Jian Xiu walked past her with an indifferent face, and while walking to her room, she said lightly, "She was very disappointed that she didn't wait for you to come back." ”

Shen Yan didn't speak, but the smile on his original face gradually solidified.

Is he blaming her for half-jokingly saying that she doesn't like the gift? But he knew that she was just afraid that he would misunderstand again, so he would say this in order to make him happy! Otherwise, how could she be so ignorant?

Shen Yan felt that Jian Xiu was a little unreasonable, but fortunately he didn't care about him, he sat quietly on the sofa for a while, and then felt a little thirsty, so he got up and went to the refrigerator to get a drink, but after walking two steps, he saw a table full of meals on the table, including sweet and sour pork ribs that she liked, as well as the other three dishes she ordered yesterday, and two other dishes that she liked to eat, and two spicy crayfish and grilled oysters that she liked to eat.

It's just that the food on the table is already cold at this time, and it looks like he has completely lost his appetite.

Shen Yan stood there for a while, feeling a little uncomfortable in his heart.

She knows the feeling of waiting best, just like she once didn't wait for Jian Xiu in the bar all night, and the phone couldn't get through, the kind of anticipation that was originally full of expectations, but in the end it gradually turned into hopelessness in waiting, which was really painful.

Maybe this time it's not as tortured as she was that time, but it must be uncomfortable after all.

She lowered her head, forced herself not to look at it, and hurriedly opened the refrigerator to get a drink, but after opening the refrigerator, she saw the birthday cake placed in it at first sight.

Her movements paused slightly, and the hand that was supposed to go to get the drink turned around, and then when she came back to her senses, the cake was already in her hand.

She stared down at the cake she was holding, huh...... It's not very good-looking, the flowers in a few places are obviously crooked, and the words "Happy Birthday" written on it also look a little crooked, not so good-looking.

Although the handwriting was not very obvious, Shen Yan could still see that it was from Jian Xiu's handwriting.

So is this the birthday cake he made for her?

Frankly speaking, Shen Yan was slightly moved in his heart at this moment.

She pursed her lips, and then thought about Jian Xiu's last accusation just now, she felt a little understanding, after all, Ye Nan had waited for her for a long time like him and couldn't wait for her, although she was joking to say that she didn't like Ye Nan's gift, but listening to Jian Xiu's ears would also make him think of herself, right? It will also feel as if he prepared so many things for her, and finally disliked it.

She sighed slightly, that's it, in the end, she is still at fault, why bother with the angry people? What's more, it is very rare for him to take time out of his busy schedule to come back to celebrate her birthday, even if he is acting, this attitude is serious enough.

Now that she has thought about it, she doesn't have to worry about him so seriously, anyway, there is probably not much left to move forward together, and she doesn't want to wait until later to recall, their marriage is only a quarrel, and it is good to leave a little memory that at least seems to be harmonious.

Shen Yan walked to the door of Jian Xiu's room with the cake, took a deep breath, and then directly pushed open the door of his room.

As expected, there were no lights on in the room, and there was a cold wind mixed with the smell of tobacco.

The light in the corridor was reflected in the room, and by this faint light, she saw Jian Xiu standing by the window with his back to her, the window was open, and he had a cigarette between his fingertips, and he turned back slightly when he heard the voice.

I have to say that Jian Xiu's side killing is also very sultry, especially under the reflection of this cold moonlight, which makes him look more ascetic.

Shen Yan swallowed his saliva, and the smile on his face was a little flattering, "That, it's not even eleven o'clock now, and my birthday hasn't passed yet, can you accompany me to have a birthday cake?" ”

Jian Xiu turned around slowly, staring at her quietly with cold eyes, and there was some inexplicable meaning in his tone, "You, do you really need me?" ”

Shen Yan froze slightly, and heard the meaning of his words, he said this, I'm afraid he didn't just mean this one thing.

The smile on her face faded, "Between the two of us, is it really interesting to ask these words?" I thought it would be nice if everyone was in harmony on the surface, but if you really had to dig deeper, everyone would be uncomfortable, wouldn't they? ”

After saying that, she smiled faintly, then put the cake on the table, and said casually, "Okay, come and eat the cake." ”

While speaking, she put the candles one by one, although Jian Xiu over there didn't move, she didn't say anything, just lit the candles by herself, and then looked at Jian Xiu, blinked her eyes and said, "Don't you sing me a birthday song?" ”

Jian Xiu was still standing in his original position, the expression on his face was very calm, he just looked at Shen Yan like that, and then repeated it again, "Shen Yan, tell me, do you need me?" ”

Shen Yan turned his head, closed his eyes and silently made a wish in his heart, "May my heart be as strong as a rock in the future, and I will not be moved by wind and rain." ”

Then, she opened her eyes, blew out the candle with a snort, and then said softly, "Jian Xiu, then tell me, do you love me?" ”

"......" Jian Xiu was silent and did not answer.

It's not that he doesn't want to say it, but he can't say it, how can he say the word "love" to Shen Yan? This word is too heavy for them, it is the two lives of his parents on it, let him let go of those past and live a good life with Shen Yan, he has used all his strength.

Now this word "love", he really can't say it to Shen Yan without burden.

Seeing that Jian Xiu was silent, Shen Yan didn't have any disappointment on his face, he just smiled faintly, "Let's eat the cake, it's hard work, why should I eat a little bit today." ”

After speaking, she started to cut the cake, she cut two pieces first, then put aside the one for Jian Xiu, and picked up one by herself and took a bite, then squinted her eyes and nodded, "Well, it tastes good." ”

After finishing speaking, he ate a few bites in succession, and couldn't help but tilt his head to look at Jian Xiu, "Don't you taste it?" The taste is really good! ”

Jian Xiu's eyes sank, "Okay." ”

After saying that, he walked over to her, and then reached out and took her into his arms, clasped the back of her head with one hand, and lowered his head to imprint her lips.

Her lips are soft and creamy, sweet and delicious, and you can't help yourself.

His breath was indescribably domineering, and the hand around her waist tightened more and more, as if he wanted to rub her into the blood and bones, and the possessiveness was terrifying.

Shen Yan indulged in it, but his heart was unexpectedly clear, this is an exchange of only desire, whoever moves his heart first will lose.

Lingering overnight.

This time Shen Yan woke up a little earlier than Jian Xiu, she moved her sore waist, and found a big hand across her waist, and she couldn't move.

She turned her head and glanced at the person who was asleep beside her, Jian Xiu's sleeping face was very clean, like a sleeping angel, the kind that makes people feel excited at a glance.

She couldn't help but raise her finger to trace his silhouette on his face, and then she laughed silently.

Jian Xiu, at least this time, I didn't lose.

Shen Yan turned around and carefully removed Jian Xiu's arm, then got out of bed, gently picked up the clothes on the ground, put one on his body haphazardly, and left Jian Xiu's room.

At the moment when she closed the door, the eyes of the person on the bed opened, and his eyes were clear, and he did not look like he had just woken up.

Jian Xiu lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling quietly, after a night of indulgence, his heart did not get the slightest satisfaction, but felt even emptier.

He could even clearly feel that Shen Yan was getting farther and farther away from him.

And he knew that all this had nothing to do with others, but she was tired, so the true heart that had been given to him was withdrawn by her.

Did he really do something wrong? Is this situation where everyone is struggling with pain now really what he wants?

Maybe...... Their bond should have ended four years ago? Maybe...... He really shouldn't have come back.

He loves her, so he should make her happy, right?

But why, why did his heart hurt so much at the thought of letting go?

Shen Yan, what should I do with you?