Shen Yan raised his hand and touched the plate, it was still warm - it seemed that it had just been finished for a short time.

She looked up at the door again, Jian Xiu's slippers were neatly placed on the shoe rack, and he was not at home.

Shen Yan lowered his eyes, glanced at the table full of dishes with a somewhat complicated expression, then pursed his lips and turned around to pour a glass of water, and then walked to his room without stopping any longer.

But halfway through, her steps stopped again, she couldn't help but look back at the table again, a hint of struggle flashed in her eyes, hesitated for a while, and finally sighed, and turned around and walked towards the table again in compromise.

She sat down in front of the bowl of rice and glanced at the dishes on the table, all of which were her favorite food, and it seemed that they were indeed specially made for her.

Shen Yan pursed her lips, and only picked up the chopsticks to eat after a while, the food was delicious, but she didn't know why she couldn't be happy.

She took a few bites of wax, and then, without warning, her tears suddenly flowed.

Warm tears flowed down her cheeks and into her mouth, with a slight bitterness.

Then, she suddenly lay on the table and wept silently, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances she had suffered, and she was out of control.

Shen Yan didn't know what was wrong with her, since marrying Jian Xiu, she had suffered a lot of grievances, but she hadn't cried, could it be that Jian Xiu had treated her well today, but she broke down and cried.

Shen Yan didn't know how long she had been crying in this empty living room, but after her emotions gradually calmed down, the food was already cold.

She drank a cup of hot water to relieve the discomfort in her throat, and then took out her mobile phone to call her mother Chen Jie.

The phone rang for a while before it was connected, and Chen Jie's voice was a little tired, "Hey? ”

"Mom." Shen Yan's voice was still a little hoarse, but her voice was light, not at all like she had cried, and she didn't know when she got used to disguise in the face of her parents.

"What's wrong with your voice? Crying? Chen Jie's voice was puzzled, and then seemed to be a little nervous and worried, "Is Jian Xiu bullying you again?" ”

"Mom, what do you say? When did Jian Xiu bully me? I said a long time ago not to watch the nonsense on TV, we're fine, I'm just a little cold. ”

"Oh......" Chen Jie replied suspiciously, and then sighed, "Take care of yourself outside, since you don't want to go home, then don't let us worry." ”

Shen Yan let out a sullen "um", and then changed the topic, "Are you working overtime again?" It's almost the end of the year, is the company very busy? ”

"Yes, your dad is busier, and I also want to help him share a little bit of it, so I also work blindly." Chen Jie replied lightly, then hesitated, and still asked, "It's New Year's Day soon, don't you come back to have a look?" ”

Shen Yan pursed his lips, "I'm going to go to the Scenic Area of City C with the crew tomorrow to shoot exterior scenes." ”

Chen Jie was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Is that the play where Jin An is the director?" ”

Shen Yan was not surprised that Chen Jie would know this, after all, it was reported in the news, and it was not surprising that she knew, so she did not deny it, "Yes, we want to finish the shooting before the year, so I'm afraid we don't have much free time." ”

"Then you and Jin An ......" Chen Jie wanted to speak and stopped, and finally only sighed and persuaded, "Jin An is a good boy, although I don't know what happened to you, but it has been so long, the friendship you grew up together since childhood is very rare, those past events, if you can reveal the past, you can reveal the past, anyway, you are married now, you can only be friends at most." ”

Shen Yan stared down at the corner of his clothes, "Hmm...... I know, Mom, don't worry about it. ”

Hearing that Shen Yan didn't want to say more about this issue, Chen Jie didn't speak again, thought about it, and asked again, "What about the Chinese New Year?" Are you coming back? ”

Shen Yan suddenly remembered that Jian Xiu said in the morning that they would go back to her house together for the New Year, but ...... Thinking about the unhappy parting later, probably this is not counted, so she smiled reluctantly, "I don't know if there will be a job yet...... We'll talk about that then. ”

Knowing her daughter Mo Ruomu, Chen Jie could hear that she was prevaricating, and she had the heart to count her two sentences, but thinking about the relationship between Shen Yan and her family in the past two years, she still didn't dare to say more.

"Well, then it's up to you...... Anything else? ”

"It doesn't matter...... I just miss you, and I want to ask how you and Dad are doing. ”

"If you really miss us, come back and see for yourself." Chen Jie thought about it, and didn't say anything about Shen Huandong's health not being good recently, but only added, "What can we do?" It's just that I'm a little busy with work. ”

"Good...... I'll go back when I'm free, then...... Mom, you're busy, I'll hang up first. ”

Putting down the phone, Shen Yan didn't feel homesick at all, but felt a heavier mood.

