These two young men and young women who wanted to see the sea couldn't go to see Chenghai before the Spring Festival. Co, before the Spring Festival, one of them was nineteen, and the other was also nineteen. Speaking of which, Yun Feng is half a year older than Sha Nantong.

December 25th is Yun Feng's twentieth birthday, and it is also Christmas. Yun Feng did not make a noise, and took advantage of the joyful Christmas atmosphere on campus to quietly celebrate his birthday. Since leaving my grandmother, no one has stuffed two boiled eggs in her pocket, or taken her shopping when she is not in school, but today, I wonder if grandma boiled two eggs at home and talked about whether she remembered her birthday?

Yun Feng has a class Christmas event in the evening. She wanted to take advantage of the afternoon to go shopping by herself.

She has no money in her pocket, and because her younger brother still has to go to school, she has recently added a computer to him, so she is even more struggling, two hundred a month, even if it is food, it is enough to save some. Fortunately, Yun Feng has never attached much importance to money and things, and he doesn't feel shy at all, and he never compares with others. In terms of expenses, except for occasionally buying one or two pieces of clothes of about ten yuan, she has almost no other expenses, eats in the cafeteria, and wears some clothes that she wore in high school brought by her family, and some clothes that her mother gave her when Yun Feng came. But despite this, these simple clothes not only did not give Yun Feng a little aura, but instead made her more pure and handsome, smiling, almost dusty, like a white magnolia in bloom.

Therefore, Yun Feng wants to go shopping, not to buy anything for himself, but purely to go shopping with himself, not to buy anything, just to go shopping. The joyful atmosphere in the street, the freedom of the people coming and going, and the soft yellow sunlight shining after four o'clock in the afternoon, was the best birthday present she would ever give herself.

Yes, what could be more precious than the warmth of the winter sun and the freedom to wander among all kinds of people?

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the teacher announced the end of class on time.

Shannan originally wanted to find Yun Feng to go shopping around the campus with them, and then have dinner together to celebrate their first Christmas after coming to school. Besides, in fact, he also prepared a small gift that he wanted to give to Yun Feng.

But I didn't want the teacher to just say that the class was over, the tall and thin figure was still dangling in front of the blackboard, and Shannan turned his head to look at the back row, but there was no Yun Feng.

Where did she go, she was in such a hurry.

As he became more and more familiar with Yun Feng, Shannan discovered that this girl who looked elegant was not quiet and abnormal many times, but some of Huang Rong's ghosts and spirits, which were very happy and unpredictable. But she is still simple, her elusiveness is not because of complexity, but because of her aura and intelligence, which makes him like her even more, but he doesn't dare to tell her clearly that she is too simple, so that he is not sure whether she is enlightened or not, whether she understands the relationship between men and women.

"Don't scare her."

Shannan involuntarily shook his head secretly, warning himself not to be too anxious.

Yun Feng was already carrying a backpack, looking east and west on the bustling street, asking whether he was happy in the busyness of entertaining himself.

When it comes to doing Yun Feng's professional things, she is actually extremely efficient, and she is in a hurry, or she is in a hurry. For example, in their speech class, when the teacher asked her to stand up and give an impromptu speech, she was often silent for three to five seconds, and she could make a two-minute speech and receive a round of applause. What makes her classmates value her more and more is that she never takes these applause and praise to heart, but just blindly sits down with her temperament, with a quiet face, as if what happened just now has never happened.

Speaking of classmates afterwards, she was also ignorant, and she never seemed to feel that what she had done before was worthy of being brilliant in the eyes of her classmates, but it was just her duty to do her best. This natural state of emptiness and calmness that does not like things and does not feel sad for herself, coupled with her sincerity, makes her very popular among her classmates, and also makes many boys like her, but they only dare to look at it from a distance and dare not come closer. And she, a girl with rough emotional lines, is unaware of this.

This kind of ignorance was mentioned by her classmates a few years later, and she laughed and scolded her classmates for not saying it earlier, which made her happy for so many times and missed many wonderful moments of youth. But when she asked herself in her heart, she didn't regret the purity of her heart without distractions and no one in her eyes. If you don't say that you have regrets, you regret that you were born in this world, you can't keep the passage of time, and you can't explore the mystery of time, along with the mystery of life and life, and you will eventually be mysterious from birth to death.

She has come to explore the mysteries of being a human being in this life, but who knows if she can find one or two of them? She herself, although she used a variety of methods, was still at a loss! It's really helpless to let the flowers fall, but it's people who hate the water and grow up. At the age of nineteen, she had just opened the door to the twentieth year, and she vaguely had these feelings, but in the confusion of confusion, with natural ignorance, she continued to live and move forward.

As soon as I said it, I digressed again, and I still quickly pulled my thoughts back. Speaking of doing things, the things she is interested in can achieve the above effects, and the things that she is not interested in will not be looked at, because, those boring and boring things, there are naturally people who feel willing, so let them do it, she herself, there is no need to waste time to protect the purity of her soul and the abundance of energy, and put more effort into the things she is interested in, which is naturally revealed under the free and willful love of her grandmother since she was a child, and it has become a natural habit, which is not easy to change. Besides, she also enjoyed the benefits in the meantime, and she didn't think about changing it at all.

One of the things that makes her very interesting is that in addition to the collision and exchange of ideas with others, the expression of her own thoughts and emotions in the public is this free and easy solitude.

Very early on, she imagined how comfortable it would be for her to be free and free without restraints and fetters after she became an adult, through her own efforts and after achieving a career.

It's just that we haven't known the world, the green Yunfeng, and no one interprets life to her, and we don't know that life has always been like touching cards, and the more you think about it, the more you don't come to anything.

In her heart, life is what she imagined, even if it was twists and turns, it was bright. She knew that there must be inevitable twists and turns in the future, but these twists and turns were ignored in the imagination and shrouded in light, and she couldn't find out what would be in the darkness Those imaginary twists and turns, together with the imaginary ideals, were forged into a radiant future by her pure optimism.

Although she has understood life and death since she was a child, it is precisely because she understands life and death that she has a natural compassion for the fate of human beings. But as she matured, she still couldn't help but enjoy the sunny and glorious longing brought to her by her personal growth in this world, so she hurried to live in the consciousness of knowing the finite life, and was a typical extremely optimistic pessimist of life.

These thoughts are not Yun Feng's explicit and focused thoughts while shopping alone, on the contrary, they are a kind of mist-like glimmer of thought that arises from her mind when she looks at this world of coming and going, sunset and moonrise in such a free and relaxed way as shopping, which surrounds her and this world, and is as natural and transparent as breathing.