put other things aside for now, and started his first qualifying match.