Compared with them, his own family seems to be a small family, but grandpa has always been very fond of himself, and he never interferes much with the decisions he makes, and what he does is also his own choice, and no one can force himself, so this is the biggest difference between himself and him.

He can do his own thing, and he can also decide what he wants to do, but at this point, I believe that it is not so easy for him, even if he wants to do his own thing, sometimes he will still encounter a certain amount of resistance.

Since he was a child, he has his own ideas about doing things, and grandpa has never interfered much, and he will respect his own ideas, but he is different, even if Grandpa Ye really understands him, there are a lot of uncles and the like.

In such a situation, if you want to be willful and want to do your own thing, there is always a certain resistance, and it is impossible to say what you want to do, there is still a certain difference.

"After all, I still envy you, being able to be your true self, in fact, I also want to be my true self, but sometimes I really can't do it." You can ignore other people's feelings, but you have to take care of your own feelings.

There is also his future wife, and he can't let her be wronged at all, so those things can only be done by himself, come by himself, arrange everything, and don't let the people he loves be wronged.

"There is nothing to envy, everyone's life has a different life trajectory, you envy me, in fact, I envy you, it's the same reason." He Yuhe told him very bluntly that he really has nothing to envy in his life, in fact, his life is not bad, but everyone's life situation is different.

In fact, there is really nothing to envy, everyone's life situation is different, and the natural way is different, he is not him, he is not himself, how can it be the same.

"But there are times when I can envy your chic and freedom, and there are things I can't do." Having said that, there are times when I still envy him for such a life.

Maybe it's because I'm tired of my own life, and I don't want to live like this for a long time. If I could change it, I really wanted to change my life situation.

Even if you want to do something, you worry too much, and you are afraid of what the people around you will think of you and how you think about yourself.

Now I want to come over and do everything by myself, it seems that I am not as free and easy as him, I do whatever I want, and I never remember the consequences.

"Have you ever thought about it, it's not as perfect as you imagined?" What should I say to him? Either way, he probably wouldn't have been able to understand.

I didn't know how to say these words, so I could only answer him like this, and only I knew the pain in my heart.

Ye Jinghao was frightened by his sudden words, indeed, all this is just what he sees on the surface, in fact, he can't know so much, maybe it's really not as perfect as he sees.

He is still right in saying that everyone's life has a different form, and they all have their own suffering, how much do they know? He just put away the pain by himself.

"Suddenly, I heard you say something like this, and I was speechless." Ye Jinghao really didn't expect that he would suddenly come up with such a sentence, and he was not mentally prepared at all.

"The reason why I say this sentence is to tell you that it is not as beautiful as what you see on the surface, and sometimes there are some things that you can't see." In other words, there is really no need for him to envy how his life is, in fact, his own life is very good.

On the contrary, I feel that there is no need to envy the lives of others, but to live my own life. Instead of envying other people's lives, it is better to live your own life well, after all, envying other people's lives cannot change your own life.

"Well, I'll admit it." Ye Jinghao quite agreed with what he said, it was not what he saw on the surface, and many times he couldn't help himself.

As a person who has been before, don't you understand that feeling? Because a lot of the time I can't help myself.

"Okay, why do you two talk about these heavy topics to make the atmosphere a little stiff, you shouldn't have to be happy when you come out to play." Shu Yixin felt that if the two of them continued to chat, it was very likely that the atmosphere would become awkward.

What's more, everyone is out to play, it should be fun, don't always think about these heavy topics, to be honest, I don't like such topics at all, I always feel that the atmosphere is too depressing.

"yes, we should talk about something fun." Ren Xiaoou also felt that he should not talk about these heavy topics at this moment, and the atmosphere seemed a little stiff.

"It's all up to you, you can do whatever you say, I'm really sorry just now, I accidentally talked about this sad topic." Ye Jinghao also reacted at this time, in fact, he shouldn't talk about these heavy topics, at least not at this time.

He Yuhe didn't say anything, just looked at Shu Yixin with affectionate eyes, thinking about the heaviness in his heart, thinking about his words, when she would be able to talk to her, and when would she be able to forgive herself.

If she said these words, would it change her and her current situation? I can't think about what will become of my life after I say it, and I don't dare to think about it anymore.

Is she still right? Don't talk about such sad topics if you're so happy for the time being, don't spoil her good mood, because I know that she is difficult to come out, and I really don't want to ruin her mood for my own reasons.

There are some things that he doesn't know how to say, but he doesn't want to say it at this time, he doesn't want to destroy her information, so he also said that it is difficult to make a trip, and he should make some good memories happily, and he doesn't want to ruin all her mood for his own reasons.

It can be seen that she is really happy to come out to play this time, and she also had great expectations before, so she doesn't want to ruin her happiness.

In other words, I still want to see her happy, usually she just works, and she still works, she doesn't have how to release herself well, and she doesn't have time to be her true self, it's rare that she can be her true self now.

"Why didn't you talk all of a sudden, and it's a little weird, thinking about something." Shu Yixin naturally noticed that the people around him had suddenly changed, and he kept staring at him, but he didn't speak, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

The atmosphere suddenly changed, and I always felt a little weird, didn't I just say it well?

"No, I was wondering what we were going to do in the afternoon." He Yuhe naturally wouldn't admit that he was thinking about other things in a daze at this time, so he could only say that he was thinking about what he was going to do in the afternoon.

"Oh, seeing that you suddenly didn't speak, and you looked a little weird, you thought you were thinking about something else?" It's always been only when he's thinking about something that he shows such a look.

So at this moment, I felt that he was a little scared, probably worried that something bad would happen.

"No, you really think too much, what can you do? Like you said, it's natural to have fun when you come out to play. "Some words are not time to say it for the time being, so at this time, I can only choose to hide it, and I can only choose to divert my attention.

"I think we should take a break at noon, I can't say that we are all playing at noon." Shu Yixin felt that there was no need to be in such a hurry, he was thinking about going to play at noon, and he should take a break.

Maybe it's because I'm playing so crazy in the morning that I feel a little tired, like I'm eager to go, but at this time I also feel that I should take a break before thinking about the afternoon.

"yes, I think I should take a break and think about the rest, but we don't have that much time, do we?" Ren Xiaoou also agrees with this idea, and feels that there is no need to be so anxious at this time, thinking about where to go to play at noon, and should take a proper rest.

Or maybe it's because I just had enough to eat, I don't want to move at this time, I just want to lie down and rest for a while.

When you're full, you want to be lazy, and then you don't want to move, a bit like the rhythm of turning into a pig. Before I ate, I was very interested in playing something, but suddenly I was full and didn't want to do anything.

"Even you have said so, so let's take a break, in fact, there is still a lot of time not to be in such a hurry." Ye Jinghao also agreed to this approach, because he also felt a little tired and wanted to rest.

However, if his girlfriend insists on going out to play, he can only accompany her. Since she wanted to take a break at this time, such a result would be the best for herself.

"Then let's just decide, take a break and then talk about where to go in the afternoon, maybe we can move around freely in the afternoon, casually walk around the neighborhood, in fact, the environment and air here are quite good." He Yuhe rarely put forward his own suggestions, and he didn't need to go out and walk around separately, everyone was together at any time.

Even though everyone goes out to play together, there is also free time.

If there is a place that someone particularly wants to go, in fact, they can be separated, and they don't say that they must be together.

"Okay, then let's settle it, let's go out for a walk in the afternoon and find out what's so different." Ren Xiaoou also felt that after getting up, they would go out and walk around and get together again at night. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.