Chapter 30: Schizophrenia

Wen Shaoran saw her so restrained, and said with a smile, "After so many years, after we broke up, we were so unfamiliar with being friends." ”

Feng Xiaoxiao shook her head, "No...... I just think ...... You...... You've changed so much that you feel a little strange. ”

"Huh, strange? That's right, you must be very disgusted with me now. Wen Shaoran looked indifferent.

"When did I say I hated you now?" Feng Xiaoxiao was a little anxious, and her voice was raised a little hurriedly.

"Isn't this a face? You are a good girl who studies hard, and I am a bad boy who does not want to make progress. Wen Shaoran said lightly.

"You ......" Feng Xiaoxiao lowered her head and whispered, "It's me who is sorry for you...... Make you like this. ”

"Is it okay to put away your self-reproachful look?" Wen Shaoran rushed over, put his hands on the two handles of the rotating chair, bent over, and stared at Feng Xiaoxiao condescendingly, Feng Xiaoxiao looked up in surprise, and met the pair of dark eyes, which could not see the tenderness of the past, only a cold chill.

After a while, Wen Shaoran spoke, "All of this is my own choice, and it has nothing to do with you." Got it? ”

Feng Xiaoxiao was a little overwhelmed by such a pair of indifferent eyes at such a close distance, bit her lip, stood up while pushing him away, walked to the window, looked out the window, turned her back to Wen Shaoran, and whispered, "You don't need to say it anymore, the whole world knows whose fault it is?" ”

Wen Shaoran looked at Feng Xiaoxiao's back and said, "Is that why you won't mention breaking up when you fall in love in the future?" If anything happens to the breakup, it's all your fault? ”

Feng Xiaoxiao didn't know how to answer, she turned around and looked at Wen Shaoran, the wind outside the window was blowing her long hair, she looked a little dazed and at a loss, Wen Shaoran was a little stupid, he subconsciously reminded himself not to be attracted by such an illusion anymore, he glanced at the table, "What are these?" ”

"That's ...... My new toy. Feng Xiaoxiao walked over and said.

"Toys?" Wen Shaoran saw that the picture of the box in the bag was a camera, opened the camera bag and said, "What an expensive toy." ”

Feng Xiaoxiao found that there was an invoice in the camera bag, she looked at it fixedly, 5500, and couldn't help but say loudly, "It's so expensive......"

Wen Shaoran looked at her interestingly, "You don't know? ”

Feng Xiaoxiao explained, "My dad bought it from his old friend, I just went to pick it up and left, I didn't pay attention. It's still raining. ”

Wen Shaoran took out his camera, played with it, and laughed at himself, "There are still happy children with parents." ”

When he said this, he was still so light-hearted, Feng Xiaoxiao was a little heartbroken, and said, "Do you rarely see your parents now?." ”

Wen Shaoran didn't seem to want to continue the topic, stood up, and said, "Come, I'll help you try the camera first and see how it works," he held the camera to his eyes and continued, "You stand by the window." ”

Feng Xiaoxiao was helpless, took a few steps back according to his meaning, looked at the camera cooperatively, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, "click" "click" Feng Xiaoxiao posed a few times, Wen Shaoran took a few shots, and then looked down to see the effect, "Okay, this prime lens is okay, you can change it to a 1.4 large aperture in the future." ”

Feng Xiaoxiao came up and looked at himself on the screen, the effect of taking pictures in front of this window really felt, "It's so good, when have you ever used a DSLR, you still know so much." ”

"My uncle has a few high-end ones, and sometimes he lets me play when he's happy." Wen Shaoran played back the photos he had just taken left and right, suddenly turned off the camera, took out the memory card, connected it to the computer with a card reader, and saved the photos, "I'll zoom in to see the effect." ”

Feng Xiaoxiao watched him pour the photo into the computer, and opened the PS, and couldn't help but widen his eyes, would he still PS? The first time she saw someone enlarge or shrink her face, she couldn't help but secretly rejoice that the pimple she had grown a few days ago had disappeared.

After Wen Shaoran simply adjusted the brightness and color, the photo was even better than before, Feng Xiaoxiao said happily, "Wow, is this me?" When did you learn the PS. ”

"I haven't learned, I often see my uncle, this is the first operation." Wen Shaoran said casually.

Feng Xiaoxiao looked at him who seemed to be a little proud, wanted to hit him, and said, "It's a pity that the light is not very good in this weather, and the indoor lighting is still not as good as natural light." ”

Wen Shaoran spun off the chair, looked at her and said, "You seem to understand very well?" ”

Feng Xiaoxiao said in a humble heart, "I'...... I don't understand, aesthetics, this is called aesthetics, innate. ”

Wen Shaoran raised the corners of his mouth, shook his head, stood up, opened the drawer, took a pack of cigarettes and a lighter, walked to the window, leaned his hand on the window edge, bowed down and stretched out his head, lit a cigarette and smoked.

