"Chapter 9: Confession to the Moon"

Mu Fan offended the two girls in such a cold manner, which made him a little unexpected.

For Xiao Nan, he felt a little guilty, maybe Xiao Nan was right, he should tell this matter truthfully, maybe there would be no such misunderstanding. But in his heart, he didn't think it was a matter of concern at all. Maybe this is the gap between boys and girls, and what boys think is right doesn't make sense for girls, especially for men and women who don't live in the same city.

But You Xi was a little inexplicable. It's not that he doesn't understand You Xi's mood, and it's not a thing to be happy about who is being coldly released pigeons. It's just that Zai Mufan doesn't think she should have such a big reaction. It is reasonable that everyone is just friends who have just met, and it should be obvious that it is the boss of the dormitory who wants to ask him out, not himself.

Mu Fan returned to the dormitory with a depressed face, although he deliberately concealed the unhappiness in his heart, but his helpless face was a mirror of his soul, which was really reasonable.

"What's wrong San'er, with a sad face, let people dump it!" Hu Yun asked.

Mu Fan didn't speak, he didn't want to be seen ruthlessly like this, so he picked up a book and deliberately covered it. It's just that no matter how much you cover it, you can't hide the missing heart. He looked around, there were only two of them in the dormitory, and then put down the book and asked Hu Yun about some things about his relationship.

"Hu Yun, have you ever been in love?"

"You're in love? No, if you're in love, it shouldn't be like this! Is it that you have someone you like in your heart, but you are rejected by someone, so you are unhappy? ”

"I ask you, why did you ask me rhetorically! Don't say it! ”

"I've talked about it, but I can't say it, it's just that I had a good relationship in high school, and now I'm not in the same place, so I'm even more uncertain. I'm not so concerned about love, if fate comes to the interest, there will naturally be everything, why bother too much. If you have to talk about emotional things, I think you should still ask the boss, it seems that he should have a rich love history. ”

"He, forget it, I don't think the boss is a person who can take feelings seriously. It's better to ask him than to ask the uncle of the dormitory manager! I'm just curious why girls are so sensitive and fickle! Sometimes if something is wrong with one of your tone words, they can immediately guess what you are thinking, or say that you have something hidden in your heart that you don't want to say. ”

"Don't say it, San'er! Like you, I can't understand it! In my opinion, if you can deal with it, you will deal with it, otherwise you will be tired half to death and you won't know what it is for, and you won't even know how you died! Also, you have to be patient with girls, and you have to be able to coax people! In this way, you will not be stuck in the quagmire and unable to extricate yourself! ”

Although Hu Yun is not an emotional expert, Mu Fan still sounds quite reasonable. It's just that even if what he said makes sense, he knows that he is not this material. In his heart, sometimes the silent feelings are more powerful and sincere than the loud shouts. As long as you have the other party in your heart, even if there is no thick whisper, no mountain alliance and sea oath, the other party will have a heart. Love should be a simple existence, a small flower that blooms in the ordinary. Although there are no bright colors and no refreshing fragrances, there is a fascination with holiness and a moist land.

"Maybe I know what you're saying, but I just can't express it, or I don't want it to be like that."

"Anyway, I can't tell, it's good to put it simply, maybe I can't really help you in this regard, Mu Fan!"

"Well, it seems that we are all illiterate in love. It can only be forgotten in the corner! Mu Fan smiled bitterly after speaking.

……

Unconsciously, Xiao Nan also walked back, thinking that he was making trouble with Mu Fan, but he actually caused trouble to himself! At the beginning, she refused to agree to Mu Fan because she was afraid that the two long-distance lovers would not have enough space and time to explain these flirtatious feelings, and she was sure that someone would like Mu Fan! When someone likes him, will he stand the test.

What's more, she knows herself in her heart, and when she has a heart where she belongs, she will be desperate and love each other with all she has. It's an obsession, in other words, it can be a hurt. It's like an endless abyss, once the person you love lets go, you are an aimless ark wandering in the night, letting the wind and waves cruelly devour your fragile original intention.

Xiao Nan lay on the bed, tears inadvertently soaking the corners of the pillow. What she was worried about still happened, even two people who grew up together would have some conflicts over some trivial things, let alone two people from all over the world.

"Xiao Nan? What's wrong with this? How to cry! Gu Xin, who had just come back, found that something was wrong with Xiao Nan.

