"In short, you don't have to avoid the family in the future, come back to see if you have nothing to do, we won't take care of you and Jian Xiu's affairs in the future, it's all up to you, just don't regret it in the future."

Shen Yan saw that Shen Huandong was not ready to say anything more, so he nodded and said, "I remember, Dad, don't worry, I will definitely not wronged myself again." ”

After talking to Shen Huandong, Shen Yan went back to the room, ready to take out the snacks he had hidden and eat, and it was most comfortable to eat something when he was in a bad mood.

Unexpectedly, when she opened the cabinet, the bag of snacks was gone, and only a note lay there alone.

Shen Yan's brain froze, and then he quickly picked up the note and looked at it, the handwriting on it was very elegant and handsome, it was from Jian Xiu's pen.

"I gave snacks to the children who came to pay New Year's greetings, eating snacks is not good for your health, don't eat them in the future, especially those bought by Xu Jin'an."

After reading the note, Shen Yan's forehead suddenly jumped, and at this moment he was even angrier than seeing Jian Xiu get into Du Ruosheng's car!

Of course, it wasn't because he secretly gave it to someone else because of what he ate, but because of his tone for her good and the tone at the end that seemed to be jealous.

If Shen Yan hadn't seen him follow Du Ruosheng on Chinese New Year's Eve with her own eyes, she might really have a good chance of falling little by little in his disguised gentleness!

What exactly does he want to do? Could it be that he noticed her alienation and was unwilling to let a woman who loved him suddenly change her mind, so he wanted to recapture her heart to prove his charm?

It's not that Shen Yan wants to think about Jian Xiu in a vicious direction, but she can't think of any other reason.

It's obviously the New Year, but it's so sad.

But she didn't want to affect her parents' emotions, so she quickly packed up her emotions and went downstairs to watch the Spring Festival Gala with her parents.

After eating the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, as the New Year's bell rang, Shen Yan spent her twenty-five years old.

The first happy New Year she heard came from Xu Jin'an.

He came here with time, Shen Yan opened the door, and saw Xu Jinan standing at the door, although he was panting slightly, he smiled very gently, "Yanyan, happy new year, I wish you a new year." ”

Shen Yan's heart warmed, and he couldn't help but quip, "You came here just to give me a few blessings?" ”

"Of course not." After he finished speaking, he handed over the snack bag in his hand, "I guess those snacks Jian Xiu bought for you before will definitely not let you eat them, so I secretly bought you a little more, after all, eating too many snacks is not healthy, so I didn't buy too much, so I will satisfy your cravings." ”

Shen Yan was stunned and took the bag of snacks handed over by Xu Jin'an, the taste in her heart was a little complicated, at this moment she suddenly had some doubts, why did her past self let go of Xu Jin'an, who was so good to herself, but wanted a Jian Xiu who was cold to her?

Probably because of her unwillingness, maybe she has always misunderstood that unwillingness and interpreted it as the so-called love...... Who knows?

But in the end, now she doesn't want her, whether it is Jian Xiu or Xu Jin'an.

She pursed her lips, looked up and smiled at Xu Jin'an, "Thank you." ”

Xu Jin'an didn't notice her abnormality, and stood at the door and shouted inside, "Happy New Year, uncle and aunt!" ”

Shen Huandong and Chen Jie, who were inside, heard the voice, and they also craned their necks and shouted, "Happy New Year!" Jin An came in and sat down for a while? ”

"No! My parents are still waiting for me, I'm going back! ”

After speaking, Xu Jin'an winked at Shen Yan again, "You have to hide the snacks this time!" I'll go back first, see you later! ”

So on the first day of 2019, Shen Yan finally got her wish to eat the snacks she had been thinking about for a long time, but ...... It didn't seem to be as delicious as she thought it would be.

After the New Year, Shen Yan stayed at home for a few more days, because she didn't have any work these days, she was now in a position where she was not high or low, and it was difficult to receive a job that was satisfactory to all aspects, but fortunately she had enough savings, and she was not in a hurry to work, and it was good to stay at home for a few more days.

But I don't know why, Xu Jin'an seems to be quite idle, he has been at home for the past few days, and he will come over to sit when he has nothing to do, and after a few days, Shen Yan and him have really regained the feeling of childhood sweethearts in the past.

Shen Yan felt that as long as he didn't have any thoughts about himself, it was actually good to be friends.

And Jian Xiu has been completely out of news recently, not even a phone call, not a single message, Shen Yan is too lazy to ask more about this, it is better not to pretend to accompany her to act, she is worried that her acting skills are not up to par, and she will directly break her success in front of him.

The leisurely days passed until the fifth day of the new year, and Percy called her, saying that she had agreed with the crescent moon to go out for dinner tomorrow night, Shen Yan naturally agreed, and then said that she wanted to take Xu Jin'an with her, and explained, she felt that the crescent moon was quite talented, and Xu Jin'an was indeed talented, so she wanted to help draw a line, if the crescent moon herself had that meaning, she could also learn it.

