The warm drizzle washes away the summer dust. Looking at it, through the thin clouds seems to be tightly engraved on the blue and cold sky, like an unrestrained painter who has carved it with a few strokes. The gentle breeze of the tasseled miscanthus grass ripples along the river, and the verdant mountains and forests not far away seem to be whispering. Two small birds like fireballs jumped out of the weeds and flew in the direction of the woods, and a girl kicked the dirt on the ground and kept her head down.

A beautiful small mountain village, with the morning light ushered in a new day, after the busy farming season, only a few people got up early to take care of the rest of the field.

Although the scenery at this time is pleasant, the people are not providential. The boy couldn't contain his emotions and looked impatient. He asked the girl out early to hear what the girl meant, but the girl was always silent, which couldn't help but make him a little uncomfortable.

"Xiao Nan, you are talking, I think we will settle this matter first, otherwise I will not be sure."

"You know my mind, why do you have to say yes!"

"But I'm worried, I'm worried that things will change when we go to different places, and you know that I haven't forced you for so long, and it's worth the loss to delay your studies when the college entrance examination is approaching. But now that the college entrance examination has ended, and we haven't disappointed each other, it's just that God can't go to the same city if you don't agree to me now, I don't know the bottom of my heart. ”

"It's because we can't go to the same city that I can't promise you now!"

"Why, why is this, I know you like me too, but why do you just hold on to this temper and refuse to let go! Do you think you're going to meet someone you like more? I'm afraid I'll delay you! Saying that, Mu Fan slammed the tassel in his hand fiercely.

After hearing this, the girl glanced at Mu Fan coldly, "You don't understand my mind!" ”

"I don't understand anything, you say, am I wrong! That's what you think! ”

"Whatever you want, you can think whatever you like!" After saying that, he turned his head angrily and ran back.

Mu Fan didn't chase after him, looking at Hao Nannan's departing back, he was even more angry, he threw out the spike in his hand with all his strength, but the more like this, the spike refused to leave him, and fell back to him lightly.

Mu Fan looked up at the sky, looked at the white clouds, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, he didn't understand, what was Hao Nannan thinking, obviously they were in love with each other when they were sophomores in high school, but because they were afraid of affecting their studies, no one made this matter clear! But now it's time to find out, and it's awkward! What the hell is going on! Mu Fan just couldn't figure it out.

When it was close to noon, his mother called him to eat, and when she looked at her precious son's anxious appearance, she couldn't help but ask, "Fanfan, what's wrong with you, don't you look very happy?" ”

"It's nothing, Mom, let's eat."

"Now that you've grown up, you don't hesitate to tell your mother anything now, but the older you are, the more you have to learn to control your emotions, and you can't lose your temper and sulk at every turn, you know!"

"Got it, Mom, I'm going to school in two days, you have to take care of yourself at home, don't be too tired by yourself, wait for me to be stable at school, find a job in my spare time, and you don't have to worry about living expenses."

"Fanfan, speaking of which, Mom didn't take good care of you, your dad left early, my sister is still young, and all the things in the family have fallen on Mom, fortunately, you are also sensible, and you haven't let Mom worry much, but this person has to be more mindful of everything when he goes out, and he can't be rash."

"Well, I will."

"Before leaving, go to a grave for your father, and talk to him about anything, when he was a child, he loved you the most, and he looked forward to one day when you could have a chance, and now that you have been admitted to a good university, he will be happy for you!" As she spoke, her mother wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Well, I'll go to my father's grave tomorrow."

"I'll go, I'll go!"

The younger sister was talking unscrupulously on the side, and Mu Fan touched her head with his hand.

Mu Fan was silent for a long time in front of his father's grave, he hadn't been here for a long time. There was a lot of pressure in the third year of high school, but fortunately, I have survived. In fact, he could have gone to a better university, but he gave up. There are two reasons in his heart, one is to be closer to home, so that he can take care of his mother and sister, and the other is that he wants to take care of Xiao Nan, so the first choice they discussed and chose Huayun University in the provincial capital together.

Both of them are very confident in their academic performance, and so is Xiao Nan, although they are not as good as Mu Fan, they are still able to be admitted to this university. It's just that I don't know what the reason is, but I couldn't follow the hearts of the two people, so they struggled for a long time. Originally, Xiao Nan was going to repeat his studies for a year, and after a year, the two of them would still be together, and it would not be too far from what he expected, but Xiao Nan's parents didn't agree to anything. The reason is that the university you can go to is not bad, and it is also a key school; Another is that girls' families should grasp the key points, schools and majors can do, and youth is the most precious. Speaking of which, Xiao Nan's parents are quite open-minded in this regard.

In the end, Xiao Nan chose a university in the north, so the opening scene appeared.

