Chapter 101: Eternity

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In order to survive, people cannot be separated from society.

However, everyone has a relatively independent life circle and activity trajectory.

From acquaintance to acquaintance, two people need to walk into each other and influence each other, which is a kind of destined fate.

In the vast sea of people, how many people have become passers-by in your life?

Compared with a short life, he and you, and even the opportunity to see each other more are extravagant hopes, right?

Whether it is family affection or love, in order to become eternal, it needs to be persevered to the end, unswerving, until it dies.

Otherwise, it is to be separated in companionship, to deviate from each other and to go away in mutual dependence, such two endings, all the joys and sorrows between people, all the stories and regrets, are diluted and forgotten in such separation......

I am an ordinary person, and what I have experienced, seen, and felt is the same as that of thousands of rural children in China.

Wandering on the edge of the city, struggling between reality and dreams for the sake of his ideals.

Among them, there is pain, confusion, and hope.

As you can see, even in the end, I didn't get the luxury I had when I was a teenager.

Is this a pity?

I still can't answer.

Because I have been tempered by life, I know that dreams are actually a multiple-choice question.

You can't lose one option without getting the other points you deserve.

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Including all the stories recorded above, it is just an ordinary person's normal understanding of life.

Perhaps, your life is different.

However, what is the essential difference between the truth and the foundation of existence?

Love, pain, repentance, hope and disappointment are intertwined, this is life.

Only those who have experienced it will continue to recognize the past and see the emotional gains and losses of the past.

In everyone's youth, there is love and hate, resentment and regret.

The important thing is that love and hatred allow us to grow while savoring life.

In my youth, I had blind love and experienced the pain of unrequited love.

Thousands of people who have felt the same way as me will eventually understand the truth.

In this world, what you love and love you is often just a momentary impulse during a specific period of youth.

At the end of the day, how many people are truly loved?

There is always an insurmountable gap between love and reality.

Those who harvest love will eventually find that the reality is not as beautiful as they imagined.

Tea, rice, oil, salt, boring and monotonous life will wipe out the passion originally contained in love.

Peng, who went to the south, interpreted this possibility with the most realistic reality.

People who chase love will make rational choices in the face of the huge contrast between ideals and reality.

Regardless of reality, people who are lost in the face of love are destined to fall into the abyss in the end, and then bruises all over their bodies.

Young and frivolous, in my best youth, I humbly liked Ding Ling, but I was ruthlessly trampled on my dignity, this kind of story, in the two people who have never loved each other at all, but each other's hypocritical pandering process is out of control, it is also a normal thing.

If the Yellow House is a mark of the times, then Ding Ling is the executioner who strangled my ignorant youthful love dream, she made me recognize the ruthlessness and reality of the emotional world, what is more alarming than the fruitless crush?

Whether it's the past or a dream, it's gone forever.

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Many years later, on a sunny afternoon, in the midst of the bustling crowds at a scenic spot in Beijing, I met Ding Ling again.

We walked across from each other, looked at each other for a few seconds, and passed by in a hurry without exchanging a word.

The feeling of being familiar and unfamiliar, close at hand and far away in the world, is no different from when I was young.

She didn't want to know me, and I didn't want to bother her anymore.

We all have each other's life circles, and completely parallel life trajectories.

It's just that in the age of youth and ignorance, there was a little intersection with each other, and then there was no trace of connection.

The neglect and eventual demise of this emotion has become an insurmountable barrier between us at the end of the story of the small town in the southwest a few years ago.

We are strangers, not because we love and hate each other, but because we can't get into each other's circles.

I no longer hated her for not loving me, and as time went by, even the damage she had done was no longer important at all.

She doesn't hold any place in my heart anymore.

In the same way, maybe I didn't stir up any waves in her heart.

After the relationship is ruthlessly abandoned, it is a force to understand it in a different way and figure it out, but it is a force to promote a new life.

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Ah Hong, who is inextricably linked to the Yellow Building, went away to an unknown town in the south and disappeared cleanly, without any news.

I don't know, because of myself, if the scars that I once brought her that may never heal were inadvertently touched and still painful?

And does she herself have any recollections, feelings, and even regrets about my series of business operations on the eve of leaving the county?

With the passage of time, my past with Ah Hong has gradually faded and become peaceful.

I have always hoped that she, who has not heard from her, will definitely let go of all the sadness of the past and live a peaceful and happy life in some corner of the world!

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Under the management of the Langu team, Jinglan Group has grown day by day and has become a wealth predator in the county, with business radiating to Beijing and then expanding to the whole country, covering real estate, hotels, high-end clubs, restaurants and so on.

Lan Gu still lives a hermit-like life and rarely appears in public.

Since the acquisition of the brothers, we have been far away from our respective circles of life and have no relationship with each other.

I still have no right to judge Lan Gu.

I knew in my heart that her strength matched her career, and it was a height that an ordinary man with no ambition like me could reach.

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Until the end of the story, I didn't hear anything from Dazhi.

After I took care of the property for him, all the money was deposited into the account he left behind.

Bank statements show that he is in an unknown territory and has only used a small part of the funds.

Obviously, he is certainly a minimalist way in life.

This is one aspect of ambition that I know about challenging myself in extreme ways under certain conditions.

He is still reluctant to return to the big city and start a new business model because he still needs time to figure out a lot of things.

My guess is that he must still be struggling to find the source of his inner peace.

Unswerving to eternity.

That is also a pure land that I have always been out of reach.