Chapter 433: Don't Leave Me
Even if she doesn't like it anymore, it's irreparable, and she goes away with hatred, and she is very guilty.
Dai Chengming was immersed in grief and couldn't extricate himself, he didn't know what qualifications he had to say that he was her father, for her, he was just a synonym, and the days he really stayed by her side to accompany her were really too few and too few, and she didn't know who she was, and she didn't know where she was.
Knowing that his thoughts are very strong, the light rain on the street is getting heavier and heavier this day, and the sound of fine tiles makes this night very quiet and quiet, he can't calm the guilt in his heart, he really doesn't deserve to be her father!
Dr. Qiao didn't know what to say, after all, the girl was still a beautiful image in his eyes, he really wanted to see her again, he remembered that the first time he saw her was in this medical hall, at that time she was stubborn and calm beyond ordinary people. She did not hesitate to let her grandmother draw a big hole on her hand, which everyone was lamenting that she had a messy grandmother, but she was calmly thinking about countermeasures, such a good girl, she is really rare. But now that they have gone, they are also white-haired people to black-haired people, how can there be no trace of regret and guilt in their hearts.
Thinking about this sudden everything, it really makes them a little helpless, this good girl's life is too short, I just hope to give her a chance in this darkness, otherwise this is really chilling the world.
There was a slight drizzle in the sky, and I was afraid that no one would appreciate the silent appearance of moisturizing things. Dai Chengming was even more lost, and his decadent appearance was also quite distressing.
However, if you knew this was the case, why bother in the first place? He just didn't have the interests to protect her well, and now there are no interests to pull her, and he still lost her, what should he do?
It's that he is useless, and in the end he is still desperately blaming himself, as if only by torturing himself like this can he not feel so guilty, but what is the use? What shouldn't have happened happened still happened, and he was still so useless, which was useless to blame.
It was getting darker, and the wind was starting to get cooler.
It's all human beings who rule all of this. Why resent Destiny? There is no fault in the Mandate of Heaven, only people are at fault. If it is not a human being, how can it be said that the destiny of heaven comes from?
Shuangxi ran to the dart board in embarrassment, only to see that the dart board was very cold in front of the door, only the big plaque with the two big words "dart board" written on it, in this cold night it will give people a creepy feeling. It's an instinctive fear, as if this game is a terrifying existence.
More and more rain was falling from the sky, and Shuangxi only felt that his torn jacket was about to be unable to withstand the invasion of this cold wind.
Why...... Will there be no one here? Where are the mothers and uncles?
The fear in her heart is getting stronger, what should she do? Uncle, where are they?
They won't leave themselves, will they? How could they? No, no, no, Shuangxi comforted herself over and over again, in this cold night, why did she feel so lonely?
She looked around again, but she still didn't see her uncle and them, and she had to wonder if she was really abandoned, what should she do? My mother is a person who depends on her life, does she have to leave herself? The more she thought about it, the more she felt lost, and in the end she had to hide on the ground in frustration.
She didn't care about the drizzle, she only knew that her future must be boring. Without their mothers, they are just a lonely ghost wandering in the world.
Scenes from the past flashed in front of her eyes, although her mother scolded herself since she was a child, but it didn't matter, she didn't care, as long as she loved herself. Where has my mother gone now? Maybe they haven't come yet, she comforted herself. But the more she waited, the more she felt lost.
They're not really going to Kyushu, are they? blamed herself for being too abrasive and delaying time, and she felt deep self-blame in her heart and almost devoured herself.
Are you really that cowardly? Does that powerless look make my mother feel like a burden?
Suddenly, she heard someone behind her calling for herself!
But she felt that it was impossible, her mother and mother had already set off, how could they still want themselves?
"Double Happiness~"
She turned her head suddenly, and saw a few people half-squatting in the grass and trees not far away, and she was happy, it was her mother and uncle!
Shuangxi hurriedly ran over, there were many potholes in this haystack, and she stepped on a few pools of water without paying attention, but Rao was like this, she still only had the front in her eyes.
"This girl, take your time!"
Shuangxi Niang patted the rain on her body for her, and laughed and scolded on the side, they all saw the sad appearance of the stupid girl just now, and it was difficult for her to wronged herself like this.
"Mother...... Uncle, I thought you didn't want me anymore. Shuangxi burst into tears and laughed, this innocent appearance really made people feel a little unbearable to blame her anymore.