At this time, Mu Fan was a little frustrated, and he sobbed twice at his father, who was both familiar and unfamiliar, and couldn't help himself for a long time.

"Dad, seriously, I feel very uncomfortable, why is this world always unsatisfactory? The road was under my feet, but I didn't know how to go. I didn't like to do this multiple-choice question, but when I did, I found that it was another story with no answers. Dad, what do you say I should do? If you're still here, can you help me and tell me some truth, maybe I'll feel better. ”

Mu Fan burned a dozen pieces of paper for his father and left.

On the way back, he saw Xiao Nan waiting at the entrance of the village, and Mu Fan walked over without knowing what she was doing.

"Xiao Nan"

"Let's go."

"Good"

The two of them didn't talk much along the way, and each seemed a little reserved.

"You know I'm waiting for you." Xiao Nan looked a little reserved.

"Oh, yes."

"I went to your house to look for you, and my aunt said that you went to grave your uncle, so I have been waiting for you."

"Xiao Nan, thank you, I shouldn't have lost my temper the day before yesterday, it's not good, and it hurt you."

"I can understand that it's all my fault, maybe it's the hurt in my heart that hurts more than the surface."

"We're going to school the day after tomorrow, can I send you?"

"How do you send it?"

This made Mu Fan a little confused, and he didn't know how to answer.

"Send you, I'll take you to the station."

"If I want you to send me to school, would you do it?"

"Sending you to school?" Mu Fan didn't expect that he was a little surprised.

"Yes, would you like to?"

"Willing, willing, just, just uncle and aunt not going to send you?"

"I told them to let you go and send me, and they agreed."

"Really, really?"

"Really!"

"Then I'll go buy a ticket first, it's a bit of a hurry."

"No need, I've bought it for you."

"Yes, yes, that's, that's good, to be honest, you made such a request to me coldly, I, I didn't react for a while."

"Mu Fan, you already know my thoughts, but you are always strong, I don't like you like this, don't you think sometimes you are a little domineering?"

"yes, yes, maybe a little."

"Yes, you don't feel that you are always thinking what you think, loving what you love, in your world, what you think is right is right, and you don't care about other people's feelings."

"Xiao Nan, I'm sorry, I, I'll pay attention to it later. Maybe I think I'm paying a little too much, or maybe I'm afraid of losing you, so, so I'm in too much of a hurry. ”

"No, Mu Fan, you are not like this, when you think that I belong to you, you think that I am a thing for you, or that I am a part of you, you will be at ease if you have some control."

"Xiao Nan, I swear, I definitely didn't treat you as a thing of mine, I can even give up my life for you, really Xiao Nan, you have to believe me!"

"I believe you, I can feel it, what you say is true, but it won't be an excuse, an excuse for your own desires."

"I, Xiao Nan, I, I don't even know how to answer you."

"You don't need to answer, you just feel it, and sometimes what you feel is what I feel."

"Yes, yes."

"Do you know why I'm so slow to say yes? Or say what you want me to say? ”

"Why?"

"Because of you!"

"Because of me?"

"Yes, can you promise to stick to this relationship between us?"

"Xiao Nan, I can swear to God, I will, I won't hurt you, I swear!"

"Okay, I promised to date you, we are in a long-distance relationship, are you ready now?"

"I, I'm ready, I'm ready! In fact, I thought about it for a long time, even if you don't promise me, I won't give up on you! Even if we are not in the same city, do not live and study together, my heart, our heart will be together! ”

Mu Fan was unconsciously a little excited and nervous when he said this, as he said, since he knew that two people could not be in the same city, he thought about it for a long time, and he could even say that he thought about it day and night, imagining what he would do in the future, and how to maintain this relationship between them. And Xiao Nan refused to agree to him for a long time, which made him even more headache, and he even thought that Xiao Nan had other ideas, thinking that Xiao Nan had changed, and she never liked herself at all. In the past two years of high school, he felt that he had paid a lot, he did not force Xiao Nan to agree to him for his own selfish desires, but insisted until the end of the college entrance examination, he even chose to compromise in order to be with Xiao Nan, and gave up his ideal school, which was all for her, so he thought that Xiao Nan was his and he deserved it.

"Mu Fan, speak responsibly, I hope you won't break your word!"

"No, absolutely not!"

"Okay, I'll go first, see you the day after tomorrow." After saying that, he turned his head and walked in the direction of home.

"See you the day after tomorrow!"

At this time, Mu Fan did not show unusual excitement when he confirmed the relationship with Xiao Nan, which didn't seem to be in line with his logic. He had also imagined countless times what he should do at the moment when Xiao Nan promised him, was he holding her in a circle? Is rolling on the ground? Or shout at the sky with two people? Everything didn't go in the direction he imagined, and even came a little suddenly and flat.

"This ...... Is it first love? ”