Back at home, Morihei walked into the study with a black face, and Kiyoka followed.

"What are you going to say?" Morihira looked at his wife coldly and spoke.

Sanpei's mother stood cramped at the door of the study, her hands clasped nervously. She looked at her husband and didn't look at her, paused, but still said, "Sanping is also in his thirties." Whatever she wants, you just let her go. We can't follow her for the rest of our lives......"

"It's because we'll be one step ahead of her," Morihei picked a book from the shelf, and instead of rushing to the desk, he walked to the violin that was set aside, raised his hand, and ran his fingers over the surface of the violin, "I took such pains to help her pave the way ahead." He turned around, looked at Qinghua, and continued with hatred, "You still said in front of her that her decision was right? Not at all! Do you think there is any performer in the world who is so slack? Who doesn't get tired? Who isn't busy? She was resting, people were practicing and performing non-stop, and the gap was widened like this. I don't want her to be the top in the world, she just needs to keep her position as principal violin at all times. But she is resting, can she still keep the position of chief? ”

Qinghua didn't speak again. Morihei sat down at the desk with the book in his hand, opened the book, and said without raising his head, "Make me a cup of tea." ”

Qinghua answered, but still stood still.

Morihira looked up strangely.

"But our children have lost their husbands."

Morihei sighed, "It's been three years, and I think she's handled it pretty well." ”

Qinghua felt that her eyes were starting to sour. She turned and left the study.

"I thought you made your own fish. What, I'm still out to eat. When the waiter brought a pot of exaggerated sauerkraut fish, Xiao Fei's face was filled with irrepressible excitement, but he still complained in his mouth.

Sanping watched Xiao Fei pick up the chopsticks, put a piece of fish meat in the bowl in front of her, and then sandwiched a piece of fish meat for himself, full of apologies in his heart, and said: "I'm really sorry, I obviously adjusted the alarm clock, but I still got up late." I'm really sorry. ”

Xiao Fei didn't speak, he picked up the bowl and began to pick up the rice. Sanping put down his chopsticks and picked up the teacup in front of him.

"Sanping!" Lu Yi's voice came from the door of the store. Sanping put down the teacup and raised his right hand to signal; Xiao Fei's back straightened.

Lu Yi was like a child, and while making a "ho-ho-ho" sound in his mouth, he rushed over, rushed to Xiao Fei's side, pulled out a chair and sat down. A pair of big hands rubbed Xiao Fei's hair again, and Xiao Fei subconsciously began to resist and struggle.

"Sorry, it's late. Eh, I've said it all, don't wait for me, you eat first! Look at you, why don't you seem to have touched the food much? Lu Yi took his hand away from Xiao Fei's head, picked up the chopsticks, took a piece of fish meat, and put it in his mouth, his expression immediately became exaggerated - "Bravo! ”

Xiao Fei laughed, and Sanping couldn't help laughing. Lu Yi put down his chopsticks, looked at Xiao Fei, and then at Sanping, grinned, and smiled.

"Anyway, Comrade Xiao Fei." Lu Yi was eating, and suddenly turned his head and asked Xiao Fei, "Do you have any special places you want to go?" ”

Xiao Fei just put a piece of fish meat into his mouth, he carefully spit out the small bones in the fish, and turned his head to look at Lu Yi: "What are you doing?" ”

"Nothing. I just thought, Sanping finally took a vacation, and he must make good use of it. Tell me, where do you want to go, find a day when you don't go to school, Sanping and I will take you to play, play to your heart's content, and play to your heart's content. ”

"That's right, so you're a vagrant." Xiao Fei stretched out his chopsticks and grabbed a piece of fish, and just wanted to put it in his bowl, when out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Sanping, who had been drinking tea all night and didn't eat much fish, and instead sandwiched the fish into the Sanping bowl: "Why don't you eat fish?" Don't you love fish? ”

"yes, yes, yes, I'm a vagrant." Lu Yi put his big hand on Xiao Fei's shoulder, and said with a grin, "Then where do you want to go, tell me about it." ”

Sanping lowered his head, spit out the fish bones, then raised his head, smiled and said to Xiao Fei: "Yes, you talk about it, just this weekend, let's go together." ”

Xiao Fei shrugged his shoulders and looked indifferent: "It's not a big deal...... I've heard that Fukuyama is good......"

"Just Fukuyama! We're going to Fukuyama this weekend! Lu Yi clapped his hands and immediately decided: "This Sunday, I'll drive to pick you up......"

"Bus."

"What?" Lu Yi looked at Xiao Fei with wide eyes.

"I'm going to take the bus." Xiao Fei looked at Lu Yi, then at Sanping, and said.

"Okay! Let's take the bus! Lu Yi waved his hand.

