"Chapter 33: The Worm"

Xingwei dragged the drunken Mu Fan back to school, and the two of them came to the cement stand in the playground and had to rest for a while.

Mu Fan lay on it with his eyes blurred, looking up at the night sky, trying to keep himself awake.

He sorted out his mood and said to Xingwei, "Xingwei, am I useless?" ”

"Mu Fan, you drank too much, how can you drink so much wine before your injuries are healed!"

He took a deep breath and said, "yes, how can I drink!" It's something I used to hate, but I want to numb myself with it. ”

"Mu Fan, let's go back quickly, I'll call Zhiyu and ask him to pick you up."

"Xingwei, I want to rest here, you go back first, don't worry about me, I can do it myself."

"Then what's the matter, you're drunk like this, don't be reckless! It's not too late, I'll stay with you for a while. ”

"Thank you, Xingwei. Really, I feel like I'm so tired sometimes that I'm always doing multiple-choice questions and I don't know where to start. I was even like a lost person, trying to find my way, helpless, confused, like a stray worm. Think about You Xi, she did a lot for me, helped me introduce jobs, and fought for me, but I couldn't stop her when she was angry and left. Thinking about Xiao Nan, she has a stomach full of grievances in her heart, but I only noticed it when she couldn't help but vent. It's all my fault, I'm a weakling. ”

"Mu Fan, everyone makes a choice again, you just have too much heart and too kind. Always trying to take into account everyone's feelings, and unknowingly hurting everyone. I can't blame you, and I can't blame you. Feelings are inherently selfish, and no one is right or wrong. Xingwei comforted.

"You're right Xingwei. I'm a dreamer, always trying to get things done to perfection and take into account everyone's feelings. At the end of the day, everyone, including themselves, will be hurt. Looking forward to mutual understanding and mutual tolerance, the more stubborn it is, the more counterproductive. Tired...... Hum. Mu Fan smiled helplessly.

"Okay Mu Fan, don't think about it so much. Nothing is round, it has to be slowly polished in the corners and edges, this is life. ”

"Xingwei, I thought of a poem, can I read it with you?"

"Of course, I like the way you read poetry."

"Little Bug"

I'm a bug

Love to have mutilated dreams

I'm a bug

Enjoying life alone

In the dark

The sporadic lights

Walk with me

Under the sun

But I'm walking on thin ice

You tell me

Why all sorts

You told me I couldn't help it

That's fate

The life of the worm

I'm a bug

I have my personality

I'm a bug

Attitude sings to me

There are no flashy wings

The same as flying

The invisible

There's me

A stubborn journey

Touch the stars

Pleasure and pain

It's my eyes

Confused people

I can get it

I'm a bug

I have my dreams

Listening to this, Xingwei's eyes were also moist, and she seemed to feel something. She can understand that in fact, everyone is a helpless little worm, trying to live in this cruel reality, lonely and pursuing their own direction. is unknown, not understood, can only use his own open-mindedness to soothe the confused struggle.

She wanted to tell Mu Fan that she secretly liked him again, but she was afraid to say it. If so, both of them might be in pain.

Until late, Xingwei received a text message with a few simple words, "It's here, peace." "It was sent by Jingchen. She told Mu Fan, who nodded and said to Xingwei, "Accompany me to buy a mobile phone tomorrow if you have time." If you can, call You Xi, I don't know if she will mind. ”

"Okay, okay, I think she'll understand."

After going back, Xingwei told You Xi about it. You Xi was a little jealous, she said that something unpleasant had just happened, how could she go out with Mu Fan.

Xingwei explained, "Maybe Mu Fan also wants to apologize to you, he is very sad, knowing that he has hurt you, which is also what he does not want to see." ”

You Xi thought for a while and said, "Xingwei, what do you say Mu Fan thinks, he is not afraid of letting Xiao Nan know and making others angry?" ”

"Oh, You Xi, are you so indifferent to cut off Mu Fan? That friend's relationship is a little too fragile! Xingwei said.

"I ...... Otherwise, what can I do, let people misunderstand me as a junior, and then go out with someone's boyfriend to buy a mobile phone, what is this called! ”

"You still mind that! I think it was Xiao Nan who was confused for a while, and Mu Fan was indeed a little indecisive at times to become this result. He should have apologized to you. You don't have a temper at all, but you shrink first, and I think you can only suffer in the end. ”

"That being said, I really can't get over this hurdle, forget it, I'm still a dumb loser." You Xi said helplessly.

"Well, well, I won't advise you either! Anyway, I'm going with Mu Fan tomorrow, don't be jealous. Besides, he has been thinking about us helping him so much and wants to treat us to delicious food, don't be greedy! ”

"You're angry with me, Xingwei!"

Seeing that You Xi was a little hesitant, Xing Wei continued, "Ask you again, whether you want to go or not, you will die of ink, otherwise I will go back to the dormitory!" ”

You Xi hesitated, "What kind of climate?" ”

"Look at you, you can't resist the temptation! Tomorrow afternoon, after class, see you or leave. ”

"Alright then, goodbye."

