The Phantom Murder Room turned into an ice cellar.

Xue Yan dismantled all the wooden tables and chairs, and inadvertently, he heard a burst of singing in an unknown part of the room.

When I'm different from the world

Then make me different

Stick to me

It's just to overcome the ......

Xue Yan staggered to the wardrobe in search of the voice, and looked at the mirror in a daze.

What is reflected in the mirror is not his character Mike, but the school's playground, the 200-meter red oval plastic track, like a blood vessel that has been frozen for thousands of years......

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[When the sun gradually sinks in the west, wisps of glow and sunset quietly fall on the campus, and everything in front of you is dyed with a warm yellow color.

So warm and quiet.

Walking on the campus, Hai Yao reflected a lonely figure in his eyes.

The young man stood alone on the playground, and the setting sun stretched his shadow long and crookedly imprinted on the ground.

And the shadow of another concubine is quietly approaching, silent and silent.

A pair of infinitely gentle hands covered his eyes, Xue Yan took off his headphones, and looked back to see Hai Yao behind him.

"If you have anything to say, don't pester me anymore!" Xue Yante's impatient tone, it is estimated that he wants to send this girl away at one time, because there have been more and more gossip about the two of them recently, and he doesn't want to get too close to this new girl.

"I want to ask you, why do you deliberately score zero?" Hai Yao pursed his lips and looked at him.

Xue Yan really told her: "I have always been the first in elementary school, and once I heard my dad brag to a friend, he said that my good academic performance was all scored, and since then, I have deliberately scored zero in the test!" ”

"Why?" Haiyao was puzzled.

"Why should I get used to him?" Xue Yan said coldly.

Hai Yao heard the unspoken meaning of this: I have to be beaten for the first place in the exam, and I have to be beaten for the last place in the exam, since he doesn't let me be happy, why should I make him happy?

This is probably the most rebellious boy she's ever seen.

Seeing that Xue Yan left after speaking, Hai Yao grabbed him and said coquettishly: "You are really a person who is full of self-style, and there is no quarrel with the world!" ”

"I'm all kinds of amorous?" Xue Yan was a little angry, if he said that he could accept arrogance, loneliness, perverseness, and mental illness, but only the derogatory adjectives such as 'amorous' and 'sissy', in his opinion, were insults to himself.

"The combination of taste, charm, and demeanor is style, you only have one friend to me, only I understand your style, and only I like your style, can't you be a little patient with me?"

Hai Yao said coquettishly, stuffed Xue Yan's headphones into his ears, and suddenly smiled.

If I compromise with myself

If you lie to yourself

Even if someone else forgives

I can't forgive either

The most beautiful wish must be the craziest

I am my own God

Where I live

Me and my last stubbornness

Clench your hands and never let go

The next stop is not paradise

Even if you are disappointed, you can't despair

……

"Turns out, you like to listen to old songs?" Hai Yao said in surprise, "Sometimes I feel that listening to the old songs of the past, I feel that my boundless thoughts have slipped down the peak of my youth, which is also a very innocent and beautiful thing!" ”

"No!" Xue Yan said: "I don't like to listen to old songs, but listening to old songs is much better than listening to the brainless little fresh meat now!" ”

"......" Hai Yao was speechless for a moment, noticed the repeater exposed in his schoolbag, and couldn't help teasing: "What age is this, you still listen to tapes?" Why don't I give you a Nokia N97? Just listed. ”

"No, I'm not familiar with you." During the snow banquet, Ai Ai said, sinking her face, "The daughter of a rich family is different, are you so generous to everyone?" ”

"Not really!" Hai Yao stared into his eyes and said seriously, "I am willing to spend money on the person I look at, and no one cares." ”

"......" Xue Yan stiffened his face and held it for a long time, and he suddenly found that he couldn't say cold words to this girl.

Hai Yao's arrogant enthusiasm made him feel that this girl should not be hurt at all.

So after holding it for a long time, a wry smile rose on the corner of Xue Yan's mouth.

At that moment, the smile was also faint, like a light cloud, kneading a pair of shallow pear vortices in the warm color of dusk.

Hai Yao was stunned, this was the first time she saw this boy laughing.

Hai Yao tilted his head slightly, looked at him, and smiled sweetly.

Sometimes, a girl's sweetness is for no reason, but she is sweet.

"Actually, I can especially understand your loneliness, people are such a complex and wonderful, three-dimensional and multi-layered creature, we live in the world, but there is an unfathomable spiritual world inside, each person is a complex of countless contradictions!"

"Plop!"

Xueyan suddenly looked like a hill that had collapsed in the summer rain, and the whole person fell to the side like it lost its support.

He was slammed on the ground, his face pale and terrifying.