She collapsed on the sofa and looked at the ceiling quietly for a long time, and then she called Li Qian again.

Li Qian was as resolute as ever, picked up the phone and asked directly, "Shen Yan, what's wrong with you?" ”

Shen Yan pursed her lips, "Sister Li, I want to get a divorce." ”

On the other end of the "......", Li Qian didn't speak for a long time, and just when Shen Yan wondered if there was something wrong with the phone, he suddenly heard Li Qian say something to someone over there, "You go out first!" ”

After a while, Li Qian's angry voice came from the other end of the phone, "Grandma, what kind of demon are you going to be?!" ”

Shen Yan stared at the ceiling, "I didn't make trouble, this time I really want to divorce." ”

Li Qian only felt her temples jump suddenly, and she couldn't wait to crawl to the other side through the phone line to see what Shen Yan had in her head, she took two deep breaths, and then barely controlled her violent emotions, "Obviously, you know that I won't agree, but you called me, do you want me to dissuade you?" So you don't want a divorce at all, do you? ”

"No...... Sister Li, I mean really. Shen Yan's tone was very calm, "I want to divorce, but I don't want my career to suffer another blow, that's why I told you, Sister Li...... When my "Floating Dream" is finished, let's plan it well. ”

Li Qian's side didn't say anything for a long time again, and after a long time, Shen Yan heard Li Qian's tone very complicated and asked, "Have you really thought about it?" Are you sure you don't have any other feelings for Jian Xiu? ”

Shen Yan replied with great certainty, "I'm sure." ”

Li Qian seemed to sigh, but this time she quickly replied, "I know, I'll figure out for you what to do to minimize the damage, but you can't tell anyone about this idea again, and ...... During this time, you should also calm down, if you still want to divorce after the year, then we will talk about it then. ”

Shen Yan smiled, "Thank you, Sister Li." ”

"Don't thank me, it's my job."

Hanging up the phone, Shen Yan glanced at the empty living room, her heart was unprecedentedly calm, in fact, she had already had the idea of divorce, but she also knew that divorce would be a heavy blow to an artist's career, and now she can't afford it.

So she never mentioned it to anyone, but today she suddenly felt very tired, two people who don't love each other living under the same roof, no matter who it is, it is a kind of torture for anyone, since this is the case, it is better to let each other go.

After talking to Li Qian, Shen Yan relaxed instead, sometimes, in fact, the time before the decision was actually made was the most difficult.

Early the next morning, Qiu Jing drove Shen Yan to City C.

City C is not too far from City A, and it takes about four hours to drive, so at noon, Shen Yan arrived at the hotel where he was staying.

I went upstairs with my room card, but I didn't expect to meet Percy who was going downstairs at the elevator entrance so coincidentally, Percy was slightly stunned when she saw her, I don't know why, she didn't have the enthusiasm of the past, but on the contrary, she had a little unspeakable embarrassment, and greeted her dryly, "Eh...... You've just arrived? ”

Shen Yan nodded, "Yes, where are you going?" ”

"Oh...... I'll go downstairs for lunch, huh...... Do you want to be together? ”

Shen Yan felt that he was very strange when he looked at Boxi's appearance, and couldn't help muttering in his heart, could it be that he drank too much that day and did something, so he was allowed to be like this, right?

Shen Yan felt that she could make a move to knock down Jian Xiu after drinking too much, and it was not impossible to make something else, so thinking about it made her even more uneasy, so she nodded and said, "Then I'll go to dinner with you, I'm just a little hungry." ”

Saying that, she said to Qiu Jing, "I'll go to dinner with Percy first, you help me put the salute in the room, and then you can also go downstairs to eat." ”

Qiu Jing nodded and entered the elevator with her suitcase, and after thinking about it, she couldn't help but turn around and say to Shen Yan, "Sister Yan, don't eat too much!" ”

"......" Shen Yan couldn't help but glance down at his lower abdomen, gritted his teeth and said to Qiu Jing, "I said that I am not fat!" You're delusional! ”

The elevator door closed, and Shen Yan looked at Bai Xi, "Say, what's wrong?" ”

"Huh? What's wrong? Percy was stunned for a moment, looking innocent.

Shen Yan pouted, "I just want to ask you, did I do anything the day I got drunk?" ”

"Nope...... What are you referring to? ”

Shen Yan frowned, seeing that Boxi's expression seemed to be really nothing, and suddenly became even more strange, "If I didn't do anything, why did you see me stumbling?" ”

Percy pursed his lips, not knowing what to say, did he want to say that he was upset because of Jian Xiu's oath of sovereignty that day? Or should I say that I feel uncomfortable when I see the life photos of Shen Yan sent by Jian Xiu?