After speaking, You Xi went back to the dormitory. She lay in bed for a long time and couldn't sleep, thinking that she had paid so much silently without asking for anything in return, which was still misunderstood, and she had unspeakable grievances in her heart. In fact, what Xiao Nan said was right, she had a good impression of Mu Fan, and she would not hesitate when Mu Fan needed help, but after all, she stayed on the basis of friends. Xiao Nan said that she was indeed a little excessive, she only relied on her own imagination to accuse anyone who could feel better!

She thought back to herself that she couldn't resist the temptation, not because of the delicious food. The main reason is that I don't want to give up this accumulated affection. She is very envious of Xingwei, and Xingwei also likes Mu Fan, but she has always looked at it indifferently, maybe she knows how to control herself better. The kind of love at first sight that is pleasant to love is not something that anyone can meet, and this friendship should be cherished even more at this moment.

After class the next day, Mu Fan and Xingwei were waiting for her at the door of the teaching building of the Department of Foreign Languages. You Xi walked out with a twist, she was still a little unable to let go, and she looked at a loss.

"You Xi, you're here!" Mu Fan hurriedly stepped forward to greet him.

"Oh......" You Xi lowered her head and replied coldly, turning to Xingwei and walking towards Xingwei.

"Let's go." Xingwei said and took You Xi's arm, and the two of them walked out of the door of the teaching building first. Mu Fan also followed closely behind.

"You Xi, do you know, Mu Fan wrote another song." Xingwei said.

"I can't see it, everyone made a lot of trouble in the end, and he still has this kind of leisure." You Xi responded.

"You Xi, don't listen to Xingwei's nonsense, I drank some wine last night, but I just felt it and read a poem casually."

"Why are you still drinking, I don't know that I haven't recovered yet, I don't dare to accompany you in the hospital again." You Xi complained.

"If you look at You Xi, I know that you are still reluctant to cut off relations with Mu Fan in your heart." Xingwei quipped.

You Xi was not able to respond for a while.

"You Xi, let me take her to apologize to you when Xiao Nan is leaving. She regretted that she shouldn't have said something like that. I hope you can forgive her. ”

"Did she say it, or do you want to be a peacemaker out of it!" You Xi asked.

"I can swear to God, Xiao Nan really regrets it. It's just that it's not convenient for her to talk to you about this. ”

"Forget it, what can I say. I shouldn't have had anything to do with you anymore. Today I came out with Xingwei. You Xi explained.

Xingwei also hurriedly helped, "Yes, You Xi is giving me face, don't think too much about it, Mu Fan, and then make a misunderstanding." ”

Mu Fan responded with a smile, "This ...... I know that. What do you want to eat when you finish buying your phone today! It must be a little stronger, otherwise I will not be able to go, and it will be a long time! ”

"Alright, alright, got it! It seems that if we don't slaughter you hard, we can't even help it. Xingwei scoffed. What kind of phone do you want to buy? Xingwei asked again.

"I don't have high requirements, I can call and send messages and QQ."

"Okay, then you might as well buy a brick. Now that WeChat is becoming popular, just buy a smart phone, you are not bad for money now, do you say it is You Xi. Xingwei said.

"Yes, a lot of money, otherwise you would want to send me away with money." You Xi is so difficult.

"You Xi, I didn't mean that, I did ......"

"Alright, alright, I'm kidding you, I'm nervous." Without waiting for Mu Fan to explain, You Xi choked back his words.

Xingwei also laughed, she thought Mu Fan looked very cute when he stammered.

Soon, the three of them came to the mobile phone store and picked it up. In the end, it was Xingwei and You Xi who made the final decision to pick a smart phone. Although Mu Fan was a little trembling, he still took it down. The two of them looked at him and laughed from time to time.

"You two really, you don't know at all that you are distressed about money, this is my meal expenses for several months."

"Hmph, if you have money, you don't have to spend it, wait for your hair to grow!" Xingwei said.

Mu Fan only smiled helplessly after hearing this.

"Okay, then let's go eat, it's a big bloodletting anyway, let's have a good meal today! Where are we going, two goddesses. Mu Fan quipped.

"It's better to go to 'Cloud Lane' and 'Li Street', it's not far away, I remember that I didn't eat enough snacks last time! What do you say, Xingwei? You Xi said.

"I'll see it, let's go!"

Mu Fan followed behind the two girls and shook his head and smiled.

It's the middle of the night, and the place suddenly becomes lively. The two girls felt as if they had entered their home turf, and everything felt new as soon as they walked through the street.

"Mu Fan, I want to eat this!"

"Buy ......"

"Mu Fan, I want to eat that!"

"Buy ......"

"And this, this ......"

"Buy, buy, buy......"

Gluttonous people and spenders enjoy it, completely forgetting the momentary troubles.