Percy said that he had no opinion, Shen Yan hung up the phone and said to the crescent moon again, the crescent moon heard that he was going to bring Xu Jin'an over, and he was quite excited, "I know him!" The genius director who has recently become famous, right? His previous favorite "Xingyin" was directed by him! Damn, it's great to see him in private! Thank you, Sister Yan! ”

Seeing that the crescent moon was happy, Shen Yan's mood also improved, "That's good, then it's decided!" See you tomorrow night! ”

After hanging up the phone, she hurriedly went to the next door, rang the doorbell, and it was the aunt of the Xu family who came to open the door, Xu's father and Xu's mother were very busy, and they only rested for two or three days during the New Year, and then went to work on their own again, so Xu Jin'an and the aunt at home were here at this time.

Shen Yan said hello to her aunt, and then asked, "Is Xu Jin'an here?" ”

Auntie nodded and said with a smile, "Where is it, he is upstairs in the study, and I am still cooking in this pot, why don't you go up and find him yourself?" ”

This aunt has been in the Xu family for many years, so she is naturally familiar with Shen Yan, so she doesn't know her so much.

Shen Yan naturally didn't want to say much, so he nodded and said, "That's okay, I'll go find him myself." ”

Shen Yan went upstairs, walked to the study according to her memory, walked to the door and found that the door was hidden, and Xu Jin'an's voice came from inside, she didn't want to eavesdrop, because the door was not closed, the voice inside came out directly, and Shen Yan couldn't help it if she wanted to listen or not.

He seemed to be talking to someone, "Didn't I say that I pushed those things for me?" I want to stay at home for a few days, and I'll let you know when I've rested enough. ”

"Well, I know it's important, it's okay, I said push and push."

Shen Yan's footsteps paused slightly, it seemed that Xu Jin'an was not as leisurely as she imagined...... But he's not a lazy person, so why should he turn off his job?

Shen Yan bit his lip and couldn't help but think of his body.

He couldn't have turned down his job just to see her more at home, right? It's not that Shen Yan is narcissistic, but Xu Jin'an has indeed run to her house frequently in the past few days, and when she asked, he also said that he had been quite idle recently, and now that she heard the call, she couldn't think about it.

In the midst of her thoughts, Xu Jin'an had already hung up the phone, and the room was quiet again, Shen Yan raised his hand and knocked on the door, "Xu Jin'an, can I come in?" ”

There was a sound inside, and then Xu Jin'an came over and opened the door in person, and when he saw her, there was a slight surprise on his face, "Yanyan? What are you doing here? ”

Shen Yan smiled, "I have something to do with you, my aunt said that she was cooking, so let me come up to you myself." ”

"Oh, come on in, then." He hurriedly got out of the way and let Shen Yan into the study.

She walked in and saw that the computer was on, so she asked as if unintentionally, "At work?" ”

Xu Jin'an hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Hmm...... The assistant sent a few scripts, and I'm reading them, sit. ”

Shen Yan sat down and said, "I'm here because of the incident I told you last time, I'm going to have dinner with Crescent Moon and Percy about tomorrow night, do you have time to come together?" ”

As soon as she said Xu Jin'an, she remembered it, and said with a smile, "Crescent Moon, is that girl with great talent as a director?" Of course I'm going to see it, when is tomorrow night? ”

"Tomorrow night at six o'clock, about five o'clock to leave, I'll come back to you when I leave."

"Okay." Xu Jin'an agreed, and then glanced at the time, "It's about to be lunch, since you're here, why don't you eat together and leave?" ”

Shen Yan shook his head, "No, my mother is still waiting for me at home, I'll leave first." ”

After speaking, she got up and walked out, but when she walked to the door of the study, she paused again, and didn't look back, only called him behind her back, "Xu Jin'an......"

Xu Jin'an was stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly responded, "What's wrong?" Is there anything else you forgot to mention? ”

"Even if I divorce Jian Xiu one day, I won't be with you, and I can only be friends with you at most."

After she said this, there was silence behind her for a long time, she didn't look back, and she didn't see Xu Jin'an's expression.

After a long time, she heard his voice come with a slightly bitter voice, "I know...... Yanyan, now I don't have any extravagance for you, I'm very happy to be friends, you don't need to remind me again and again. ”

Shen Yan pursed his lips, "I'm just afraid that your mind is not clear, but since you know, it would be better, I'll go." ”

Shen Yan can't control other people's hearts, and there is no way to really stay away from him, then the only thing she can do is to refuse clearly, she has said so bluntly, how Xu Jin'an chooses in the future is his own business, a person must always be responsible for his own life, if he has to go his own way, then she has no way, and she has done her best to do so.

The next night, Shen Yan dressed up beautifully, and then went to find Xu Jin'an next door, and Xu Jin'an drove to the restaurant they had agreed.