Chapter 230: Dependent on each other
When she came out of Tian Weiwei and walked towards Yun Feng's residence, Shanan Nan grabbed her hand and asked her:
"Are you lonely when I'm away?"
"What about you?"
She looked at him with a smile.
"I, I asked you first, you answer first, I will answer later, promise not to steal the answer."
He thought about it, but he refused to say it first, and asked her to answer first.
"As long as there is hope in the heart, as long as there is definitely together. Don't be alone. ”
This time, she smiled and looked ahead, then turned her face to look at him with a smile and continued to ask:
"It's your turn, are you lonely? When you can't see me? ”
"Loneliness and loneliness don't seem to be the same thing. Tell me, are you lonely? ”
He asked smartly. He was very satisfied with the answer he had just given, and when it came to his heart, it was in his heart that there was a lush hope that he and she would be together, which sustained him day and night in a foreign land until today.
"Well, sometimes it's lonely, but loneliness is about you, and loneliness has nothing to do with you."
She stopped, her eyes shining at him.
"Who does that have to do with that?"
He asked in a hoarse voice, and he was suddenly a little afraid, but he couldn't help but be a little frightened when she said anything that had nothing to do with him or to anyone other than him.
"It's about life itself. Loneliness is the nature of life, isn't it? ”
When she talked about loneliness, her face was filled with a warm smile, warm, under the blue sky of a crescent moon, her smile melted all the silent loneliness, deep in her heart, deep in his heart, in this world, all the loneliness melted in the open smile on her raised face.
He pulled her into his arms, full of pity, as if she were a lonely burning flame of heat, burning into his heart, burning in his chest, becoming his flame, becoming one with the natural loneliness in his heart.
"Don't be afraid, you live in my heart, my loneliness is not because of you, but my loneliness is gone because of you."
She leaned on the back of her ear and whispered to him, in fact, telling her herself. Then, as it was a school with minors, she gently pushed him away and took him by the hand into the small courtyard where she lived.
The two walked quietly hand in hand, she knew very well that she was not seeking relief from loneliness, nor did she need to compromise with the loneliness and hardship of life, what she wanted was a person who could rely on each other. That's him. She cheered enthusiastically in her heart: "Let's live this life together." ”
As if he heard her inner call, he wrapped his arms around her waist more tightly, interlocked his fingers more tightly with her, and clasped his palms around hers. I don't know why, in this dim evening, in the midst of people coming and going, he just grabbed her like this, and the increasingly thick night didn't even stop his eyes, and a hot tear rolled silently from his face mixed with the night.
When he and she held hands and entered the house, the soft fluorescent lamps poured down, and the branches and leaves of pothos and hyacinth were even more green and translucent like emeralds, and his face was already full of affection for her, and the tears that were hot in the darkness that made him feel mixed feelings were left in the night outside the house.
That's what he wants, to start his and her future lives with her in such a soft, warm and transparent time.
This is his long-cherished wish, and he believes that it will soon be realized.
The next day was Friday, and she had four classes in the morning, and after the first class in the afternoon, which was her last class on Friday, she was just in time to go to Guangzhou with him. The tickets for the two of them to go from Huacheng to Guangzhou were bought at the small ticket window in Huacheng as early as yesterday after they had lunch in Huacheng. The train departed on time at five o'clock from Huacheng, and the time was still very generous.
When she got up early in the morning to watch the students' morning exercises, he was still asleep, and the jet lag was probably not completely reversed. After she finished her morning exercise and inspected the morning reading, she went to the cafeteria and brought two pieces of lukewarm fat cake and two bowls of hot porridge, and a basket of steamed dumplings back to her residence.
"Why did you get up, I was still thinking about going to class after breakfast, so that you could sleep a little longer."
As soon as she pushed the door open, she saw that he had finished washing and was helping her to water the two pots of pothos and hyacinths. She raises flowers and always forgets to water them. Once upon a time at Haicheng Normal University, when the two of them lived together, he took care of almost all the green plants. Even now, she often only thinks of watering once every half a month, so she can't afford to raise too delicate plants, but these pothos and this pot of hyacinths, like her familiar old friends, have not been thirsty to death by her, but they are still growing gratifyingly.
"Do you still water it once every half a month?"
He squirted water on the pothos' drooping branches, and turned his head to laugh at her.
"Oh, yes, but they seem to be quite adaptable."
She replied with an embarrassed bow and a smile.
He put down the kettle, came and put his arms around her waist, and said:
"Thank you, it seems that your mind is either on work or on missing me, and you can't even take care of the green plants you raise."
"You just found out. It's not easy for these plants to live tenaciously and wait for you to serve them. They can only see you in my imagination, but only you can see the real you. Are they easy? ”
She sneered.
"It's not easy. You're as simple as it gets, but I don't want to go. I really want to be with you like this, in class, after class, and live a quiet and ordinary life. ”
He put his arm around her, rubbed his chin against her ear, and said sincerely.
"I'll do it with you, if you really think it's good, then it's like this, and I'll be like you."
She didn't urge him to be motivated as before, and he couldn't help but feel even more distressed. He knew, she was saying from the heart. It's just that when did she have such a casual mentality?
He suddenly remembered that she had never mentioned to him about her graduate school entrance examination scores, could it be that she was hit because of her unsatisfactory graduate school entrance examination? He knew that if she didn't take the initiative to mention it, she must have done badly in the exam, and she didn't want to face it.
"How's your graduate school entrance exam?"
He bit her earlobe and, in the gentlest of voices, asked the question she had been avoiding.
When she heard this, she kept her body up, pushed him, and said with annoyance:
"I don't want to mention it."
"I know, but you and I are the closest and most trusted people, and we are the only ones like this. I don't want to know everything, but I hope that the things you don't want to face will be more courageous because of my existence. Because, no matter how things happen, I am with you, and my heart for you will not change in the slightest. I don't want to force you, but I'm worried that you're unhappy, and I want you to be able to take out all the unhappy and only be happy. May I? ”
In his eyes, he was affectionate and warm, warm like the sunshine after the spring rain.
She looked at him, and his words made her understand that he and she were the only people in her world who depended on each other.