Chapter 365: Fixed-life

"Close your eyes."

He whispered to her.

"Hmm."

She answered and closed her eyes obediently. When she was in love with him, her mind was almost always immersed in it, unable to think.

With one hand, he pulled out a delicate red velvet box from his pocket, and when he opened it was a ring set with a round diamond.

He took it out, one hand resting on her right hand, and the other hand putting the ring on her ring finger.

She still pressed his forehead against his forehead, closed her eyes and let it go, but her other hand grasped one of his arms trembling slightly. She seemed to know what he was doing, but she wasn't sure, after all, he hadn't told her anything about him and her since he had returned. She didn't dare to ask, but she didn't dare to open her eyes at this time, for fear that what she saw and heard him say would be something different from what she thought in her heart.

She waited for his opening to open her eyes. He didn't speak for a long time, just held her hand in the palm of his hand, and warmly gathered up, and her heart was also warm, as if the warmth of the palm of the hand had spread to the entire chest. Her head was already resting on his chest, and she was so safe that she closed her eyes and was about to fall asleep.

"Are you going to fall asleep? Come, get up! “

Still holding her hand with one hand and holding her shoulder with the other, he sat on the couch by the window, watching the lights outside.

"What does that mean?"

In the light, she withdrew her hand from his, raised her right hand and asked him.

"The meaning of engagement."

He said with a smile.

"Why are you doing this to me? It was you who said you were going to marry someone else, and now you are the one who said you were going to be engaged to me, what am I in your heart? How do you decide that I have to listen unconditionally? ”

Gentle, she was anxious this time, with tears in her eyes, and suddenly felt very wronged.

He was caught off guard, it was the first time she had spoken loudly to him.

"If you want to marry someone else, if you don't marry me, I won't ask you, I'm afraid you'll be sad and I'll be sad, but I'm also among the sad people, okay? Now you say that you want to get engaged to me, and this is finally related to me, so should you tell me why you can get engaged to me, or do you just make me happy like this, and after a while, tell me that you can't get married, and someone else is going to marry you? What the hell is it, should you tell me something about it, so that I can understand something? ”

Yun Feng finished speaking with tears in her eyes, she actually understood in her heart the meaning of Shanantong putting a ring on her, but somehow, the sad and sad emotions for a period of time turned into grievances, and she was detonated by the ring he gave her. How relieved was she? What about the emotions that were originally put down? It seems that they have all disappeared again, giving way to the sudden outburst of emotions in front of them.

Shannan looked at her with tears on her face, remembering what she said when she was scolded by Tian Weiwei when she went to Huacheng No. 1 Middle School a few days ago, his heart suddenly hurt again, he thought she would be happy because of this, but he didn't expect that he didn't do well enough, but it made her sad again.

That's fine, he's by her side after all. He took her into his arms again, and let her cry with snot and tears.

When her crying subsided, he said slowly:

"Yun'er, it's me who is wrong, I didn't tell you what happened. It's also my fault that I only care about my own mood and don't understand your feelings. I'm telling you now, don't be upset, okay? If you're upset, I can't talk about it. ”

She was silent for a moment, and nodded with her forehead resting on his arms.

"Actually, the thing is very simple, that is, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, Lin Ming and Lin Hualei and I went out for a walk together after the team dinner, but there was a car accident, it was Lin Hualei who pushed me away, and she was hit more than 20 meters away......

When Shannan talked about the car accident that day, he still had palpitations.

Yun Feng trembled in his arms, stretched out his hands to clasp his waist, and looked at him with his chin raised, his eyes full of tears and worry. She thought about it for a long time, but she didn't expect it to be such a reason. In fact, Shannan didn't talk about it, and then she knew why Shannan wanted to marry Lin Hualei.

Fortunately, she was rescued, she went to the ICU at the time, with an intracranial hemorrhage, a slight concussion, serious injuries to both legs, and a severe coma. A week later, she woke up and recovered well, but her legs were paralyzed. You know, she did like me all the time, and my parents went to visit her, because she was injured to save me, and I took care of her day and night, but, Yun'er, you know what? I'd rather be the one who was hurt at the time, and you make the choice than I tell you the outcome. ”

"I originally insisted on repaying her kindness, and I also believe that you will take care of her with me, we can treat her as my own sister, my parents said the same, I even asked Lin Ming to care about her, but after she knew that I didn't want to be with her, she actually cut her wrists...... Yun'er, you know what? The puddle of blood that flowed at that time was shocking in her mattress, and I couldn't close my eyes and fall asleep for days and nights. As soon as I closed my eyes, there was a pool of red blood, and I couldn't stand it! ”

"I really want you to be by my side, but I know, I can't tell you, if you come, you will be in the same pain as me, I can't stand it! Since I can't take it anymore, I don't want to add you in. So, I agreed to the request to marry her. Mom and Dad were also very uncomfortable, but they couldn't help it, just let me tell you well, don't make you too sad. I just found Wang Lizhi and asked him to ask Lin Xin to tell you about my decision at that time. “

When Shannan said this, he couldn't help himself, and the sharp pain at that time seemed to start tearing apart in his heart again. He is also heartbroken.