"How could we leave you, you stupid girl, you just love to be cranky!" Lin Zixiang said with a smile, he also likes this little girl very much.
Cuilan was a little excited, did this so-called niece directly ignore herself? It's no wonder she's ...... blames myself for being bad to others on weekdays, and people must disdain to see them.
The more Cuilan thought about it, the more angry she felt, if she didn't scream, she wouldn't scream, what was the big deal, she was really a girl who didn't know how to be polite.
Shuangxi's mother seemed to notice something, and then poked Shuangxi's sleeve secretly, Shuangxi was still a little confused, but when she saw her mother's eyes on her, she also understood.
"Aunt Cuilan, you won't abandon Double Happiness, will you?"
Facing the pure and harmless eyes of Double Happiness, Cuilan felt that she was narrow-minded for a while, not that people didn't call her, but that people were used to being close to her mother, and she hadn't reacted yet.
Cuilan smiled awkwardly, and said, "How can it be, Double Happiness is our living treasure, how could we lose Double Happiness?" ”
See, the relationship between the two is getting better again, and it looks like it will be even stronger than before. Because you know what you gain and lose, you will cherish it more, right?
Shuangxi let go of her mother's hand and came to Cuilan again, Cuilan thought she was going to do something, so she didn't care much.
But then she was a little stunned, is this girl hugging herself?
Her stupid appearance is really cute, and Lin Zixiang couldn't help but pout. He would love to see his mother-in-law embarrassed, that kind of her is the real her, isn't she?
"Aunt Cuilan, you also love double happiness, don't you?"
This question made Cuilan a little unsure of how to answer it all of a sudden, she didn't love it very much, or she didn't love it at all, and now that people were holding themselves and showing favor to herself, why didn't she take this opportunity to repair this relationship with them.
Cuilan smiled awkwardly, and then said: "Double Happiness is so beautiful and cute, how could I not love Double Happiness?" ”
Shuangxi hugged her tightly, which made Cuilan feel the warmth of a child for the first time. She also wanted to have a child, but she just couldn't cross that threshold. It's a delusion that Lin Zixiang wants to touch her, although the two are in the same bed, but they really don't even bother to touch their hands.
Because she didn't want children, she remembered that she was really scared to watch the bloody scenes when others had children. As soon as she thought of these scenes, she couldn't help but want to escape, so she didn't want to be the pregnant woman who was "slaughtered"!
Indeed, this left a shadow in Cuilan's heart, and Lin Zixiang never touched her again.
She knew that he loved herself, but she really didn't dare to have children.
Now the double happiness in front of her makes her heart shake a little, and it seems to be a very happy thing to have a child to raise in the long road of life.
It's not, Lin Zixiang has always felt so, but if you Cuilan doesn't open up, he won't force her. So the two quarreled more and more fiercely, she thought that he quarreled with herself because she didn't give him a big fat boy, and the villagers laughed at him so he took his anger on herself. And this Lin Zixiang felt that she was a little unreasonable, if she didn't want it, she didn't want it, why should she be so suspicious?
This affection is slowly fading, and their hearts are getting farther and farther away, isn't it?
Shuangxi doesn't know the contradiction between them, but since it's a family, they should get along well, right? Is there any problem that can be communicated with each other, isn't it all face-to-face? So it's good to say if you have any dissatisfaction, there's no need to slowly accumulate to the point where it's about to explode before you regret it.
Double Happiness may not understand the twists and turns between these adults, but she is brave for her emotions anyway. Even if they can't be together, they have to tell him, so that at least when he doubts himself, he can still remember that there are people in this world who like him.
The appearance of his decisive departure just now must be very beautiful, and the jade pendant he gave him will be carried with him, as if he will always be by his side.
Cuilan was strangled by Double Happiness a little painfully, but she was embarrassed to say it. So, she had to look at Lin Zixiang embarrassedly, but Lin Zixiang couldn't see it. Cuilan scolded secretly in her heart, this stinky man really doesn't plan to help him relieve his embarrassment?
In the end, it was Shuangxi's mother who reacted, she quickly patted Shuangxi, and said: "This girl can't hold her aunt even if she wants to hug her, be careful that your uncle beats you!" ”
Shuangxi hurriedly let go of this Cuilan, only to see Cuilan's face flushed, and she lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Lin Zixiang.
"It's okay, it's okay if the child likes it and let her hold it for a while."