Chapter 253: Qiao Nuanyang, it's me
She didn't ask anyone for help that night, Gu Peilin suddenly appeared to save her, took her away, and later solved the matter of Mr. Xu.
She should be grateful to Gu Peilin for this matter, maybe fate is such a blood, it always makes you more sad when you are sad, and more surprising when you are surprised, Qiao Nuanyang is also tired of explaining these things to him.
Her purpose now is simple, to separate from him.
Even if it is, maybe it will be difficult when you are separated, but it will get better later, Chen Chao said that if you want to open up business in other cities, you may be able to go to other cities to develop at that time, and it will be the same.
The most important thing is that they are not worthy of each other at all.
Will she not see the light for the rest of her life? Hiding and watching him and other women attend various places? She couldn't do it,
After thinking about it, she pinched her fingers and forced, "If you think so, you can do it." ”
You can be your sister!
He thought that Qiao Nuanyang would explain to him, but what she was talking about now was what she really thought in her heart? Qin Shijin's eyebrows furrowed even higher, "I'll give you a chance to explain." ”
"Explain what?" She asked him rhetorically, without the slightest hint of embarrassment, "You can say that I am cheap, you can also say that I am sick, the Gu family treated me like that at the beginning, do I still have to forgive Gu Peilin?" But this has nothing to do with Gu Peilin, what's more, Gu Peilin really wants to help me."
"Really help you?"
Qin Shijin was not angry, but there was some danger in his tone.
"Yes, Qin Shijin, what I want is actually very simple, I also need someone to really care about me, to be able to make me feel sincerely good, and warm, it is enough to ......," she felt the depressing aura around her, and only felt that maybe Qin Shijin felt very faceless, after all, she proposed for divorce and separation, "I am living well now, living on my own efforts, although I am a little tired, but it can make me feel very happy...... I thanked you for saving Rui Rui, but now that we're here, let's bless each other. ”
"I bless you ......"
She pursed her lips, the last few words almost squeezing out of her throat.
"Hehe......"
Qin Shijin sneered twice.
The cold breath that seemed to overflow from the depths of her chest swept over her, like a cold snake wrapped around her neck, she took a deep breath, and continued without fear of death: "Tomorrow I will send you the signed agreement, you can sign it, find a time to complete the formalities......"
She didn't know how she said that, after she finished breathing heavily, she pushed the car door and wanted to go down, but Qin Shijin fixed her waist, the chair stepped back a little, his slender and powerful fingers pinched her jaw, and lifted her hard to force her to look at him, Qin Shijin's eyes were full of anger.
Blazing, burning endlessly.
"Are you taking my words as a deaf ear? When did I agree to a divorce? Qiao Nuanyang, you are swaying, what did Gu Peilin promise you? "Otherwise, why would Qiao Nuanyang be so determined to separate from himself? There was not a trace of tenderness on his cold and hard face.
And she also loves this person very much, no matter what it looks like, but she also feels very wronged in her heart, and those grievances will swallow her up.
"He's better than you in everything, okay? At least he will show up when I need help, at least he will take care of me, at least Gu Peilin can make me feel that he is attentive to people, not so high-minded, I feel very comfortable when I am with him, so are you satisfied? And when I'm with you, none of that, I'm very uncomfortable with you, I can't hold on anymore. ”
The grief made her ache along with her body.
But the words have already been spoken.
"I'm a rotten woman anyway, what's the point of you being so attached to me? I'm not worthy of you, Qin Shijin, if that thing is spread out, where will the Qin family's face go? ”
"......" that thing.
Speaking of that, his eyes flickered, his throat tightened, and he grabbed her slender arm, "I said I don't care, but the reason why you really want to leave me is Gu Peilin, right?" Just so reluctant to him? ”
She felt a chill all over her body.
There was a huge whirlpool in her heart, she clearly understood that there was no turning back between them, she had been staring at the abyss in her heart, she knew where her problems were, but she could never really change them.
"......," she wanted to say no.
However, she couldn't speak, she was sad, and her sadness had completely kidnapped all her thoughts.
Qin Shijin only thought that she had acquiesced, squinted her narrow eyes slightly, revealing some dangerous aura, "Qiao Nuanyang, dare to provoke me, you are very bold." ”
He put her back again, and Qiao Nuanyang only felt that he seemed to be a calm and dormant beast, and his heart tightened.
And the next moment, Qin Shijin had already started the car again, the car restarted and drove out, after the thrilling drive just now, she was afraid, afraid that Qin Shijin would do something. The car later went around to a gentle hillside, and later Qiao Nuanyang found out where Qin Shijin had come to drive.
Jiangnan Mansion.
That's when she hand-picked out the place.
