Chapter 11: A Messy Sense of Security
The snowflakes fell, and all around were white, and the grayness of the sky did not stop the beauty of the snow.
Su Mu secretly turned his head and glanced at Ye Mansion, and when he saw that there were no visitors, Su Mu grabbed Lian Ziyu's neck, "Why is she there?" ”
"Who? I don't know! Lian Ziyu hurriedly broke free from the clutches of the devil and pretended to be stupid to save his life.
Su Mu didn't eat his set, he made a big snowball, and threw it towards Lian Ziyu, he didn't hide, but still smashed the snowball on his head, and then he hugged his head and shouted, "Pain, you are going to murder your husband!" ”
"Bah, I'm going to murder you, two hundred and five."
"Why are you angry again, tell me, are you jealous again?"
"Lian Ziyu, did I tell you not to be too intimate in front of outsiders." She was really convinced, and every time she told him not to be too close to him in front of outsiders, she really said it a hundred times, and she didn't listen to it a hundred times.
When Lian Ziyu heard her call his full name, he must have been really angry, and immediately explained: "Look at you, tears are rolling in your eyes, I'm not in a hurry." ”
"Hey, you're usually so smart, why does your brain stop running at a critical moment, oh no, you have a kind of intermittent amnesia in love."
Lian Ziyu silently picked up a snowball and kneaded it in his hand, "It's also about you, I have lost some of my judgment." ”
The snowflakes fell on the shoulders of Su Mu and Lian Ziyu, accumulating little by little, Su Mu felt a burst of coolness, slowly cooled to the heart, suddenly felt a little tired, and said faintly: "Lian Ziyu, after all, I am now a man, and I am just a subordinate, and I really can't resist those gossips." ”
"With me, no one can hurt you, and no one dares to talk about you." Lian Ziyu gently hugged Su Mu's shoulders and handed the snow doll in his hand to Su Mu. "Look at it just like you, Snow Doll."
Su Mu sighed lightly and patted the snow off his shoulders clean, and the snow doll was in her hand, making her hands even colder.
The snow on the wall in front of it may have piled up a lot, and it has even created a lot of strange shapes, and from a distance, some are round, some are steep, and some are collapsed because they can't bear it.
This Lian Ziyu looked at Su Mu with a smile, he thought he was familiar with Mu Mu, but he didn't see through Su Mu's inner thoughts, that thought was hidden very deeply: Lian Ziyu, you may never have thought that you are the proud son of heaven, no one dares to offend you, but I am different, no one treats a slave who seduces the master, I may be more difficult to move than before, and it is difficult to move forward.
Su Mu adjusted his mood and held the snow doll in his hand tightly, it changed in the palm of his hand, Su Mu held the doll that was pinched and deformed by her and held it up in front of Lian Ziyu, "Don't divert the topic for me, say, why is she there." ”
"Xiao Susu is her cousin, after the Xiao family was raided, only the Zhang family relied on, and now Xiao Susu is married to the son of General Ye, who is famous in Zhuangguo, and it is also considered Gao Pan, and the Zhang family naturally took the opportunity to get closer, so Miss Zhang will appear today." Lian Ziyu slapped the snow on her hands as she spoke, holding it in her palm.
"I see, then I'm going to Zhang's house to have a look." Su Mu wanted to go to Zhang's house to see what Zhang Ying'er said about juggling, recently he was really lazy and bored, maybe the Zhang family's performance would be very exciting in half a month, and it was also excellent to join in the excitement and see the world.
"What is your purpose?"
"Yo, now you have a brain?" Su Mu twisted him again, "I just don't want you to make eye contact with that Miss Zhang family in a place I can't see." ”
"Nonsense, when have you been eyebrows, that Miss Zhang is not as frivolous as you think." Lian Ziyu shrugged, and then the little guy led the horse to follow, and Su Mu walked forward side by side with him, there were almost no pedestrians on the street, and only their footsteps could be heard in the quiet street.
"Then why did Miss Zhang invite me, but you never mentioned taking me along?" Su Mu is best at circumventing people, and being able to talk makes you feel guilty.
Lian Ziyu hurriedly put up three fingers and was about to swear, "Mumu, the conscience of heaven and earth, I am willing to take you, very willingly, you go with me, I am very happy." ”
"What kind of interesting juggling team did this Zhang family invite, so exciting."
"It's not just those stilts, lion dances, whatever, what's new."
"That's it?" Su Mu didn't hear anything interesting in it, so he was a little lost, "Big brother, have you ever heard of ice skating." ”
"Huh? But the performances of skating on the ice? Lian Ziyu had seen such a performance during his travels in the northern country, where a group of people wore special skates and danced freely on the frozen lake.
"Yes, and ice stilts, if you're on ice stilts and somebody else slides past them, it's going to be a great show."
"But the stilts are already very difficult, how can you still stand on the ice?"
"You can nail a rake at the bottom of the stilt to prevent slipping."
"That's a good idea, but this juggling team wasn't invited by Lianjia, so I can't mention it, but in a few days, I'll give you the best team to perform, just for you."
"Then I won't go, you will have a good relationship with that Miss Zhang." When Su Mu said this, she was very indifferent, she couldn't stand it now, she was obviously a man, but she still had to pout and play a scoundrel, and she felt disobedient.
