The slender bony fingers took the kettle and poured her a glass of water, pushed it to her, the sun-red skin slowly regained some of its original color, turned her head and looked out of the window, the whole person was dumbfounded.

After the food was served, he took chopsticks and put them in front of her, while saying, "No matter how sad you are, you must eat well, and your body is the capital......

He couldn't talk anymore.

Haven't experienced it.

How to empathize.

No one else will understand that feeling.

She looked at the dish in front of her, took the chopsticks and lowered her head and barely ate a bite, she didn't feel anything, she lowered her head and ate the sea, the tears kept falling, and after eating a few bites, she stood up and rushed to the bathroom.

When Gu Peilin went over, she saw that she almost vomited out all the things just now, and she leaned against the wall weakly, sat down slowly, and seemed to be very uncomfortable with her eyes closed. Gu Peilin gritted her teeth and picked her up and walked out.

After the doctor examined her, he asked about the specific situation, and was a little worried, and then stepped aside and said, "You are the patient's husband?" ”

Gu Peilin was a little stunned, "What's wrong?" ”

"The patient has just lost a child, can't stand the blow, at this time will be very fragile, if life is not going well on weekdays, it is easy to cause prenatal depression, she now vaguely has such symptoms, not by treatment, the most important thing is to rely on counseling. Let her hurry out of that pain before it gets worse. ”

Depression?

This disease is not a terminal disease, but it is very tormenting, and the sick person does not even know that he is sick, perhaps because of this, he walked into the tip of the horns, and then walked into a desperate situation.

When he went back, Qiao Nuanyang slowly woke up, and after his eyes converged, he saw the person sitting on the edge of the bed, and asked in a hoarse voice, "What's wrong with me?" ”

He couldn't laugh, so he helped her up and asked, "Do you want to go out for a walk?" I'll walk with you? If you want to say anything, you can tell me. ”

He followed behind Qiao Nuanyang.

When passing by the mother and baby store, Qiao Nuanyang stopped, walked in uncontrollably, and couldn't help but squat down slowly when he saw those little cute things, crying.

Gu Peilin was watching her from the side.

Then Qiao Nuanyang seemed to have discovered something, and walked out stubbornly step by step.

Gu Peilin looked at her realization and saw two familiar figures, Qin Shijin was wearing a wide suit, with a slightly somber face and distinct facial features.

And beside him was a woman in a white dress, Wen Wan followed him with a beautiful face, I don't know what he said, from a long distance, he seemed to see Qin Shijin's lips like a thin blade slightly hooked, and smiled.

In the past few days, she has been recuperating in the old house, and every day Li Jiazhen has changed her ways to coax herself to eat, but Qin Shijin rarely comes to see her, Li Jiazhen only said what he asked people to prepare, and what he bought for her.

It's all compensation.

However, what she needed was not like this, even if Qin Shijin hugged her and coaxed her, it was good to coax her, since he left that night until now, Qin Shijin has not said a word of comfort to her.

She tilted her head, and the hot tears were already cold when they reached her neck. The last light in her eyes was completely gone.

Clenched his fists, he didn't know whether he should cry or laugh.

In the end, he took Qiao Nuanyang out and sat on the side of the road, her eyes were swollen with all her crying, and she almost fainted from crying, pulling her clothes and holding back to not let herself make a little sound, the more uncomfortable Gu Peilin felt in that picture.

She opened her mouth wide as if a lot of sounds were stuffed in her mouth.

Child......

The child who left him......

Qin Shijin's indifference and the blow of the child's departure made her collapse, she couldn't hold on, and she didn't know how to hold on.

When she was holding someone in the car, Gu Peilin saw her swollen eyes that couldn't be opened at all, and took ice cubes to compress her eyes, which only played a role.

Qiao Nuanyang leaned back in the chair and only saw half of her face, without any ups and downs. Gu Peilin slid down the window and took out a cigarette to light it, because his movements were unsteady, so he lit the cigarette several times.

The ice cubes are already getting some heat.

Qiao Nuanyang took down the ice cube, and when he opened his eyes, he was still a little unaccustomed.

He spoke in a hoarse voice, "Thank you, today." ”

She's in a much better mood now.

Gu Peilin opened his mouth wide, he was just sitting here, he had been thinking about it for a long time, and wanted to say those words, but when Qiao Nuanyang said that thank you, he suddenly pushed the distance between them very far.

They are not intimate and unrelated, they are just old people they once knew, Gu Peilin held a breath in his chest, he really wanted to say just now - Qiao Nuanyang, why don't you divorce Qin Shijin? Let's do it all over again.

However, once that line is crossed, many things are irretrievable, and Gu Peilin hates his cowardice.

"It's not early, I have to go back." Her voice was hoarse, and her throat felt as if it had been burned by fire because she had cried for so long.

"I'll send you ......"

"No need to ......," she shook her head, "I'm going to walk alone." ”

No matter how difficult it was to walk, she had to go alone, and it was useless to deceive herself.

Her face was extremely haggard, and she suddenly had an epiphany just now, as if she had woken up from a big dream, and when she was about to push the car door, Gu Peilin grabbed her slender wrist hard.

"Qiao Nuanyang, I ......"