Feng Xiaoxiao's eyes were gloomy, full of guilt, how did she hear that he smoked, climbed the wall, and didn't study, it was all heard, this was the first time she saw it with her own eyes, she clenched her little pink fist and took a deep breath, "What does it feel like to smoke?" ”

Wen Shaoran took a puff of cigarette, then turned around, propped one hand on the window edge behind him, put down the half of the cigarette with one hand, and looked up at Feng Xiaoxiao with a smile, "What?" Want to try? ”

Feng Xiaoxiao hated to see him taunt her with this ruffian appearance, so she stepped forward directly, reached out and grabbed the cigarette in Wen Shaoran's hand, put it in her mouth and took a hard breath, when Wen Shaoran reacted to stop it, she was already choked to death, squatting on the ground, coughing nonstop, and her face was flushed.

"Maniac." Wen Shaoran reluctantly snatched the cigarette and put it on the windowsill to extinguish it, while anxiously patting her on the back, looking left and right, and rushed to the door to bring in the cup of grapefruit tea just now for her to drink.

Feng Xiaoxiao relieved herself, wiped her tears, and said, "It's so hard to smoke, you still smoke it...... Ahem, ahem"

Wen Shaoran was anxious and angry, "That's you stupid, take such a big sip, do you think you drink milk tea?!" After saying that, he took out a few tissues to help her wipe her tears.

The two of them squatted on the ground like this, Wen Shaoran took a tissue and gently tapped it on Feng Xiaoxiao's eyes and face where there were tear stains, Feng Xiaoxiao stayed quietly, staring at him, letting his hands move on his face and eyes, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but show a sweet smile.

Wen Shaoran was obsessed for a moment, staring blankly into her eyes, and had an urge to kiss her, the hand holding the tissue stayed on her face for a few seconds, and suddenly, as if something had woken him up, he immediately stood up, turned around and said, "You should go back." ”

Feng Xiaoxiao's heart was beating rapidly, and he was fascinated by his tenderness just now, but before he could recover from it, he stood up in a daze, and said, "What...... Finish? ”

Wen Shaoran threw the tissue into the garbage basket, turned to look at Feng Xiaoxiao, and said seriously, "I said, the rain has stopped, you should go home." ”

Wen Shaoran's eyes had recovered to be cold at this moment, and he was almost like two people just now, Feng Xiaoxiao said sadly, "You are a ...... Schizophrenia bar! Same for a while! What the hell do you think of me? ”

"Heh," Wen Shaoran scoffed, "Schizophrenia? Yes, it seems very appropriate, I am such a person, if you don't like it, you can ignore it, you can leave now. ”

"Why are you doing this to me? One moment gentle, the other indifferent, ......" Feng Xiaoxiao's tears fell down.

Wen Shaoran's heart tightened, don't look over, "Put away your pitiful appearance, if I do something that makes you misunderstand, I'm sorry to tell you here." ”

"Misunderstanding...... Heh, it seems that I was self-inflicted, so I thought that," Feng Xiaoxiao wiped his tears with his hand, "I thought we had a chance to start again." ”

Hearing this, Wen Shaoran looked at Feng Xiaoxiao as if he had heard something incredible, and laughed, "Heh, start over?" So you think so? ”

After speaking, he approached Feng Xiaoxiao, gently wiped his hands on Feng Xiaoxiao's face, and wiped away her tears, "You said to start over, do you hope for this?" As he spoke, he lowered his head to kiss Feng Xiaoxiao's lips.

Feng Xiaoxiao was such a sensitive woman, how could she not hear the ridicule in his words, pushed Wen Shaoran away hard, and then gave him a slap, Wen Shaoran didn't expect this, touched the left side of her face in pain, looked at Feng Xiaoxiao, and said indifferently, "Are you angry?" Aren't you going to get back together with me? Do you know what I regret the most in my life? ”

Feng Xiaoxiao was emotional, her breathing was short, and she was also frightened by her own slap, she just wanted to escape at the moment, but when she heard him say this, she stood still again, looked at him, and listened to him.

But after waiting for a long time, he suddenly said, "I won't tell you, hey, I won't send you, the key is here, you go out and put the key in the mailbox outside." As he spoke, he picked up the key from the table and handed it to Feng Xiaoxiao.

Feng Xiaoxiao choked up, didn't reach out to pick up his key, he shrugged his shoulders and put the key on Feng Xiaoxiao's camera bag, Feng Xiaoxiao gritted his teeth, this is the third time he has given an eviction order, if he stays so cheeky again, then there will be no dignity at all.

She stretched out her hand and rubbed her eyes, picked up the things on the table, ran away from the room, staggered to the first floor in one breath, couldn't bear it any longer, squatted by the door, buried her head and cried.

Wen Shaoran didn't know why he was doing this to her, seeing her sad, he felt more distressed than anyone else, obviously she had always been his heart's favorite. How sad it should be to see her crying and being driven away by herself, but he really can't let go of that incident, and after that incident, he is a contradiction to Feng Xiaoxiao.

He walked to the side of the corridor, looked out the window, the rain outside had stopped, and the wet road was full of cars and cars, but he never saw Feng Xiaoxiao come out, he was puzzled, she had been down for a long time, thinking about whether to go downstairs to see, but when he walked to the staircase, he stopped again, grabbed the handrail of the stairs tightly with his right hand, gritted his teeth, and walked to the room ruthlessly, took out a cigarette and a lighter, stood in the corridor, lit it, and stared at the movement outside the window.