"I'm sorry, Nantong, it's me who is not good, I don't know it's such a thing, I just know that you won't leave me and separate from me for no reason, I believe you have something unspeakable, I never blamed you, never, it's just that I really didn't expect this to happen."

Yun Feng's tears couldn't stop flowing down, regretting her complaint just now, her heart was also hurting, she didn't expect that the truth of the matter came beyond her imagination, she couldn't imagine the scene at that time, if the person she had to face was her, would she be able to support it like him. The pain in his heart, at that time, at this time, was more truly reflected in her heart, making her feel that her heart was also as broken and bleeding as he was. The kind of facing the complete weight of another life and another family, the torment of uncertain life and death, and the choice between kindness and love are all unbearable for ordinary people. She, at this moment, felt extremely sorry for him.

"Yun'er, it's not your fault, don't say you're sorry, it's not anyone's fault, even if it's the driver who caused the accident, it's not what he wants, and it's all dealt with in accordance with the provisions of the law."

Shannan let out a sigh of relief, as if the violent emotions just now had calmed down. He raised his hand to help straighten out Yun Feng's forehead messy bangs, and lovingly lowered his head and rubbed Yun Feng's forehead with his chin, the bangs were messed up again, and he helped her straighten it out again.

"You should tell me, in this way, I can at least face it with you, this is also the honesty that two people should have, isn't it?"

Yun Feng reached out and stroked his brow to help him stretch.

"Yes, my Yun'er is right. It's just that at that time, I was also messed up, I didn't know what to do, I just took care of her and her family, I didn't take care of your feelings, I just took it for granted that I should take the responsibility that I should bear, both for her and for you, so I decided on my own. ”

Shannan rested her head on the palm of her hand, squinting her eyes relaxed like a tired child finally catching her breath.

"No matter what you do, I won't blame you for complaining about you, just now, I just suddenly felt wronged somehow. But it's just a burst of emotion, and the past is gone. “

"Well, I know, Yun'er, you know, I often think, you can understand what I think. Is it? “

He looked at her.

She looked at him, clear as water, and nodded.

"But I saw you when you were in Michigan, in the auditorium at the graduation ceremony, but I didn't expect you to actually be attending my graduation ceremony. I want to see you, it just so happened that Alan also agreed with me to come back to Guangzhou, I flew back, but I couldn't find you, I felt as if I was losing you, that feeling, that is, the heart was hollowed out, no, I knew that I couldn't live without you, my life, can only be with you, and later found Teacher Tian in one, only to know your pain, even despair, Yun'er, do you know? At the time, I wanted to hit the wall myself to make up for the damage I had done to you. That's why I finally woke up to the fact that life is very long, and there are a lot of things, and it is true love that we still have to be together. Otherwise, a day is like a year, a long life, how to survive? What's more, it's the long life of three people? “

When Shannan said it at this time, his eyebrows were also frowning. Yun Feng caressed his face with his hand, feeling very distressed. When you fall in love, you always think a lot about each other. She understands his words, or rather, no matter what he does or chooses, she can understand, and she will love him the same, but in a different way. Her own heart, in her solitary trip to Mita, she has already been transparent.

However, when I thought that I was seen by him at his graduation ceremony at the University of Michigan, but I didn't see him, I felt an indescribable tenderness like a sea.

"And what are you going to do?"

She asked him anyway.

"My plan is here."

He held his right hand, which he had put on her ring, and raised it in front of her eyes and said earnestly.

"We got married, but I continued to help treat Lin Hualei's leg injury and take care of her."

He looked at her and said firmly.

"Hmm. Listen to you, let's take care of the buds together. ”

Sure enough, Yun Feng and he were of the same mind. And Yun Feng was grateful to Lin Hualei in her heart, and she could also understand Sha Nantong, and she really didn't think that it was appropriate to make a promise because she was saved.

"Uh, you know all about that?"

She asked him again in a whispering manner.

"Hmm."

He put his arm around her shoulder and nodded. He knew she was referring to Mita.

Outside the window, it rained at some point, and the ticking sound of the raindrops finally washed away the fog in Yun Feng's heart. Her heart is much clearer and firmer, and she is very grateful to Sha Nantong, whether it is the former choice or the latter choice, she has not lived up to her trust and love for him.

She snuggled up with him and listened to the rain, and suddenly fireworks rose outside the window, illuminating the diamonds in the ring in her hand, flashing a halo of colorful light, but it was peaceful.

It was January 1, 2007. She and him are privately agreed for life. Take a look at the latest chapters of "Country Orphan Paw Book House" to read for free for the first time.