Chapter 38: The Demon Bride

She was a little impatient,

Decided to go buy a wedding dress

Bayouwen, it's a nickname.

Fat and dark, lazy and greedy, stupid and stupid, dirty and smelly.

For example, her mother always said that she was lazy and gluttonous, stupid and stupid, and her classmates had the impression that she was fat, black, dirty and smelly. She was not ashamed but proud, and happily accepted the nickname in a self-deprecating spirit.

That winter, on a cold night, the street lights were dim and snowing.

When Bayouwen was in her first year of junior high school, the girl was in a low mood for some reason, squatting on the side of the street, wearing a heavy black down jacket and a woolen hat, and pulling the snow on the ground with her fingers. In the bubble tea shop on the street corner, a song came softly, and the lyrics were simply written for her, and one sentence hit her heart.

That song is Xue Yihan's famous work, her single has been looped for a long time, and since then, she has an idol.

There's no denying that idol worship has a positive connotation, and fans can absorb the positive energy that celebrities bring to them, so that they can work hard and strive for future success.

There was a man who, as a teenager, had sworn that he would either become a Chateaubriand or achieve nothing. This man later became a world-famous literary figure, his name was Hugo, and his achievements far exceeded the idols he worshipped in his youth.

There was also a person who admired Jordan and took Jordan as an example and a goal to strive for, and later this person joined the NBA, and his name was Kobe Bryant.

If you go crazy to worship and infatuate on a person just because he is handsome, then this kind of behavior is very superficial, and the brains of such fans are crippled.

Ba Youwen is such a "brainless fan", she looked at the photos on Xue Yihan's Weibo, and it was no exaggeration to say that she couldn't help but drool with her mouth wide open. The wallpaper on her phone was replaced with a photo of Xue Yihan, and the bedside of her bedroom was covered with posters of Xue Yihan. When she became a fan of Xue Yihan, Xue Yihan was experiencing a scandal, and public opinion was inclined to blame.

Ba Youwen posted several Weibo posts one after another, supporting her idol, the excerpt is as follows:

Regardless of whether you are in the spotlight or pointed out by thousands of people, you are a person, Lao Tzu loves it, and you are more than heart.

I didn't come here when you were at your peak, and I didn't leave you when you were at your low. The whole world likes you, you are my sea of stars, you are my king, you are a man like Emperor Qin and Han Wu. Rice you will have a lifetime, green silk to white heads.

Depowdering counts me as losing! Depowdering counts me as losing! Depowdering counts me as losing!

Ba Youwen, like many fans, brushes the idol's Weibo every day, forwards comments and likes, goes to Xue Yihan's post bar every day, and later became a small bar owner. Bayouwen collected Xue Yihan's photos for several years, she printed all his photos into a thick album and put it next to her pillow, and her Weibo and WeChat were all forwarded Xue Yihan's photos.

Every year at Christmas, Spring Festival, and birthday, she makes a wish: Santa Claus, Nanhai Guanyin Bodhisattva, Jesus apparitions, please let me go to one of his concerts.

When Bayouwen pleaded,

He knelt on the bed with great reverence, and kowtowed three times solemnly.

From the first year of junior high school to the first year of college, from the beginning of love to the longing for marriage, she set a lifelong goal for herself - to marry Xue Yihan. At first, she didn't dare to have the idea of marrying him, this happiness was too great, like an ant encountering a mountain, difficult to possess. She felt that having such thoughts in her heart was in itself disrespectful. Her idol is a god, a being of general faith, how can she marry a mortal!

Later, Jay Chou married Kunling, and she suddenly realized that idols can really marry fans.

Her QQ signature was updated to: What kind of fan is a fan who doesn't want to marry an idol?

Bayouwen was admitted to a junior college and applied for a major, she was torn between business administration and accounting, and she thought: Which one is better? After learning business administration, you can work as a broker for Xue Yihan in the future, and you can do finance in his company after learning accounting. Then you can see him, get close to him, even if you don't pay him, because what a great honor it is.

She began to consciously search for some posts: It is not a dream to teach fans how to push down their idols and marry a male god.

She began to call her husband in Xue Yihan's Weibo comments, and was jealous with some other "brainless fans" who called her husband.

When she was a sophomore, a male classmate pursued her, and the last word of the boy's name was Tao, and it was not an exaggeration to call him Si Youtao - poor and ugly, short and thin. The boy's purpose was not pure, it was just out of boredom, thinking of finding a random girl to play with, and Bayouwen refused him without hesitation.