"Hahaha, Mumu, Mumu. Take a walk and take you to eat something delicious. ”
The snow was falling more and more rapidly, and the cold wind was very soaking to the bones, Su Mu had already eaten noodles, and he was not hungry at this time, so he refused to go back to the house to rest by himself.
The gossip she heard today was enough for her to digest for a while, she didn't have any confidants here, and now she fell in love with Lian Ziyu, there was too much resistance, so much that she had no time to enjoy this relationship, every time she encountered problems, Su Mu was asking herself, why she was so tired.
Emotional things are not easy to control, this is her first love in this world, although she is tired of being spoiled with Lian Ziyu, there is still no way to make her forget those terrible memories, those outside gossip and disturbances, those smiling spectators seem to have known the ending, waiting to see her jokes.
Only Lian Heng was still running for her, and no matter who he was doing it for, she thanked him.
Recently, even the news sent by Heng made Su Mu scratch his head, when she left Shangrao Village, the Xie family's mother and son were fine, even if she gave Xie Yushu a knife, it would not be fatal, he was very sure of this.
Why did it evolve into the Xie family's youngest daughter Xie Rao eloped with her lover, and it didn't take long for the Xie family of three to be robbed by thieves, and they couldn't resist the plot of being wiped out.
Su Mu pondered for a long time, and there was only one possibility, that is, the Xie family in Yingzhou found out that she was missing, and then blocked the news.
"What are you wondering about?"
Jiyue Yinxue, everywhere was quiet, Lian Ziyu interrupted Su Mu's train of thought, "Why are you here?" ”
"I'm afraid you haven't eaten." Lian Ziyu shook the thing in his hand towards her.
"I didn't tell you that I ate noodles?" Su Mu didn't expect Lian Ziyu to appear at this time, and suddenly felt very strange, there were 10,000 fierce beasts roaring in his heart, probably he had been trapped for a long time, and he wanted to explode inexplicably.
"Nope! Didn't you start making a fuss as soon as you met? "Lian Ziyu has really been a little confused about Su Mu recently, and he always feels that there is something between them?
She had her favorite hibiscus tofu on her hand, the delicate tofu that seemed to be shattered in a flash, "Well, that's what I said, Lian Ziyu, I really want to talk to you." ”
As soon as he heard Su Mu speak like this, Lian Ziyu inexplicably had a bad premonition, so he didn't speak, just spread out the food, the courtyard where Su Mu lived, only she and Lian Heng on weekdays, the heavy snow pressed the wall, there was some accident at home, Lian Heng rushed to deal with it, and he had not returned at this hour.
"I've been feeling very tired lately, and after being with you, I'm under a lot of pressure, I don't know if you can understand it, it's just aggrieved!" Seeing that he didn't speak, Su Mu suddenly became a little impatient, and his voice also raised an octave, could it be that Kwai Shui was coming, and he couldn't control his emotions so much.
Lian Ziyu never expected him to come over and bring her food, but what he got was such a result, and he also felt aggrieved in his heart, isn't this nothing to do? "And what do you want me to do? Am I not tired and aggrieved? ”
"I know what you want to say, because of our relationship, your family is constantly putting pressure on you, and you have been controlling the gossip outside, and you want to be by my side all the time in order to protect me, right?"
"If you know, why are you going to do so much lately, and what do you want me to do?"
"Forget it, big brother, I shouldn't lose my temper suddenly. You've done a good job, but I'm not satisfied yet, I can't control my emotions, I'm sorry. ”
"Mumu, don't you be like this, I'm very scared every time you do this, I always feel that you are going to leave me in the next second." Even though she lowered her head, Lian Ziyu felt it, and her eyes lost their light.
In Su Mu's eyes, Lian Ziyu has his own way of dealing with everything, and he can be alone when he encounters difficulties, but in the matter of their relationship, he suddenly lost his smart and wise appearance, and became a little rough.
At first, when he heard the gossip from the outside world, Su Mu had already thought of a countermeasure, as long as he left, he would change back to Xie Rao's daughter, so that although the door was not right, at least the two of them were in line with the current mainstream.
Later, Lian Ziyu came to her frequently, got close to her, and even used extraordinary means to control the people around her to create rumors, during that time, Su Mu was basically unable to move an inch, and the people under her avoided her, and everywhere she could feel that someone was muttering and gossiping behind her, and Su Mu, who was already a little nervous and didn't sleep well every day, became more serious, and began to like to drill the tip of the horns, and even like to pick thorns.
Su Mu lowered her eyes, and when she went out today, she deliberately picked out Lian Ziyu's favorite clothes, the light blue color was particularly prominent in the snow, and she deliberately appeared at that time, all in order to show her affection in front of people, which was originally the last thing she wanted to do, but now she has done it together.
Today is not the first time that such a contradiction has occurred, every time Su Mu finally braked to calm down, the two were silent, and then they didn't see each other for a few days, and there was no more after seeing each other, and the cycle was the same.
"Big brother, I'm fine, maybe I didn't sleep well, let me rest for a while."
Lian Ziyu looked at her, sighed, and put his hand on hers, "Mumu, I like you, I do everything because I like you." ”
When will she feel safe?