The sunset of dusk shone on the boy on the ground and the girl who froze in frame.

The world is as quiet as a vacuum.

Xue Yan was unconscious for a long time, and the bells of hell rang from somewhere, ringing back and forth.

But there is no such distance and pathos as in the poems, only boredom and boredom are left, and the dull pain is transmitted to the esophagus and the atrophied stomach.

Open your eyes.

The walls are whitened by the hospital's lights, and everything around it is a blurred white silhouette.

"Looks like I'm still alive......"

Thinking like this, Xue Yan raised his right hand and wanted to touch it before he felt uncomfortable being pulled, and looked over, and there were several strips of white tape staggered back and forth on the back of his hand.

There was a needle stuck underneath, pouring cold blood into his body, and he could clearly feel that the hard needle stuck in the vein, when the arm was bent, seemed to be piercing out of the vessel.

A third of the clear blood remained in the upside-down drip bottle, scarlet and cloudy.

The figure of the girl on the right is under the incandescent light, quietly looking at him.

The voice was as gentle as a pool of 99-degree water, with boiling concern, "You're awake." ”

Hai Yao's eyes showed a slight sense of tenderness in the pale ward, covering her body layer by layer.

"The doctor said that your digestive tract is damaged, the main thing is chronic bleeding, and your hemoglobin is only 1/4 of a normal person, tell me what's going on? Was it your dad too? ”

Xue Yan didn't speak, and lay on the bed like a beautiful and emaciated corpse.

He knew better than anyone what was going on in his body, he vomited blood clots every day and couldn't eat every day, but he insisted on not going to the doctor.

The reason is very simple, he just wants to die quietly like autumn leaves in pain, in torture.

Hai Yao stood up and walked to the low cabinet in the corner of the room and stopped, picked up the hot water bottle and poured water into the cup, and the heat bubbled up and condensed into a white mist.

The white mist floated in the scattered distance of her gaze, "The doctor said that you will be hospitalized for observation for a period of time, and you will also have to do an ultrasound gastroscopy, the damaged tissues of your digestive tract may cause cancerous ...... in the future."

Hai Yao looked at the boy silently, and through those eyes, she saw the oppressive starry sky, the twisted trees, the hovering sparrows, and the sluggish street lights......

And that cold wooden look!

The gloomy world seemed to envelop her heart and suppress it to the extreme.

Hai Yao showed a slightly sad expression on his face, walked over with water, blew it for a while, and then handed it to Xue Yan, "Actually, I can especially understand your loneliness, people are such a complex and wonderful, three-dimensional and multi-layered creature, we live in the world, but there is an unfathomable spiritual world inside, and everyone is a complex of countless contradictions......

I know you don't care about that, I just want to tell you, no matter how much you hate your father, don't take revenge on him in this way, it's not worth it! ”

Xue Yan looked at a corner distractedly, but every word and every emotional rise and fall of this girl seemed to be listened to carefully by him.

"Don't make it look like you know me very well, you who are loved by your parents, how much can you feel my pain?"

Xue Yan said coldly, as if he had been interrupted by a fragment of his dream, he reached out and pulled out the needle on his arm that was being transfused.

Hai Yao was not frightened by Xue Yan's appearance, but looked at him calmly, "You don't have to bare your teeth at me, I'm not sympathetic to you, you are a self-conscious person, you don't need to be sympathetic, my mother has always taught me to face all the luck and misfortune in life calmly, there are thousands of ways to solve the problem, only death, the stupidest one!" ”

The light and shadow outlined the indifferent lines of Xue Yan, he said, "I am different from you, death is a thing that cannot be escaped, it is the inevitable destiny that nature has given us no choice, I have never been afraid of death, and I do not yearn for the beauty of life...... I can shut myself up in a walnut shell, and people think I'm a ruler without borders, haven't you heard? Shakespeare, if I die one day, it will at least prove that I have not accepted the vulgar ideas of this world, nor have I become a fool like them! ”

As he spoke, Xue Yan picked up the payment list on the bedside table and looked at the amount on it, "I'll find a way to pay you back this money." ”

At the moment when he walked out of the ward, he heard Hai Yao sigh faintly behind him, "You are wrong, what we are most afraid of is not death, but the darkness ......"]

Xue Yan lit a small fire in the room, wrapped in the quilt and watched the dancing flames intently.

As Hai Yao said, what people fear most is not death, but darkness.

It is precisely because of the fear of darkness that humans have learned to create light with fire.

Man is not only afraid of darkness, but also of loneliness.

Because loneliness is the darkness of the heart.

Why are people afraid of death?

For death is eternal darkness......

[NPC character Diana killed summoner Cheng Lu]

The room suddenly remembered this prompt, and Xue Yan's heart tightened.

Midway, what the hell is going on?