It's finally winter break. The most nervous thing for students is whether they will have a ticket to go home. Yun Feng had the help of the senior brothers in the hometown association, and more than a dozen fellows from different departments and grades had already grabbed the tickets to go home, including Yun Feng's, of course.

Yun Feng was both missing and somehow a little timid about going home.

Leaving home to go to college, that is, the day her father left, she was trapped under the big banyan tree next to the teaching building that day was the most uncomfortable, and then she got used to it day by day, and in less than a month, she got used to this free university campus hundreds of miles away from home. Even, the slightest bit of worry, fear and anxiety about home has disappeared because of the distance from home. In particular, the busyness on campus, the company and joy of her peers all made her forget the timid girl when she was a child, but she constantly challenged her bravery in this verdant green grass. She almost thought she was an absolutely brave person. But when I went home, I opened the long-closed drawer of fear in my heart.

Yun Feng was afraid of going home, in fact, the most important point was that she felt that she was the biggest expense in her family, and she felt a burden in her heart.

Although she chose Haicheng Normal University at that time, one of the important reasons was that the tuition fee was much lower than other schools. The tuition fees of normal colleges are subsidized by the state, and the tuition fees of ordinary comprehensive universities are seven or eight thousand per academic year, or at least more than five thousand, while the tuition fees of Haicheng Normal University are about three thousand per academic year, including accommodation fees, and the school is located in the southwest, unlike the large expenses in Guangzhou, Shenzhen and other places, and basically four thousand a year including food expenses can be stopped. But this is also a huge expense for a working-class family like my father.

Yun Feng remembered that when the school started, his father sat on the sofa and bowed his head to ponder alone, frowning slightly, and knew that he was thinking about his tuition. And it has always been that when parents are happy, Yun Feng is happy.

It's just that now, I am still the owner of the money, and I can't reduce the burden on my parents well, so I have to bear the guilt in my heart silently. But this kind of guilt, when facing parents and at home, will become nervous and uncomfortable again.

Shanan Nantong didn't know Yun Feng's thoughts, in his eyes, she was carefree, independent, kind, gentle, cute, occasionally a little willful, and didn't like to be bound by a girl with a prominent personality. Before he could delve into more of her personality, she inadvertently began to inhabit him.

In the face of the winter vacation, he also missed his father and mother at home, and he was very reluctant to leave Yun Feng for such a long time. But in the end, he asked Yun Feng for the phone number at home, thinking about calling her during the winter vacation, but she said that she finally got home and should be with her family more, they could see each other almost every day at school, and they could meet again after a month of winter vacation as usual, so there was no need to rob her of precious time with her family.

He felt that she was reasonable, so he nodded in agreement. He knew her, never told lies, and did, so he only called her on Chinese New Year's Eve and New Year's Day to greet and greet her, and later she told him to visit relatives everywhere, so he was at ease at home to study his computer.

When Yun Feng returned home, his younger brother Junsheng, who was in his first year of high school, had completely become a half-sized young man, and he no longer liked to take her hand to go shopping as before. He realized that he was a boy, and he was happy that his sister was back, but he was not interested in the fact that his sister wanted to hold hands and take him shopping after she came back. Yun Feng wanted to pull his hand several times, but this kid threw him away, and after she laughed at him a few times, she stopped forcibly pulling his hand, but just told him to study hard.

Yun Feng's father was also very happy that his daughter was back, and he was also pleased to hear his daughter talk about her performance in school. At the same time, his father gave Yun Feng a major task, which was to teach Junsheng English. But Junsheng's least favorite thing is English, his brain is better than Yun Feng, don't worry about mathematics, physics and chemistry, even if it is language comprehension and writing, because he loves to read, it is not much worse, just this English, the basis for learning well is to memorize words, but this kid rarely doesn't want to touch it.

Every time Yun Feng entered his room and wanted to help him dictate words and interpret texts, he took the initiative to close the door and twist the lock, and then began to bargain with his sister, and also came up with various ways to make his sister unable to restrain him.

Faced with the battle of wits and courage between the sister and brother in front of English, Yun Feng was very helpless, she was indeed not her brother's opponent. Thinking that her brother learned chess to teach her at the age of seven, she had never won against him, and it was even more impossible to win him if she had to move her heart and brain.

But at that time, Yun Feng still didn't understand social affairs, and didn't know what reading meant to a child in a small town family. Because, Jun Sheng, who is in the third year of high school, is planted in the English course, and this one has not been turned over, which is indeed a big restriction for Jun Sheng's later development, just like mathematics is to Yun Feng. Of course, that's another story.

It's just that every time Yun Feng thinks about it, he feels that he has failed to be a good sister, failed to take responsibility for his younger brother, failed to take a good account of his father, and is ashamed of Junsheng and his father. And such a strong sense of family also gradually came into existence after Yun Feng came out of society for several years.

The regrets of life are all regrets at the time, and after the fact, they can only be heart-wrenching memories. The feeling of powerlessness that if it had been at the beginning, what would have happened later, is the biggest regret. But the warrior of life lies in each person's own ability, who can stand up from the lack of the past, face the current situation of life that has been wronged, rise up bravely, try his best, and finally kill a horse pistol. Yun Feng should be like this, Jun Sheng should be like this, and everyone who is alive in this society should be like this.

But Yun Feng's winter vacation, what overwhelmed her the most was that Li Yunhe came to her and Junsheng in private and told her about the current situation of the Li family's brothers and sisters. To be exact, it is the current situation of Li Yunhe's elder brother Li Yunfeng.

"Sister Cao'er, my brother is very valued by the township after becoming a technician, grandma is old, and she said that her brother is promising, so she should hurry up while she can still walk around and give birth to a grandchild for her to hug, so that we also have a sister-in-law to take care of."

Li Yunhe said half hesitantly and half worriedly. He was worried that Sister Cao'er would not know whether she would be happy or unhappy when she heard the news of his brother. He didn't know what happened between his brother and Yun Feng, but intuitively, he knew that his brother and Sister Cao'er were different from others.

"Oh, so your brother is going to get married?"

Yun Feng's heart still flashed a trace of pain in his heart as if he had been stabbed.

"Well, Sister Helan'er, you know. Well, the day they set is the twenty-fifth of the year, and the wedding is after the New Year, and they will take advantage of the Spring Festival to finish these ceremonies together, and it will not affect the spring ploughing. ”

Li Yunhe seems to have matured a lot, and he is as calm as an adult when he speaks, but he still has the flying aura of his childhood between his eyebrows.

Jun Sheng didn't know anything about his sister and Yun Feng's brother, and when he heard it, he immediately said happily:

"Okay, Brother Yunfeng is married, sister, should we go too?"

"You go, I can't go."

The grass said colorlessly.

Jun Sheng got bored, so he didn't speak.