Stood up in front of the window and looked at Yun Feng, who was relaxing and resting his eyes for a while, turned around, faced the computer screen again, plugged in the network cable, logged in to the QQ group, and dragged the page again to read the plan again, and after confirming that it was correct, the document was sent to the core team group of the Shidao Teaching and Research Garden, and briefly talked about the content of the document in the group and asked everyone to give comments after reading it. There are naturally Sha Nantong in the group, as well as Lin Ming, Li Feng, Lin Hualei and Yun Feng himself.

This was Yun Feng's first appearance in the group after the last call with Shananan to confirm that he was going to marry Lin Hualei. Lin Hualei and Shanantong's avatars are naturally black, and so is Lin Ming, in Michigan, USA, in the early hours of the morning. Li Feng, who was in Shenzhen, quickly replied in the group, "Received, feedback after reading." Then he was speechless.

Yun Feng looked at Li Feng and his own avatar lit up in the group, and then looked at the black avatar of Shannan, his heart was like a knife, and a breath of cold air swam in his chest.

Shannan's black portrait continued to carry countless images of the past that she could not forget, like a pitch-black film negative cut into squares, superimposed and swirled, shattering the lake of tears in her eyes, making her throb into the black hole that had existed since she was a child in her heart for a long time. She could even feel the black hole of her mind begin to open its bottomless dark jaws in the cold, devouring the unforgettable past of him and her that came to her mind, unrecognizable and flesh flying.

Her bright heart was also clouded and dark at this moment, and her straight waist collapsed in an instant, causing her to crawl on the table weakly. Everything in her eyes suddenly became a gray and black lifeless line, making her feel that life was so monotonous and painful.

She still didn't know how to face the sudden gloom in her heart that swept all the colors, and she couldn't see the hope of getting out of the overwhelming gloom here. At this moment, she became a puppet of this gloomy and painful emotion.

She struggled to grab the cup in her hand, put the rim of the cup to her lips with great effort, and subconsciously swallowed the water poured from the cup, the water had already cooled, but she couldn't afford to add hot water, just used the cold water to take a sip and stop, and then take a sip to stop to relieve herself of the pain brought by the dark and oppressive line world in her eyes.

She didn't know whether it was the world that brought her the extraordinary pain of her heart, or whether Shanan's determination brought her the collapse of the world in this moment of emotional outburst and the black hole opened its mouth.

It wasn't until she lay on the table softly and grabbed the cup and fell into a weak drowsiness in the gloom, and then was woken up by the wake-up bell for the lunch break at two o'clock at noon, that she reluctantly struggled up, drank water, went to the sink in the stairwell to comb her hair, washed her face, stood in the corridor to wake herself up, watched more and more students in the school corridor downstairs pour into the teaching building, diverted into different floors and teachers, and listened to the footsteps of teachers ringing around the corner, she returned to her desk, Slowly, one by one, I pulled out the materials needed for the afternoon class.

Her gloomy emotions, the black hole in her heart, always seem to be pulled out by something related to him when she is idle, crushing everything. Only these imminent things can make her stand up in the action she has to do, and let the gloomy mood disappear for the time being.

But her whole thing, in fact, is still trapped in the trauma left by the timeline of her constant loss of love.

From her separation from her mother and father at the beginning, the separation from her grandmother when she was a teenager, the goodbye with her grandfather and grandfather when she was young, and then the separation from Zheng Xingxing and Li Yunfeng after she fell in love, and now the emotional rupture after falling in love with Shanan, all of her original latent love consciousness and energy have been cut off again and again when they are about to connect, just as the belly button is left when the baby is separated from the mother, and what she leaves behind when she is separated from love is the black hole that is getting bigger and bigger in her heart. Devouring the sunshine and joy of her perceived life.

She put her hands on her cheeks and covered her cheeks with her palms, just like when she left home for the first time in the first year of junior high school and boarded in Yuncheng No. 1 Middle School, she still had some scruples, covered the tears with her palms, lowered her head, and quickly wiped her wet face with a tissue.

"Yo, Teacher Yun, it's so early."

A homeroom teacher who had just stepped through the door greeted him.

Yun Feng usually hurried into the office to get books and go to the classroom when class was about to start, and it was really rare to sit in the office and wait for class in less than a quarter of an hour like today. So those who saw her were amazed.

"yes, I came here early today."

Yun Feng tried his best to bend his mouth in response.

"It's not like you didn't go back at noon, did you?"

Vice President Wang went into the office to get the class books, raised his eyes and saw Yun Feng sitting in the seat drinking water, remembered the exchange between himself and Yun Feng at noon, and asked with a smile.

"Well, I wasn't sleepy at noon, so I didn't go back."

Yun Feng smiled and responded.

"Oh, that's done?"

Vice President Wang asked with a smile again.

"I'm done."

Yun Feng nodded and replied with a smile.

"Not bad! You can't miss lunch, right? ”

Vice President Wang gave a thumbs up.

"Hehe, I have dry food here, and I ate some biscuits. Not hungry. ”

Yun Feng replied embarrassedly.

"I still have some food in this drawer, and I'll come and get it when I'm hungry after class."

Vice President Wang said with a concerned smile.

"Thank you so much. I'm going to get hungry when I'm going to get it. If you're not hungry, you won't have anything to eat another day, and then go over and pull your drawer. You don't have any secrets, do you? ”

Yun Feng still smiled, and replied gratefully and playfully.

"Hahaha...... There are classified documents, will you read them? ”

"No, how dare you. But you still have to get the delicious food. ”

"Hahaha......"

Thanks to Vice Principal Wang's series of care and laughter, Yun Feng felt that his footsteps to go to the classroom were finally on the ground, and he didn't float and couldn't stand.

On the three-foot podium in the classroom, Yun Feng looked at the eyes full of wisdom and curiosity sitting at the bottom of the podium, and she completely and completely forgot the gloomy emotions generated by the pain that would stir up trouble in her heart at some point. Take a look at the latest chapters of "Country Orphan Paw Book House" to read for free for the first time.