Bayouwen said: "I'm sorry, thank you, I have a boyfriend." ”

Si Youtao said: "I haven't heard that you have a partner." ”

Ba Youwen said: "Xue Yihan is my boyfriend, and I will marry him in the future." ”

Si Youtao said: "Who is Xue Yihan?" ”

Bayouwen said: "A star, a big star." ”

Bayouwen missed the only chance in her life to fall in love.

During college, her living expenses were limited, and she had to buy peripheral products endorsed by idols when she was thrifty. There are some things that don't work for her at all, such as masks, hats, keyboards, and so on.

She didn't have a computer, so she bought a keyboard just to glance at the sender's name on the courier and feel very close to her idol.

She wore a hat, a disheveled cape, and ran like a female bandit.

She put on the mask and said to her roommate, "This is my male god's mask." ”

Roommate A said: "What is the use of taking a bath, a girl's house, dirty, not washing her body, only wearing a mask?" ”

In her sophomore year, Ba Youwen was expelled from school, and the cause of the incident was that Xue Yihan released a new album, she played Xue Yihan's new songs all day and night, and her roommates were so annoyed that they escalated from quarrels to attacking her idols.

The five roommates spoke coldly and accused her idol one after another.

Roommate A said: "Xue Yihan is a scumbag, and he also splits his legs." ”

Bayouwen said: "If you don't know about it, you're not qualified to say!" ”

Roommate B

said: "He has no musical talent at all, and the new song is so ugly." ”

Ba Youwen said: "Why do you say that my idol is my family, are you qualified?" You want to be red, right? ”

Roommate C said: "I never thought he was very popular, and his popularity was all due to hype." Do you dare to say he didn't hype? ”

Ba Youwen said: "Do you know that Xue Yihan works so hard? You know? I support Xue Yihan to the end! ”

The roommates gossip and take turns besieging them.

Bayouwen had a nervous breakdown, stomped her feet and covered her ears and said, "I don't listen, I don't listen." Please, don't black brother anymore, I'll kneel down for you. Scold me, don't scold my brother. ”

Bayouwen lost her mind because of her maintenance of idols, she scratched five roommates, scolded her teachers, and was expelled from school.

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After returning home, Bayouwen was locked in the room by her mother, and gradually became depressed, and the room was like a garbage heap.

Her father is mentally ill and has been missing for many years, and his whereabouts are unknown.

Mom pointed to the poster on the wall and asked, "What do you like about him?" ”

Ba Youwen said: "I like other people's handsome songs and long legs, can't I?" Do you know how hard he works? ”

Mom said, "What does it have to do with you whether he works hard or not, and you two will not have anything to do with each other in this life." ”

Bayouwen said: "Okay, okay, don't talk about it, in short, I won't marry him." ”

Mom said, "Wake up, don't dream, people have to be self-aware, and you don't look in the mirror." ”

Bayouwen's uncle was a supervisor at a logistics distribution center in Shanghai, and her mother sent her to work at her uncle.

The place of work is not far from the airport, and finally one day, she met Xue Yihan at the airport.

Through the crowd, Xue Yihan appeared, wearing a mask, and the bodyguards and staff around him pulled up the human wall to maintain order.

Standing with a group of pick-up fans, she exerted all her strength and shouted, "Husband, husband-"

The female fans around her rolled their eyes at her, and then screamed as well.

Bayouwen shouted hoarsely, tears blurred her vision with excitement, she rushed up to ask for an autograph, and the bodyguard pushed her to the ground and said viciously Don't get in the way.

Since then, pick-up and drop-off has become almost the most important thing in her life, rain or shine, just to catch a glimpse of her idol.

Later, Ba Youwen had Xue Yihan's signed photo, became the owner of Xue Yihan's post bar, and was also the administrator of many fan support groups. She knows Xue Yihan's movements better than anyone else, she has upgraded from a "brainless fan" to an "illegitimate meal", following at the airport and squatting at the hotel, constantly wanting to intervene in the life of idols.

In Ba Youwen's eyes, idols are ranked first, stray cats are ranked second, and mothers are ranked last, and she hates her mother.

When she was twenty-two years old, her mother drowned in a river riding an electric car, and when she heard the news of her mother's unexpected death, she was just sad for a while, cried for a while, and then burst into laughter. She thought: Now no one objects to me marrying Xue Yihan.

She was a little impatient and decided to go buy a wedding dress.