After Bentley stopped on the parking apron, Qin Shijin unbuckled his seat belt with a gloomy face, walked to the side and slammed the car door open, and pulled her out of the car with one hand, she was staggered by him and walked towards the door, almost fell down, there was no one in the Jiangnan Mansion, it was all pitch black, she swallowed a mouthful of saliva and asked, "What are you taking me here for most of the night?" ”
"Didn't you say that you want to go home, you don't want to live in Qingcheng Villa, you chose Jiangnan Mansion, here is a little bit of your arrangement, don't you want to go in and have a look?"
While speaking, they had already arrived at the door, Qin Shijin opened the door with his fingerprint, pushed the door open, and then pressed the button, and the lights in the entire room turned on.
The modern Chinese style layout, the plants in it grow luxuriantly, and many things in it are arranged by her little by little, and she once imagined that they would live here very happily.
Thinking of this, she stood in place and only felt stiff, and turned around to leave, but Qin Shijin blocked her arm in front of her, pushed her to the cold wall, lowered her head and snatched away all her breath, not giving her any chance to talk nonsense.
By the time he left, she had no strength left.
It was only weakly leaning against the wall, clutching his clothes that he was able to stand firmly.
The face is also slightly red.
Qin Shijin couldn't see her like this, and his heart softened, "See this place?" You didn't like it so much at that time, you arranged it everywhere, I can give it to you if you want a safe and stable life, and we can have children in the future, isn't that good? ”
She was soft-hearted, but gentleness was a hurdle they couldn't overcome......
"......" she didn't speak.
Qin Shijin's patience is gone, he hasn't touched her for a long time, and he is a man in the prime of life, the person he likes is in his arms, crying so miserably, like a child who has been wronged and refuses to be spoiled.
He raised his hand to hold her cheek and kissed her head, no matter how Qiao Nuanyang resisted later, he didn't let her go, so he simply hugged her and went upstairs directly.
The things in the bedroom have been bought, but because they haven't moved over, nothing is made, only a bed, Qin Shijin can't think of anything anymore, he just wants to vent his emotions.
After those things happened to the Qin family, he felt that his heart was as hard as iron, strong as steel, and he would no longer be afraid of losing anything, but after she appeared, everything was completely broken.
He was afraid that she would actually leave.
Only by using such a clumsy method to prove something, let her clearly understand who she belongs to.
……
The temperature in the bedroom was rising little by little, and in the second half of the night, those ambiguous movements stopped, the temperature in the room was a little low, Qin Shijin turned on the ventilation function to disperse the breath in the room, and took a thin quilt to wrap their bodies casually.
Qiao Nuanyang lay with his back to him, curled up in a baby position, his black hair was soaked with sweat, and the exposed shoulders were also things that he hadn't made lightly just now.
His whole body was completely satisfied, and he half-hugged the person in his arms, bowing his head and kissing the side of her face from time to time.
She was uncomfortable.
After pushing him away, he wanted to get up and get up and go to the bathroom, but as soon as his foot landed, he fell weakly, and the previous injury and the severity of his torture just now made her feel that life was worse than death, or Qin Shijin carried her to the bathroom.
She was lying in the bathtub, crying all the time with her eyes closed in the steaming mist, allowing Qin Shijin to wipe her hair and dress herself, like a doll.
He sat on the edge of the bed and put the towel down, his fingers still hooking her dried hair, his brow furrowed high.
She lay there on her side, resting her body between her arms, and before she could get closer, she was heard whimpering in a low voice, as if she was afraid.
"Hurt ......"
The guilt in Qin Shijin's heart was even worse.
When he was just taking a bath, he found out how many injuries she had, but at that time he really couldn't control himself, so he just held her in his arms weakly, raised his hand and patted her shoulder as if he had coaxed Rui Rui before, and whispered, "Go to sleep." ”
She didn't bother to move anymore.
It hurts all over his body, and he has no strength, Qin Shijin is willing to hold herself, so hold her like this.
She buried her head low.
Hot tears flowed down her eyes, maybe because she was too tired, she fell asleep crying and crying, she was thinking, what should she do in the future?
She doesn't have the ability of those women, she dares to follow the woman at the tip of a man's heart, she recognizes her position clearly, and she doesn't dare to ask what the other party can give herself, so that he feels that he is an insatiable and disgusting woman, she is so unbearable, she can only sulk with herself, and ask herself what to do in the future?
What is the way forward?
***
It was only after she gradually fell asleep that Qin Shijin dared to move his slightly numb body, and between them was walking on thin ice, cautiously, for fear that if he got closer, he would hurt each other.
Qi Yuchen used to always say that who wouldn't envy them as the pride of the sky?
He never thought that these would be troubles, but now they have become troubles between them, it is not that one of them does not care about the influence of the separation, Qiao Nuanyang does not say, he does not want to, those shadows will always surround her heart.
For the first time, he felt what it meant to be worried.
Slowly sliding down, Qin Shijin hugged the person hard again.
"Qiao Nuanyang, don't leave me......" he whispered against her hair, "It's not that you can't live without me, it's that I can't live without you." You gave me a dream and made me feel like I already had a warm home, how could you leave me behind and go to someone else? ”