Chapter 734: Living by His Promise
For example, in the end, the relationship between himself and him can only end in failure, which can only show that there is not enough trust between himself and him, and the relationship between himself and him is really inappropriate, and in the end it can only be regarded as peace, and the breakup will not leave so many regrets.
In fact, it's just the beginning that I haven't started to fall in love yet, how do I know that I am not suitable for him, I haven't experienced it, how do I know that the ending will be sad, maybe I am really suitable for him.
In fact, no one can say such a thing clearly, and the original emotional things are not clear and do not understand, but since they are in love at this time, and they have each other in their hearts, then they can be brave once for love, even if two people fall in love together, not only for marriage, but for the future, if two people are together, they can be separated at any time if they feel unsuitable in the future.
At this time, I didn't even start to say that I was separated, and I still felt a little cruel, and I didn't give myself a chance, and I didn't give the other party a chance.
"It's right that you can think like this, really don't let your life leave too many regrets, and you will regret it for the rest of your life if you miss it." I used to think that I had time and opportunity to be able to think about it, but if I wasn't half-hearted and worried too much at that time, how could it lead to such a result.
If I could have made a decision to be with him at that time, then today has come, and now I and his life should be happy, and it will not become a permanent regret, and heaven and man will say goodbye forever.
At this time, it is useless to regret it, he has been away from his side for decades, and he has relied on those memories of him for decades, day by day.
In fact, what he didn't tell him was that these days were really difficult, and he didn't want to live such a life, but for himself, there was really no other choice, and then he could only keep this career, because he once said that one day, he would help more orphans, so that those orphans would not be displaced and sheltered from the wind and rain.
After he left, he didn't have the ideal to complete, and he could only complete it for him, and now he has done it, but he has left his side forever, and he will never see him again.
Who knows the bitterness in their hearts and how much they miss him in their hearts, but no matter how much they think about him, he will not appear by his side, and he is destined to never meet him again.
In the end, he still cruelly left his side, maybe this is God's punishment for himself, he originally had a happy life, but he was ruined by himself.
Shu Yixin walked over, patted the dean's shoulder, looked at her, and said lightly, "Those are already things in the past, don't think about it anymore, don't be sad anymore, he should be very uncomfortable when he sees you like this, he wants you to be happy." At this moment, I didn't know what to say to comfort her, after all, I wouldn't be able to comfort people when I came up.
The two of them originally loved each other, but when it was too late to make a choice, God took a step earlier and made a choice for them. After all, the two of them still missed it, leaving a lifetime of irreparable regrets.
After listening to this story, let yourself feel that you are not as bad as you think, and you should grasp your own happiness and your future life, and you should not be manipulated by fate.
If you don't do some things now, you will eventually become a regret, so I really don't want to be a regret, I don't want to live my life in the future, but I live alone.
At this time, you must be brave, you must make a decisive decision, if you really love her, then be with him, if you really make up your mind not to be with him, then take the initiative to make it clear to the other party, and cut off the other party's thoughts.
Continue to drag it out like this, because if it drags on like this, it will be a disservice to both parties, and neither is the best choice.
No matter what you choose, you should make it clear to the other party, if you want to be with each other, then you can be together, work together, and create a tomorrow that belongs to each other.
"Although it has been decades since these things are said, whenever I think about it, I still feel heartache, and my heart still aches faintly, and I still haven't let go of it after all, and it has become my heart disease for the rest of my life." As he spoke, the dean told Shu Yixin to let her cherish the people in front of her and not let her life leave regrets and remorse.
"That's the person I really loved, how can I not feel distressed, I think, no matter how many years have passed, that feeling will still not change." Although it is said that so many years have passed, these things have been experienced by myself, and no matter how long I have experienced it, it will still hurt.
The other party is someone he has loved, how can he not be heartbroken when he thinks of these things, that is true love, so he will feel special pain.
"The reason why I tell you these things is that I don't want you to leave too many regrets, no matter what the result is, you should work hard for your life." Because I have no choice in life, if I have a choice, I also hope that I can choose again and return to him, so that I can be happy with him.
It's a pity that there is no possibility in this life, and there is no longer a chance between himself and him. He had been away from his side for a long, long time, and had even forgotten how long it was, and what he looked like.
I missed such happiness, and naturally I don't want the people around me to experience the same path I have traveled before. I am not happy, but I hope that the people around me can get their own happiness.
If someone could tell me what to do at that time, I wouldn't have come to that point, I wouldn't have waited until I lost it, I would cherish it, I would regret it, and I should have a happy life now.
It's a pity that I couldn't figure it out at that time, and there was no one around me to remind me, which led to such an accident and caused me to be destined to be alone in my life.
After listening to this story, Shu Yixin's heart was still quite deep. Maybe I never thought that such a thing would happen to the dean, I was just a little curious before, why she never got married in her life and has been guarding the orphanage, she didn't say that there was no such opportunity, but she didn't want to, she would rather guard the orphanage by herself than get married and have children.
I didn't understand why she did this, but after listening to her story, I understood how infatuated she was, just for the person she loved, just for a promise, but it took a lifetime to wait.
Although I am very sympathetic to her experience, I also know clearly that some things are uncontrollable, not that people can control them, if she knew that such an accident would happen at the beginning, she would not hesitate back then, and there would be no follow-up things, but who knows what kind of accident will be, waiting for whom.
I may not have made up my mind before, but after listening to the story of the dean, I really decided that no matter what kind of ending I will face next, I will have no regrets, and I must be brave for love at least once. Because I don't want to be like this, I will die alone and grow old, and I will only guard him all my life.
Rather than this, it is better to work hard, to strive for their own happiness, maybe there will be another world, after their own efforts, they and he can finally live a happy and stable life, not to live a life alone.
"It's good if you can figure it out, and the rest doesn't need to be said, the dean just wants to tell you with my personal experience that some things really can't be missed, and if you miss it, you won't do it again, and it will become a lifelong regret." I have been putting these things in my heart for a lifetime, and I rarely mention them to the people around me, if I didn't happen to talk about them today, I wouldn't have said it.
For himself, this will be a lifelong pain, and many times he is reluctant to take it out, because every time he thinks about it, his heart will hurt once, and he will miss him very much.
It's just that in this life, I don't have the opportunity to meet him again, and what I have in my hands is just very few photos of his memories. After all, in his own time, the material life was still relatively lacking, so there were only two photos, and I don't know what he will look like when he gets old, but I can't think of anything.
In his own mind, his figure is really getting more and more blurred. even said that he was a little scared, and one day he would forget him, but how could he be willing to forget him, he was the person he loved, and he had such an important place in his heart.
Sometimes when I am alone, I will say that I want to have a person who is still alive, so what will he be like today?
Is it still the same as before, so handsome and handsome, after so many years of trials and tribulations, his face is full of wrinkles, and he is no longer as handsome as when he was young, but the relationship between himself and him has not changed.
But sometimes, there are some things that I really can't control, and I don't want to, but there is no way, after all, I am still old, and after all, I am still alone for so many years. It can be regarded as fulfilling his promise to him, fulfilling his dream, and guarding the orphanage he wants to protect.