Xiao Fei didn't have the habit of lying in bed, and he woke up early. He wakes up at about six o'clock every morning, and Sunday is no exception. Not to mention, this Sunday is the Sunday that is going to Fukuyama. As soon as he woke up, he immediately opened his eyes and found that the room was already bright, he turned his head to look out the window, the sun had risen early today, and now it was already very bright outside. He turned over the quilt, got out of bed, stood on the edge of the bed and did a few stretching exercises, when he heard the sound of Sanping walking, opening the refrigerator, and taking dishes outside the room.

In fact, he himself didn't understand what attracted him to Fukuyama, and he was included in the list of "Top 10 Places You Must Go" (maybe there are more than ten, and the list is getting longer and longer). In his list, the little-known Fukuyama actually surpassed Sri Lanka and climbed to the first place.

This is the first time he has gone out with Sanpei to go somewhere. After Sanping picked him up, he has been busy rehearsing and touring, and has little time at home. Even if you are finally at home, you often fall asleep. Unlike Xiao Fei, Sanping can often sleep all day, and he doesn't eat or go to the toilet in between. When she woke up, she was going out again. Xiao Fei has been at Sanping's house for more than three years, but the two have really gotten along for a few days.

It was a different experience from being at those relatives' houses before. Those relatives, some of them do not hide their hatred for Xiao Fei, like the uncle, he often pointed at Xiao Fei's nose in front of him and said that Xiao Fei was a drag oil bottle; Some relatives, like uncles, looked like they were very good to Xiao Fei, closed the door of the house, faced Xiao Fei, and hid a little extra warmth.

Xiao Fei doesn't matter, from the moment his mother can't wake up, it doesn't matter where he wants to go or how he is treated.

The three words "it doesn't matter" can be used to disguise many things.

And the more you speak, the more it will differentiate in the mind like a cell replication. When the number reaches a peak, these words will run out of the body in dense clusters and become a skin bag to be draped over the body.

When the uncle's face turned into Sanping's face, he was like before - "it doesn't matter". But slowly, he found that among his "indifference", there was something missing, and something more.

He couldn't tell. He opened the door, walked out of the room, came to the kitchen, and saw Sanpei, who was busy making lunch, and Lu Yi, who was leaning against the wall and talking happily to Sanping.

From the night he finished eating the sauerkraut fish, Sanping began to look for food on the Internet that was easy to carry and filling, and finally set his sights on the rice balls. She brought all the cooking balls home from the supermarket at one time, and then got up before Xiao Fei got up in the morning, and made some rice balls for Xiao Fei to take to school for lunch. When Xiao Fei opened the lunch box at school, he saw those strange-shaped rice balls - the rice was loose and unformed, and the filling leaked out, so he picked up chopsticks, sandwiched a piece of cucumber, and ate a bite, which was too salty; Sandwich the rice and the filling together and take another bite, tasteless...... But even so, Xiao Fei still ate all the rice balls seriously, and swept away the fillings in the corners. Back home, when Sanping asked about the taste of rice balls, Xiao Fei took out the lunch box and put it on the dining table, turned around and went to take a bath. Sanping opened the lunch box and saw that it was empty, and the original anxiety in his heart suddenly disappeared.

Xiao Fei slowly paced to the side of Sanping, stretched out his head to take a look, well, compared with the previous sales, it looks pretty good - the round rice balls are properly wrapped in seaweed, and from the side, the filling is also tightly wrapped. didn't disperse, didn't leak, Xiao Fei helped Sanping, carefully stacked the rice balls on the board into the lunch box, and then used chopsticks to dial the strangely cut fruits into the lunch box. Lu Yi leaned against the kitchen wall and watched them quietly.

Because it was a Sunday, there were a lot of people in the subway station. When they arrived at the subway station, Sanping and Luyi, two people who rarely took the subway, were still crowding in front of the route map with other passengers to see the route, Xiao Fei pulled them into the subway with the door wide open and waiting. There are no more empty seats in the subway cars, and the aisles are full of standing passengers. Lu Yi and Xiao Fei let Sanping stand in the innermost. Sanping raised his head, looked at Lu Yi and Xiao Fei who were whispering to each other, secretly compared their heights, and found that the top of Xiao Fei's head was almost to Lu Yi's ears, and suddenly remembered that three years ago, the little boy whose height was only up to her waist.

It takes about an hour to take the subway, and there is no need to change trains along the way. Lu Yi pulled Xiao Fei and Sanping to sit on the seat that had just been vacated. Xiao Fei looked at the opposite car window, his face was reflected, and found that when he had nothing to do, he had such a look - a little witty, and a little silly. He wanted to laugh, but quickly lowered his head and held back. raised his head, and saw the opposite car window reflected, his head had slowly tilted towards the road, Sanping, who had begun to doze off, and sat down to a little serious road, and couldn't help it anymore, poofed, and laughed.