"Gu Peilin, don't say anything." She realized what he would say, but, now there are too many things, she doesn't want to add any trouble to herself, love is really painful, obviously it hurts once, but she still doesn't repent, she wants to hurt a second time, this is a common problem of women, "I can ...... myself"

"What are you going to do?" He asked, wanting to get an answer from her, "Qiao Nuanyang, stop torturing yourself, if he has you in his heart, how can he not take good care of you?" Let you ...... without a child" He gritted his teeth, he had no position to say this, after all, he didn't do well enough to let her down.

She lowered her head and smiled helplessly, as if she had let go of everything calmly, and forced her tears back, "It's useless to blame anyone, when I married him, he didn't promise me anything, everything is what you want me to do, if I can control myself at that time, everything will not happen, it is a big gamble in itself, but I am lucky to think that I will be a lucky person and will have a ...... In fact, the love and happiness that I have been longing for are too much for me. I can't ask for it, that's why I fall into such pain. ”

Psychedelic before.

It's very real now.

It's just that the real ones are too painful.

Qiao Nuanyang ......" he wanted to say but stopped.

Qiao Nuanyang leaned there and looked at him sideways, and said, "I failed twice, and the first time, I told myself that I wouldn't make any more mistakes. The second time I was stupid, there will be no next time. Gu Peilin, I will stay away from you in the future! ”

When she said it, she was very calm, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her, and only she knew what she had given up to make the decision she had now.

Gu Peilin watched her get out of the car, bent down and sat in the taxi, looking pained...... The fist slammed into the steering wheel, and the cheek raiser clenched tightly.

And at this time, his mobile phone rang.

Ouyang Lie asked him to go over for a drink, saying that there was news about the matter of the last investigation.

***

After getting in a taxi.

Qiao Nuanyang sent a message to Leng Yun.

Leng Wan sent her the address and password of the apartment, and everything in it was there, as long as she checked in.

When he went back, Qiao Nuanyang sent a message to Qin Shijin, asking him to come back in the evening, bought a large handful of flowers on the side of the road by the way, and bought some favorite snacks for Li Jiazhen by the way, and went to the kitchen to make a big table of dishes in a good mood.

Seeing her tinkering in the kitchen, Li Jiazhen was worried that her body would not be able to bear it, so he pushed her out.

"You're sitting outside, and there's someone at home cooking."

Qiao Nuanyang pushed her out and pointed to the oven on the side, "I also roasted rabbits inside, Auntie doesn't know the process, and she can't bake that feeling." I'll just come. ”

Li Jiazhen saw her smile softly, although her eyes were a little red, but her mood was obviously much better, let her go, but obviously felt that Qiao Nuanyang was a little wrong today, she watched in the kitchen for a long time, but only saw Qiao Nuanyang preparing dinner on her back.

When Qin Shijin came back, Li Jiazhen pulled him aside, smelled the fragrance of the room, and then said, "Qiao Nuanyang is strange today, this thing has been so long, the past has passed, coax her well, you know?" ”

"Hmm."

She was busy all afternoon cooking a lot of dishes, including Qin Shijin's favorite food, Li Jiazhen's favorite food, and Rui Rui's favorite food, four people, she made twelve dishes, and the entire table was full.

There are chickens, ducks and fish, the dishes are delicious, the color and flavor are complete, it can be seen that she has put a lot of effort into it, and the light hits it with no appetite.

Li Jiazhen pointed at the dishes with his fingers, and the corners of his mouth twitched, "Qiaoqiao, how did you cook so many dishes today, and you can't eat them." ”

"It doesn't matter. If you can't eat it, just throw it away. Anyway, there would be no more, she turned around and went to the wine cabinet again to get the red wine, sobered up, took four glasses and put it down, and poured the red wine.

Rui Rui sat next to her and asked, "Mom, what am I drinking?" ”

Qiao Nuanyang took the juice squeezed on the side, "Rui Rui drink this." ”

The corners of her mouth rose slightly in a beautiful arc, and her slender neck was exposed, like a white swan, and those who watched couldn't take their eyes off it.

Then she poured red wine for everyone, sat down with her chin propped up, shook the red wine glass in her hand and looked at them with the corner of her eyes slightly bent, "Why don't you eat?" Eat it, otherwise the food will not taste good when it is cold. ”

"Qiao Nuanyang, what are you doing?" Qin Shijin sat there without moving, his voice was cold and hard, his eyes were slightly squinted, and his eyes were slightly heavy.

"Don't do anything, eat first, okay?" She had already taken the chopsticks to pick up the vegetables, slowly picking out the spines in the fish, and her movements were very elegant, "I'm hungry, I've been busy for so long, and I've made so many dishes, I don't want to be hungry." ”

Li Jiazhen kicked his foot under the table and signaled him to stop talking, the atmosphere was very low during the meal, Qiao Nuanyang has always been a dislike of drinking, but tonight he almost drank the bottle of red wine.

Qin Shijin wasn't in the mood to eat at all, and after Rui Rui finished eating, he asked in a calm voice, "Rui Rui, have you eaten well?" ”

"Eat it."

"Let's go back to the room when you're done, Mom and Dad have something to say."

Rui Rui looked at Qiao Nuanyang, who was a little reddish, nodded, and left.