"Chapter 49: Breaking Free"

Jing Chen, who woke up in a groggy state, had a dry throat, and he struggled to get up to find a large glass of water, and drank it all down.

After looking around, he didn't find Yuanfan, so he leaned against the wall and rested for a while.

Looking at the watch, it was already past eleven o'clock. Thinking back to what happened last night, he vaguely remembered that he had chatted with Xiao Nan for a long time.

Although I can't remember what they said, I can still feel a trace of warmth engraved in my heart.

Jing Chen got up and opened the curtains, the dazzling sunlight shone on his face, and his right hand unconsciously blocked it.

The dappled light and shadow sprinkled on the sad face, and he already looked much haggard. At this moment, a retching pain hit his heart, prompting him to hurry towards the water room.

He tried to adjust his breathing, and the cramps of his stomach pressed down on the nerves, and his face turned red, and a burst of sour and dry tears could not help but soak out of his eyes.

After vomiting, he washed his face and felt the cold water, as if this would make him more comfortable.

After tidying up, he walked out of the bedroom. A lonely person came to the cafeteria, sat in a corner and ate.

As he ate, a figure walked up to him. He looked up and found that it was Xiao Nan sitting across from him.

"Jingchen, are you better?"

Jingchen was obviously a little embarrassed. He replied timidly, "It's better." Then he lowered his head again and went on eating.

"I've got you some porridge, it's good for your stomach, you can drink some quickly." Saying that, Xiao Nan slowly pushed a bowl of millet porridge in front of Jing Chen.

"Thank you." Jing Chen replied in a low voice.

"Well, I should have said sorry to you." Xiao Nan said.

"No, I know I had a nervous moment last night, and I should be the one to say I'm sorry." Jingchen responded.

"Okay, let's not talk about that, let's eat first."

After Xiao Nan finished speaking, the two of them silently ate the food in their bowls. And in this silence, the two people seemed to have found their previous feelings again.

After eating, Jingchen took the initiative to help Xiao Nan take the plate to the storage place and was about to leave.

At this time, Xiao Nan took the initiative to follow and said to Jing Chen, "Jing Chen, if you want, let's go for a walk together." ”

Jing Chen nodded, and the two of them went to a rest area in the classroom of the teaching building.

Xiao Nan looked at the classmates who were playing badminton and said to Jing Chen, "When it's okay one day, will we play a dozen of them, Jing Chen." ”

Jing Chen smiled and said, "You can do it at any time." ”

"Well, you can't regret the appointment."

"Of course." Jingchen responded. At this time, he hesitated slightly, and then said to Xiao Nan, "Xiao Nan, I don't know what to say, I drank a lot of wine last night, and I was ashamed." I vaguely remember that you talked to me a lot, and I think I listened to it. I hope you don't mind too much. ”

"Jingchen, I said, I caused you a lot of trouble, and I am responsible for this. So I thought about it a lot, we're still good friends, right? ”

Jing Chen was silent, just nodded slightly.

Xiao Nan could see Jing Chen's thoughts, she looked back at the badminton court and said to Jing Chen, "Why don't we play now, I see that some classmates are leaving, borrow their rackets, what do you say?" ”

Jing Chen smiled, "Okay, let's go." ”

"Don't exercise too hard, just finish eating, just play for a while." Xiao Nan said.

Jing Chen went over to stop the classmate who was about to leave and borrowed the racket, and then the two of them fought happily.

Although Jingchen deliberately let Xiao Nan, Xiao Nan's level is also very good, the long and short balls are switched freely, and the connection is quite perfect.

The two of them played for a while, and Jingchen bought a bottle of water and handed it over. "Can you drink cold today?"

"Hate ......"

Jing Chen sat down, and the two of them rested together.

"Jingchen, what do you think of today?" Xiao Nan asked.

"Very good." Jingchen responded.

"I think there are some things that we can't really rush, just like when we play badminton, it's not a game, it's a sport. Experiencing the fun of exercise, I think it's easier to feel comfortable and happy, and it's also good for health, don't you say? Xiao Nan said.

Jing Chen continued to nod, looking at the front with a blank look in his eyes and responded, "Xiao Nan, I understand." You're right, some things that are too anxious can hurt you even more, so it's good to be relieved, right? ”

"Well, you're glad you understand me." Xiao Nan said.

"Xiao Nan, thank you so much, I realized that there is such a flaw in my character. To be honest, I used to be really conceited, and conceited to the core. ”

"Everyone will have shortcomings, and I can't blame you. Maybe it's fate that made you meet me, and I'm such a selfish person. Xiao Nan responded.

Jing Chen smiled and said, "It seems that the two of us have held a criticism and self-criticism conference here." ”

"Okay, let's not talk about this, okay, just let it pass, okay Jingchen?"

"Well, I promise you Xiao Nan, I want to start over and be my true self."

"Then let's go back." Xiao Nan said.

"Let's go, go back ......"

Jingchen seemed to have let go of everything. Although I was reluctant, I had no choice.

For a period of time after this, Jing Chen rarely appeared in front of Xiao Nan.

He chose to precipitate, use time to precipitate himself, and slowly forget that unpleasant memory.

However, Gu Xin is still haunted, and the painful memory made her understand more that she should hold on to what she wants, even if she is unscrupulous.

Originally, Gu Xin was still worried, he knew that the relationship between Jingchen and Xiao Nan had eased, but what she didn't expect was that the two of them became estranged between the plain.

Jing Chen was very disgusted by Gu Xin's entanglement, which couldn't help but remind him of what he looked like when he was pestering Xiao Nan.

Seeing that Gu Xin had been following behind him, Jing Chen said to her weakly, "Gu Xin, I even want to beg you, please let me go!" We are really not suitable, why are you so stubborn! ”

Gu Xin didn't pay attention to any of Jing Chen's words at all, there was no reaction, no expression, and she was silent like a puppet that never left her.

Jing Chen was helpless, he tried to enlighten Gu Xin, and even that natural truth became overshadowed in the face of Gu Xin's stubbornness.

Fate is often strikingly similar, and then baptized in constant suffering. Jing Chen's persuasion of Gu Xin was so pale and powerless, and Gu Xin's stubbornness was more like the kind of religious belief after breaking free from pain, paranoid and fanatical. This was something Jingchen didn't expect.