Chapter 155: Actually, I Don't Love You That Much

As if only in this way could he and her suffering be redeemed.

After a long time, Mu Yunqing took a deep breath and looked up at his haggard handsome face, "Mu Qiancheng, why are you bothering?" ”

Mu Qiancheng let go of her body slightly, looked down at the bottom of her eyes, rubbed the bruises on her forehead with her fingertips, and the eyes flashed with pity.

Mu Qiancheng's voice was also hoarse, "I'm sorry, girl, I always let you get hurt and make you disappointed and sad, but I have my helplessness...... Believe me, I will definitely give you a happy future, wait for me, okay? ”

"Aren't you tired?" Mu Yunqing asked in a choked voice.

"Tired...... the corners of Mu Qiancheng's mouth flashed with bitterness, "But without you, I will be very painful." ”

He took her hand and placed it on the heart of his chest, "It hurts so much here, I can't imagine what I would do without you." ”

Hearing this, Mu Yunqing's tears became more and more fierce, and her heart became more and more painful.

Why wasn't she?

But the reality is too cruel, and after all kinds of experiences, she no longer dares to have any longings and fantasies.

In this case, long pain is better than short pain.

If it is going to be broken, why bother to break the thread.

In this way, they are undoubtedly in each other's hearts.

Thinking about it, Mu Yunqing pushed Mu Qiancheng away vigorously, her eyes were cold, "Mu Qiancheng, don't say it anymore...... Do you know that you are so stubborn and don't let go, which is a kind of trouble for me? ”

Hearing this, Mu Qiancheng was slightly stunned, and caught a glimpse of the coldness in her eyes, his body stiffened slightly, "Girl......"

"Don't call me that, okay?" Mu Yunqing gritted her teeth, "At the beginning, I was in a difficult situation in the Mu family, and only by finding a backer like you can I live in peace, at that time, you can call me as much as you want, as long as you are happy." ”

The corners of her mouth swept a mocking arc, "At that time, you were my towering tree, but now? Mu Qiancheng, you no longer have the ability to protect me, in your eyes, your family is the most important, in this case, why should I waste time with you? ”

A trace of pain flashed in Mu Yunqing's eyes, "Not only can't you protect me, but because we won't let go, we even caused Zhenyu to become a vegetative person!" Mu Qiancheng ...... What reason do you think I have to wait for you? ”

Mu Qiancheng was completely stunned, his eyes were filled with deep sorrow, and her every word was like a machine ripping out his heart.

"No, girl...... It's not what you're talking about. He grabbed her hand and clasped it tightly, "Are you saying this just to push me away?" ”

A trace of coldness flashed at the corner of Mu Yunqing's mouth, "You are wrong, this is what I said from the bottom of my heart, I have thought a lot in the past two days, Mu Qiancheng, I found that I actually don't love you that much." ”

Mu Qiancheng's heart was suffocated, and his heart kept clenching, and then tightening.

Mu Yunqing continued, "In the past, in the Mu family, I was very grateful for your kindness to me, in that environment, you were like a life-saving straw, I could only hold on to it. I was used to your kindness to me, and felt that I loved you, but later, from your grandfather to Mu Lanxin, you disappointed me so much, and at the same time, I suddenly realized that I just need you to protect me...... It has nothing to do with love. ”

Mu Qiancheng's whole body froze suddenly, and the hand on her shoulder slipped weakly, "Girl...... Does it really have to be so cruel? ”

Mu Yunqing sneered, "No, I just don't want to be cruel to you anymore, so I let you see this fact clearly and let you stop clinging." ”

Mu Qiancheng cupped her face, "Look at me." ”

Mu Yunqing looked at the painful expression on his face, "You look decadent now, and you are no longer the same you you used to be, Mu Qiancheng, why do you think I have to accompany you all the time?" ”

Mu Qiancheng's hands trembled slightly, and there was a hint of obscurity in his deep eyes, "Look into my eyes and tell me that it's not like that." ”

Hearing this, Mu Yunqing's heart was suffocated, and her heart seemed to be dripping blood, and the pain made her almost collapse.

"Look me in the eye!" Mu Qiancheng almost roared.

Finally, Mu Yunqing took a deep breath, looked up into the bottom of his eyes, and the hurtful words came out of his mouth again, "Mu Qiancheng, the way you cling to the past like this is really ugly. ”

Mu Qiancheng stared at her eyes, and her cold eyes reflected his humble inferiority.

It's like the last ten years, it's a joke.

Mu Yunqing, do you know that my heart was hurt by you.

Mu Qiancheng's body trembled slightly, and he suddenly felt so cold, so cold that even if he put on a cotton jacket, he couldn't resist it.

Because that sad chill came from the heart, and there was no cure.

It will be a pain for him for the rest of his life.

Mu Qiancheng almost staggered into the elevator, his back revealing a rich desolation and sorrow, as if he had been discarded by the whole world.

Pathetic and pathetic.

It wasn't until the number displayed by the elevator went down that Mu Yunqing finally couldn't support it, and her body slipped down the wall, tears welling up.

