After Ah Er left, Lin Qingzhi didn't say a word, turned around abruptly and ran back to the room, closed the door, and locked everyone out.

Collapsed on the bed, only to feel that all the strength of the body had been drained, just lying on the bed, a snow-white dress like a withered petal, full of sadness and despair.

Everyone outside the house knocked on the door and inquired, staring at the top of the Luo Sha tent without saying a word.

Until Murong Qing and Lin Qingji pushed open the door and broke in in with a look of anxiety, both of them had horror and worry on their faces, looking at Lin Qingzhi who fell on the bed, there was undisguised distress and sadness in their eyes.

"You guys go out, I want to be alone." Lin Qingzhi's voice was full of exhaustion.

The two closed the door and exited the door, but Lin Qingzhi knew that they hadn't left, and had been sitting outside the door waiting, for fear that she wouldn't be able to think about it.

Brother Mu, Ah Zhi has forgiven you, Ah Zhi knew that you were forced by the situation at that time, and she could only let others think that I was dead, so that I could escape the catastrophe.

Although I used to resent you, now I don't hate, my heart hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it seems that the sky has suddenly fallen, as if there is no air between heaven and earth, and I can no longer breathe.

I know you're heartbroken when I say such heartless words to you that day, but afterwards I asked my eldest brother to bring you a message, because I can't show you half of my affection, because I also have times when I have to do it, do you understand?

Rows of tears flowed silently from Lin Qingzhi's eyes, flowing into her hair and into her pillow.

How can this be true? You are a victorious general, how can you die?

After a while, Murong Qing's voice came from outside the door, "Ah Zhi, the matter has come to this, you have to mourn and change." ”

"Shut up, shut up for me! He's going to be fine, he's not going to die, you all get out! Lin Qingzhi's voice was choked up, and she never believed that Xiao Mufeng would die like this.

Lin Qingzhi covered her ears with her hands, but the tears in her eyes were as turbulent as a rushing river, she needed to think about it, it must be wrong, it shouldn't be like this, it must be wrong, but her mind was blank, she couldn't think of anything wrong, her heart was full of Brother Mu, how can you have something, you have yourself and your children waiting for you, how can you have something.

Cheng Che has been almost four months, he can already smile, he can recognize people, he is very smart, in a few months he will be able to call Daddy, he still needs you to grow up with him, he also needs to sit on your shoulder and watch the sunrise and sunset, and he also needs you to teach him how to be a man like you, he can't do without Daddy, how can you say go and go?

And me, I still need to lie on your chest, listen to your heartbeat, you said that you want to accompany me to see the splendid mountains and rivers, see the mountains in Shuzhong, see the grasslands outside the Saiwai, and see the beautiful scenery in the south of the Yangtze River, how can you break your word?

Lin Qingzhi thought about it and cried unconsciously, tears flowed all over her face, but she still couldn't stop it.

I only heard Lin Qingji outside the house and said: "Ah Zhi, eldest brother knows that you are sad, but... But people can't be resurrected after death, it's okay if you don't want to be like this, my eldest brother is very distressed when he sees you like this. ”

"You all lied to me, he didn't die, you are all liars, all go out!"

Lin Qingzhi waved his sleeves, the porcelain bottle on the table fell to the ground and shattered, Murong Qing suddenly broke in when he heard the sound, he was afraid, he thought that Lin Qingzhi would think of committing suicide.

Murong Qing hurriedly ran to Lin Qingzhi's side, hugged Lin Qingzhi into his arms, and said sadly in a low voice: "If you want to cry, cry out." ”

Lin Qingzhi's delicate body trembled, her eyes blurred her eyes with tears, she urgently needed a little warmth, closed her eyes and felt the warmth in front of her, as if the pain in her heart had also decreased.

Slowly got up and broke free from Murong Qing's embrace, held on to the edge of the table, stood firmly, and sobbed, "You go out." ”

Murong Qing just looked at her worriedly and didn't raise her feet, Lin Qingzhi said, "Let's all go out, I want to think about it." ”

Lin Qingzhi sat on the chair next to her with the corner of the table, unfolded the piece of paper in her hand, looked at the short lines of words over and over again under the lamp, a flash of light flashed in her mind, and suddenly a few words popped into her eyes, "Wait for me to return!" ”

Lin Qingzhi suddenly covered her mouth to prevent herself from screaming, so it was, so it was, so it was, Lin Qingzhi was ecstatic as if she had seen the light again.

As long as he can live well, she is satisfied. Place the note in your hand on top of the candle until it burns to ashes.

Brother Mu, you didn't leave these words to your father, the emperor, nor to the queen mother, but to me, right?

You know that if I learn the news of your death, I will be devastated, and you are afraid that I will lose hope of living, right?

Sure enough, you know me best, I am still so important in your heart, the moment I heard the news of your death, the only resentment I had before disappeared, I want you to be safe, whether you can stay with you or not, I only hope you are safe and sound.

It turns out that you are so important in my heart, only at the moment of life and death can you see your heart clearly, and my heart completely belongs to you and is all you.

If you have done this, you must have thought of the next countermeasures, and you have already made up your mind to fight for that position, then I will help you ascend to that highest position.

Lin Qingzhi thought a lot in her heart, and gradually clarified the direction, since Xiao Mufeng designed a plan to fake his death, then the biggest purpose is to see which people in the court are half-hearted wall grass, which ones are really supporting him, whether they are people or ghosts, you can know it by trying.

Thinking of this, Lin Qingzhi thought in her heart, the fewer people who must know about this matter, the better, so as to avoid unnecessary trouble, Murong Qing must not be able to tell, because although he will not have the intention of hurting himself, but for Xiao Mufeng, she can't be sure, and if Murong Qing is really the person sent by the Khitan to the Jin Kingdom, then it is likely that the purpose is to subvert or even destroy the Jin Kingdom, and bring the Central Plains into the Khitan bag, such ambitions must not be guarded against, and Brother Mu must not be put in danger because of his own negligence.

The eldest brother Lin Qingji knows that there must be no problem, but she needs to cooperate with the eldest brother to act in this scene, so if the eldest brother Lin Qingji knows, it is difficult to guarantee that Murong Qing will not see the flaw, and she can't take this kind of risk, so she can only wait until the fact to explain to the eldest brother.

Until the morning of the second day, Lin Qingzhi never went out of the room, nor did she eat a bite of food or drink a sip of water, as if she was heartbroken.

At dawn on the second day, Lin Qingzhi got up early, pushed open the door, Lin Qingji and Murong Qing hurriedly stood up, it turned out that they had not left all night, and there was a deep concern in their eyes in addition to tiredness.

Lin Qingzhi changed into a plain white dress, since her identity as Lin Qingzhi is no longer alive in the eyes of outsiders, she can no longer wear filial piety clothes, and she doesn't like to apply fat powder, she only needs to remove the simple decoration on her head, so she only brought a plain silver hairpin, and the whole person looked very sad.

Feeling a few pairs of eyes staring at him, Lin Qingzhi looked at them calmly and said, "I will wait for him to come back, burn incense and paper for him personally, and watch him be buried." ”