"It's nothing, I feel a little uncomfortable."

As he spoke, he turned his head and rubbed his tears on the pillow.

"Are you okay, Xiao Nan?" Several sisters from the same dormitory also hurried over to comfort them.

Gu Xin caressed her back and comforted, "Xiao Nan, I will also be uncomfortable with you like this, everyone will worry about you!" Without saying a word, tears fell unconsciously, and even Gu Xin herself didn't know why.

Xiao Nan got up and sat down, crying and laughing and sobbing and said, "Actually, in fact, that person is not my brother, I lied to you." ”

"Huh? It's the handsome guy who sent you! He's not your brother? Are you not related by blood? Xiaowei can even associate the bloody storyline of the sadomasochism of the wealthy.

"Xiaowei, what do you want!" Gu Xin hurriedly counted down two sentences.

"He, he's actually my boyfriend, I didn't want to promise him, but I agreed, and the two of us are not together now, and I don't know how to talk about it!"

"It's okay Xiao Nan, did he bully you?"

"It's okay for him to bully me, but I'm afraid that he won't bully me, sometimes I don't know how to be angry when I want to be angry with him! And he's always like a stuffy gourd, and he doesn't know how to say nice things! You get angry at him, and when you lose your temper, you feel like you're making trouble! Woohoo......"

"Oh Xiao Nan, you are really born in the blessing and don't know the blessing, I want to encounter such a stuffy gourd and can't touch it! If I encounter this, I will have to work hard to make it, so that I don't care about his feelings! ”

"Xiaowei, you are really, what is this comforting Xiao Nan, is this obviously adding to her blockage!"

"Thank you for comforting me, some words are more pleasant!"

"Okay Xiao Nan, don't be sad, ah! Even if you feel uncomfortable, maybe he doesn't know, go back and find an opportunity to be angry with him, and make him uncomfortable! ”

Xiao Nan nodded and smiled, took a deep breath, and forgot about his troubles for the time being.

After a period of comfort, the people who slept with each other also packed up and began to go about their own things. It's hard to imagine why people's feelings are so vulnerable, like a mouse trapped in a cage, running and running, running and running, even if you exhaust the energy of your life, you can't get out of such a cage.

Xiao Nan looked out the window, the bright moonlight was quiet and translucent. It was as if phantom spirits had jumped in from outside the window and crawled onto her face. Although Xiao Nan was a little relieved, she was still thinking about something. This is the first time she has been angry with Mu Fan because of other girls, obviously she doesn't even know who the other party is.

She believes in Mu Fan, believes that Mu Fan is not a heartless person, and believes that he has always loved her. In fact, what she didn't believe was herself, and it was her inner uneasiness and suspicion that haunted her. But if you want to reason with a girl who is filled with love, it is better to bury her directly in your heart.

At the same time, Mu Fan also couldn't sleep, he was also thinking about Xiao Nan, thinking about whether Xiao Nan was thinking about himself anymore, whether he was still angry with himself for those unpleasant things. He also looked at the moon, and he even wanted to ask her at the moon.

"Xiao Nan, are you okay?"

"Mu Fan, are you okay? Actually, I'm not angry with you again, I'm afraid that I will lose you. ”

"Xiao Nan, I really miss you, in a strange environment, in a day without you."

"Mu Fan, will you not love me? Do you meet a girl you like more? ”

"Xiao Nan, I really regret it, I regret why I couldn't be with you!"

"Mu Fan, it would be nice if the two of us lived together and studied together, so that nothing would be hidden in our hearts."

"Xiao Nan, maybe you don't know, when I knew that we couldn't study and live together, I thought about giving up, giving up this opportunity to study in college, repeat my studies for another year, and be with you. I didn't dare to tell you, because there were too many helplessness and fetters that made me dare not have such an impulse, you have to forgive me Xiao Nan. ”

"Mu Fan, I have thought about it, in fact, I have thought about persisting in it, maybe I can make my parents understand that I will repeat my studies for another year! But I didn't insist, maybe I didn't have such courage, Mu Fan, I hope you can understand me! ”

"Xiao Nan ......"

"Mu Fan ......"

Perhaps they will never understand, nor will they know the confession of two people to the moon. Life is always full of missed and regrets, lost in each other's true feelings and affection. But when two people are together, will you still have such the most sincere expression? Maybe you didn't know it at that time.