Zhao Siqing chuckled and said softly, "You still remember it for so long." ”

Lu Qian didn't make a sound, but Zhao Siqing spoke again: "When I was a child, I thought that as long as I entered the amusement park, everyone would be happy, but when I grew up, I realized that everyone has their troubles. In this world, there has never been a truly carefree person. ”

Lu Qian was silent for a while, and said softly: "But it's good to be happy for a while." ”

Hearing this, Zhao Siqing didn't make a sound anymore, and looked at the distance and lost his mind.

Lu Qian turned his head to look at her, and it happened to be the time for the fireworks to bloom in the amusement park, thousands of lights and fires were like the Milky Way, rising into the sky, gorgeous people, and the big fireworks exploded in the night sky, which was beautiful.

The people in the park cheered and cheered, and everyone seemed to be reveling with the fireworks.

The light and shadow reflected the woman's face, reflecting her face somewhat transparently, although there was a scar on her face at the moment, but it did not detract from her beauty in the slightest.

Those light eyes reflected the stars in the sky, cold and gentle like fairies in the sky.

Lu Qian said softly: "You're not happy. ”

Zhao Siqing was silent for a few seconds, and said softly: "I just feel like a broom star, from birth to now. ”

She always thought that she was strong and that there was nothing she couldn't bear.

But now she understands that no matter how strong a person is, she can't watch those relatives and friends who care about her and love her die because of you.

Thinking about it, it seems that since birth, he has been swapped because of his identity, which has caused the tragedy of the Gu family's mother and daughter turning against each other.

When I grew up, I seemed to have become a burden.

Zhao Xingan refused to take her because she married another, and she has been dragging Yang Jingqiu back to marry over the years.

Later, when she went to school, Konishi endured the pain that she shouldn't have endured for her, and even committed suicide for it.

Now, Huo Jingchen has been injured for her several times, and Yanran is even more unknown because she saved her.

What is it that she's not a broom star?

Maybe the Taoist priest was right, she should have been bumpy, but why should she have to involve others.

Lu Qian looked at her and said softly, "You know it's not your fault. ”

Zhao Siqing was silent, not knowing what to say.

She knew that it was not her fault, but she still inevitably blamed herself and felt sad.

"You can't never go out, and you can't protect yourself forever, as long as you live in this world, you will always inevitably be hurt." Lu Qian paused and said softly: "You have to understand that there are so many people who are willing to sacrifice for you, precisely because you are worthy, because you are good enough." ”

Zhao Siqing was a little in a trance, looked at Lu Qian and chuckled: "If one day you don't want to be a singer, you can actually consider transforming into a psychiatrist." ”

Lu Qian smiled and asked her softly: "Will you be tired of carrying too much paranoia and heavy feelings?" ”

Knowing that he was referring to Huo Jingchen, Zhao Siqing was silent for a few seconds and said softly: "There will be a little." ”

Because she often feels that such a strong desperate feeling is heavy and suffocating, she can't repay it, so sometimes she is tired.

"Would you want to part with him?" Lu Qian continued to ask.

Zhao Siqing shook his head and said softly: "I don't want to, although such a deep and paranoid love will feel heavy, and even sometimes make me uneasy and afraid, but that person is him, so I still want to persevere." ”