Lu Yi's head still maintained a posture facing straight ahead, but his eyes had already slanted to Xiao Fei. Xiao Fei smiled playfully. Lu Yi squinted his eyes and made a mouth shape:

"What are you laughing at? Don't be noisy! ”

Xiao Fei smiled and nodded. He turned back and leaned back entirely in his chair, crossed his hands, lowered his head and closed his eyes, he was going to rest for a while—nothing to do anyway.

He knows Lu Yi's thoughts, and Lu Yi does not deny it. Even if Xiao Fei saw it—every time Sanping was there, his eyes seemed to be glued to Sanping—but he really wasn't interested in bothering with the affairs of these two adults. It's just that he is also more curious, why Lu Yi is so obvious, Sanping is still indifferent.

"She doesn't know. I didn't even confess to her. At that time, it was at Luyi's house, and the two of them had just finished painting, and they were slumped on the lazy sofa together, and they didn't say a word.

"And she's getting sluggish. As long as I don't say it, she will regard everything I have done for her as pure revolutionary friendship. ”

"Why don't you confess?" Xiao Fei asked curiously.

"Why do you want to confess?" Lu Yi's body had all sunk into the lazy sofa, and his slender limbs were lazily resting on the edge of the sofa. He tilted his head and didn't look at Xiao Fei, "Actually, sometimes, it's really incomprehensible, do you have to be together if you like it?" What is the purpose of being together? You see, when we talk about the purpose, it feels like the taste has changed. The original likes and loves don't feel simple anymore. Me and Sanping, Sanping and I...... Ah, how to say, the relationship between us can no longer be summed up in love. It's a friendship that's deeper than love. I'll just approach her, stay with her, and that's it. ”

Accompanying her, he is already familiar with this thing. Lu Yi looked at the ceiling that had been painted white by himself, and was stunned.

Xiao Fei seemed to understand, "You never thought of having her?" He doesn't like to watch TV series, but he still watches a little bit, and the love scene in the TV series is nothing more than two male actors competing for the "ownership" of an actress.

"Sanping, it's not an item." Lu Yi's voice came, "You watch less soap operas and teach the bad guys." We can never have any other independent personality. We can only be there for them, if they want to. ”

Xiao Fei was completely blindfolded. He struggled to sit up, and wanted to ask something, but when he turned his head and saw that his eyelids had drooped, he lay back and thought to himself, "Love can really make people unintelligible." ”

As soon as I walked out of the subway station, bus No. 17 just stopped at the bus stop in front of the subway station. Xiao Fei exclaimed in surprise and waved backwards as he ran towards the station. In a panic, the lunch bag that Sanping had been holding in her hand fell to the ground with a clang, she subconsciously screamed, Lu Yi turned her head to look, and hurriedly ran back to help, at this time, Xiao Fei, who had been waiting in the car, crossed him and rushed to Sanping, and then quickly put all the lunch boxes that rolled out of the bag back into the bag, and then took it with her hand, pulled Sanping, and ran to the car.

The three of them sat in the back of the car, Sanping looked at the lunch box that was protected in Xiao Fei's arms distressedly, and said regretfully: "This lunch is going to break......

Xiao Fei shook the bag, "It's just that it's broken shape, but it's still edible." And the shape of your bag this time, it's beautiful. ”

The car started slowly and began to drive smoothly on the road. Xiao Fei sat by the car window and looked out of the window. Although the air in early spring is still a little cold and winterly, the leaves growing on the trees are already eager to pop up. The tender green sprouts scrambled to huddle on the hard branches, clamoring to drive away the cold wind that blew on their faces, and calling in unison to the spring breeze that had not yet entered the state for them to hurry over. Some strong, dark green old leaves that survived the cold winter lovingly held these little shoots in their arms and generously transmitted them with the heat energy they had stored all winter. This generosity warms the little shoots and attracts the little finch. They stood on the branches, giggling, pushing, shouting, and rejoicing. The world is theirs, and they are the world.

The carriage was very quiet, Sanping and Lu Yi occasionally said a short word or two, Xiao Fei turned his head to look out the window, the sun and wind that swept in front of his eyes and the tip of his nose, like gentle and gentle waves, gently slapped on his face. The car shook gently on the road, swaying, he felt that he was riding in a small boat, the sturdy boat was slightly swaying in the soft waves, his body was gently swaying, gradually becoming lighter, together with consciousness, it also became light and relaxed, following the swaying boat and the waves, floating to the tender green leaf tips that flew with the waves-Xiao Fei fell asleep, breathing long, and his face was calm.