Chapter 771: I've Been Apologizing
Time is advancing towards the end of July little by little, and Lu Kexin's departure date is set for early August.
The more she was about to leave, the more clingy Zhou Jinhua became.
I couldn't think about it for many years, and finally I ate it in my mouth.
As a result, after eating meat for a few days, he had to live a vegetarian life again, and he felt pitiful just thinking about it.
He actually wanted to tell Lu Kexin that he wouldn't go out, he swore that he would be able to support her for the rest of his life.
You can let her have no worries about food and clothing, and do whatever she wants.
But...... Being a doctor who saves lives is what Lu Kexin wants to do the most.
And if it weren't for the stimulus of going abroad, they didn't know how long it would take to achieve positive results.
Lu Kexin figured it out by herself, took the initiative to let go of the guard and awkwardness in her heart, and the attitude shown by outsiders forcing her to make a decision was very different.
So he needs to be content, he needs to be thankful for his current situation.
Qian Lao's vacation to Lu Kexin ended in mid-July, and Qian Lao sat for a clinic during the day, so she went to work as an assistant for Qian Lao.
He is old and old, and Lu Kexin will do it for him if he is struggling to write prescriptions.
Every time he diagnoses a patient, he makes inferences about the condition based on what he sees, hears, and asks.
Then, when Lu Kexin was writing the prescription, he carefully explained why he used these herbs and why he used this dosage.
Qian Lao didn't want her to go abroad in his selfish heart, Chinese medicine ...... Quintessence, why are there fewer and fewer people who like it?
Every time Qian Lao looked at Lu Kexin with expectant eyes, she was sad and didn't overdo it.
It's not that she doesn't want to continue to be Qian Lao's student to inherit his mantle, it's that she really feels that her qualifications are limited, and she may not be able to reach half of Qian Lao's medical skills in her lifetime.
"You're going to leave in a few days, right? Let's get together with my family for a few days, and you won't come here from tomorrow. ”
At the end of another busy day, Qian Lao took off his reading glasses and habitually rubbed his eyebrows.
He is not young, and it is said that at his age, with such achievements, it is also appropriate to recuperate at home with a high pension.
But as long as he thinks about the future of Chinese medicine and the graduates of the University of Chinese Medicine who change careers within two years of graduation, he is unspeakably depressed.
He wanted to do something for traditional Chinese medicine, he went back to the university to give lectures, came to the Chinese medicine hospital for consultation, and invited everyone to attend all kinds of lectures, no matter how big or small.
He schedules his time every day very much, but the general trend will not change because of him alone.
He was like a lone warrior, guarding the last battlefield.
Lu Kexin's hand as she was packing her things stopped slightly, it was the end of July, and it was less than a week before she set off.
"Master......"
She wants to say that I am not good and have failed your high expectations.
But as soon as the words reached his mouth, he was interrupted by Qian Lao waving his hand.
"Traditional Chinese medicine is also a kind of Chinese culture, I don't know if you have a serious understanding of Chinese culture.
"Our Chinese culture has always been about fate, and you can be my student because we have the fate of master and apprentice.
"If you give up Chinese medicine and don't plan to study it anymore, it will also be because you don't have enough fate with Chinese medicine.
"So you don't have to say I'm sorry, just do whatever you want, I don't force you, you can be a good doctor when you come back after learning Western medicine."
Qian Lao has always been open-minded, and his open-mindedness made Lu Kexin's eyes full of tears, and he couldn't say a word full of words.
No matter what she says, it is like a traitor's last justification, like an excuse for herself to give up, and what is the use of saying it.
Why would she insult her master with such words?
"Master, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, one day is a teacher and a father for life, you will always be my master."
She bit her lower lip stubbornly, why did she always apologize and admit her mistakes during this time?
Could it be that what she wants to do and what she wants to stick to is really all wrong?
Lu Kexin was confused in his heart, and under Qian Lao's reassuring gaze, the two slowly walked out of the outpatient building.
"Jinhua is here to pick you up, you should go back with him quickly.
"Jinhua is a good boy, you have to live a good life in the future, do you know?
"You'll come back...... The master doesn't know if he's not there, so I can only tell you in advance.
"We must tolerate each other and live a good life.
"In the future, if you have a child, if I am gone, you can burn paper and tell me if it is a boy or a girl, and what the name is, isn't it cute."
Qian Lao said that the apprentice who had been with him for a few years was about to leave, and he was reluctant to do so.
But what can he do, he is just her teacher, and she has already graduated.
She will now obediently come to accompany him to the clinic, but she is just thinking of the little master-apprentice relationship between them.
Qian Lao sighed, he didn't really want to say these words, but he was just an ordinary old man in the end.
As an apprentice of his own granddaughter, he wants to go abroad, and he can't rest assured if he doesn't tell him a few words.
Lu Kexin was already a little uncontrollable in tears, because this sentence finally rushed down.
She threw herself into Qian Lao's arms and cried loudly.
"I'm sorry master, I'm really sorry, it's me who is wrong, don't tell me if it's okay."
As the time to go abroad approached, Lu Kexin's emotions had been very sensitive during this time, and she didn't know how Ye Hui had made up his mind to leave for three years.
She thought that she could be so free and easy, and she could see everything, but the closer she got to the day of going abroad, the more reluctance she felt in her heart.
I can't bear my parents, I can't bear Zhou Jinhua, and I can't bear this master who treats her as her own granddaughter.
At this moment, she felt that she was a selfish person, and her selfishness made everyone around her sad.
She couldn't help crying, Qian Lao didn't expect that his words would make the little apprentice have such a big reaction, he could only smile awkwardly at Zhou Jinhua who came over.
"But the mood swings are a bit big during this time, you can be more tolerant, she is a girl's family has been under too much pressure because of going abroad, you all should be considerate of her."
It's okay if Qian Lao doesn't say this, but as soon as he says it, Lu Kexin cries even more.
She doesn't want everyone to be considerate of her and tolerate her, she would rather they blame her and blame her, scold her for being selfish and not understanding the sake of others.
Zhou Jinhua took the person from Qian Lao's arms in distress, "Master, why don't you show Kexin?" She's not in the right mood lately, and I'm afraid she's having physical problems. ”
With Zhou Jinhua holding Lu Kexin's arm, Qian Lao reached out and grabbed her wrist.
Just by pressing his fingers, his face began to look strange.
He frowned and looked at Lu Kexin, who was still sobbing, and then looked at Zhou Jinhua, who was nervous, and sighed and dropped a sentence.
"Kexin...... Pregnant, almost six weeks old, you guys...... You have to decide early, if this child can't have it, come to me tomorrow, and I'll prescribe medicine for her, so that it won't hurt her body. ”