After a long time, she couldn't help but cry loudly, "Ahhhh......hh

In this way, the pain in the heart can be evacuated.

Mu Qiancheng, if there is an afterlife, it is good that you come from an ordinary family, so that we can stay together for the rest of our lives without any scruples.

But even if she starts all over again in this life, she will definitely fall in love with him desperately, even if it hurts.

Because, Mu Qiancheng, you are not only my deadly catastrophe, but also the warm salvation of my life.

It's just that she doesn't have the courage or the blessing after all.

Then, it is enough to keep the warm memories of the past ten years.

……

Su Su and Anxin sent a lot of WeChat messages to Mu Yunqing, and she didn't know how many calls she made, but she didn't respond.

A person is immersed in grief-stricken emotions and just wants to be alone and quiet, doing nothing, and letting the tears keep falling in their eyes.

After lying on the carpet in the room for two more days, Mu Yunqing finally felt hungry.

It turned out that she was still conscious.

So, life still has to be lived.

Do you want to die in pain? But she didn't have the right to die at all.

After she got up and washed, she heard a loud noise outside the door, as if someone was banging on the door.

Immediately after, she seemed to hear Su Su's voice, "Don't you leave the keys to the property?" ”

"The door is a fingerprint lock......"

Mu Yunqing frowned, stepped forward to open the door, and the property manager and security guard almost crashed in and threw themselves on the ground.

When Su Su and Anxin saw her, the two of them immediately burst into tears, and one hugged her while hugging her, Su Su choked and shouted, "Mu Yunqing!" You're scared the hell out of me, woo woo woo ......"

Mu Yunqing laughed bitterly, "What's wrong?" ”

"You conscienceless and still ask me what's wrong? You don't reply to messages and calls, how many times have I come here to look for you and knock on the door, you shouldn't, I thought you weren't at home......"

An Xin cried and nodded, seeing that Mu Yunqing was still alive, she wanted to squeeze out a smile, but the tears fell even more fiercely.

The worries and anxieties of these days were finally released at this moment.

"If it weren't for Mr. Mu asking me to come to you, I wouldn't have known that you were at home, but I didn't respond to how I called you, I thought ...... I thought it was ......"

Mu Yunqing said, "Do you think I can't commit suicide?" ”

Su Su wiped her tears, "But isn't it, you're scared us to death." ”

Mu Yunqing smiled bitterly, did he commit suicide? In the past few days, she has had countless thoughts like this, but she has suppressed them all her life.

She also has a father, a younger brother, and good friends.

The most important thing is Mu Qiancheng.

Loving someone doesn't have to be together, does it? Even if you can look at him from afar, it's a kind of satisfaction, right?

Although she knew that it would inevitably be painful.

But what else could she do?

She had no choice but to be strong.

Mu Yunqing said apologetically to the property manager, "I'm sorry, I've been feeling unwell recently, so I've been resting at home for a few days, but I'm really sorry to worry my friends and trouble you." ”

"It's okay, as long as you're okay."

After the property manager and security guard left, Su Su hugged Mu Yunqing tightly, "Yunqing, I know that you are sad and painful, but you can't do stupid things, you know?" ”

"I know......" A smile squeezed out of the corner of Mu Yunqing's mouth and led the two of them into the door.

Su Su and Anxin probably thought that she was saddened by the group beating on the street that night, and they didn't know about the break between her and Mu Qiancheng.

Mu Yunqing just wants to act well and live a peaceful life in the entertainment industry, but such a bad thing happened, which has led to being almost banned by fans.

Even if Mu Qiancheng intended to protect her and suppressed Mu Yunqing's voice that Mu Yu Entertainment was going to ban Xue Zang, but in the short term, Mu Yunqing was not suitable to appear in the public eye.

For Mu Yunqing, this is undoubtedly a heavy blow, and with the group beating incident that day, Su Su was worried that she would not be able to think about it.

Anxin gestured in sign language, [No matter what, you still have us, didn't you say that all bad things will pass after all? 】

Mu Yunqing nodded and took the hands of the two of them, "I'm sorry, I always let you worry about me." ”

As she spoke, she looked at Su Su, "It's a headache to be an artist like me, right?" ”

Su Su glanced at her, "Isn't it?" So, you have to be okay, don't give me a headache? ”

"Now that I've reached this point, why don't you apply to the company to bring other artists?"

She can't let Su Su be affected, after all, she still has to live.

Su Su still has to raise a small bun, she can't have no income, and she can't ruin her future.

Su Su pretended to be angry and glared at her, "You, you just think too much, the most important thing now is that you have to cheer up again, if you feel sorry for me, you have to work hard, you can't be defeated because of this, you know?" ”

Anxin nodded in agreement.

Mu Yunqing's heart swelled with a warm current, and he grabbed the hands of the two of them tightly, "Thank you...... Thank you. ”

Anxin comforted her hair and gestured, [Mu Yunqing, you are a fool, there is no need to thank us for our relationship. 】

Su Su nodded, "That's it." ”