Chapter 146: Fool
An Qing and Yuan Qian stayed outside for a long time, doing everything that should be done between couples, drinking tea, shopping, and chatting.
But even so, Yuan Qian could still feel the alienation of the other party.
By the time Anqing sent Yuan Qian back, it was already evening.
It was already dark.
Since the end of the world, the sky has always been dark, and the sun can hardly be seen, and at night, there is no sunset, and the sky is always gray, only a little darkened, as if eaten away by darkness.
An Qing glanced down at Yuan Qian and said gently, "Rest early." He turned around and prepared to leave.
However, when he turned around, Yuan Qian suddenly stretched out a hand and grabbed him.
"Anqing ......"
An Qing turned around, looked at her in surprise, and smiled, "Is there anything else?" ”
Yuan Qian bit her lip, she wanted to speak again, she raised her head, and looked at him very seriously with a pair of eyes.
"Anqing ......"
She screamed again.
It didn't take long for her to muster up the courage to open her mouth and say, "I like you." ”
The young man looked at her with a bit of obvious surprise on his face, but in the depths of his eyes, there was a silent indifference.
He smiled and gently withdrew his hand, "Qianqian, don't make such jokes." ”
Yuan Qian was very scared before she said it, but after she said it, she seemed to be out of the way, and her courage suddenly became bigger.
"I'm not kidding." She said.
"Anyway...... That's what I said, Anqing...... I wonder, what do you think? Yuan Qian raised her head and looked at him with burning eyes.
The mother and fetus are single until now, Yuan Qian has never been in love, and a girl like her is like a blank sheet of paper in the relationship, persistent, simple, sensitive, and unskilled.
The stubborn must ask for an answer, never thinking about whether this answer is what she wants, desperate and reckless.
If it is rejected, it will quickly retract, shrink itself into its shell, and begin to carry out the so-called self-regulation, self-healing.
People like them often have the courage to confess, but they always don't have the courage to continue, because they are thin-skinned.
Yes, that's right, because of thin skin.
They are clumsy, fail again and again, but never think about why, and then continue to fail the next time.
To be honest, there are really a lot of such stupid girls.
At least An Qing, a veteran of the love scene, has seen a lot.
The corners of his mouth curled up and he sneered a little.
Such a girl, because of the extreme lack of experience, is simple when she says it nicely, and stupid when she says it ugly.
On the other hand, such people are easily deceived.
For this point, often these girls themselves do not admit it, no, it should be said that they are not aware of this attribute of themselves at all, many of them, even if they have not been in love, but they have been emotional mentors many times, talking about these, they can be a set, and it is very reasonable.
However, love is such a thing, if you haven't experienced it, it will always be just on paper.
She is really too easy to deceive, and Anqing feels that there is no challenge at all.
For example, right now, Yuan Qian dragged him and asked for an answer.
But in fact, they haven't known each other for a long time, Yuan Qian likes him, but so what? Does she know who he is?
She doesn't know anything, she can say that she likes it, this kind of liking is very shallow, maybe it can be easily erased, and she may have liked the same like many times before.
It's too shallow.
An Qing smiled, a little smile appeared on his face, mixed with a bit of indescribable entanglement, at this moment, he was like an actor with superb acting skills, he said:
"Qianqian...... I'm glad, really, I'm glad to hear you say that, but...... I can't be with you. ”
An Qing lowered his eyes, looking very uncomfortable.
After Yuan Qian listened, a glimmer of light lit up in her eyes, and An Qing's answer seemed to be negotiable.
"Why?" she asked. Why can't you stay with me? Do you like me? ”
Hearing this, An Qing sneered again.
Look, girls who have never been in love are like this, in fact, at this moment, what she cares about is not the question of whether they can be together, she just wants an answer, like it or not, that's all, for her, this answer makes her more important than not being together.
"I ......" An Qing wanted to speak and stopped, he hesitated for a long time, sighed deeply, and then said: "It's not a matter of liking it or not, Qianqian, but, I don't think I'm worthy of you." ”
"You are the sister of the base chief, and I'm just an ordinary person who is nothing, I have neither the strength value of those who are supernatural, nor the IQ of those people in the research institute, I am just an ordinary person, I am not worthy of you at all. So even if it...... We can't be together either, and I can't give you a future you want. ”
"What is worthy or not, this is the question of whether you like it or not, I just want to know an answer, is it that difficult?" Yuan Qian asked rhetorically.
She looked at An Qing expectantly, expecting an answer from him, and at this moment, An Qing's reaction had already given her some confidence.
"It's not the same thing." An Qing said helplessly.
"I asked, do you like me or don't like me?" Yuan Qian asked bluntly, she looked at An Qing with burning eyes.
An Qing looked at her and was silent for a long time before saying, "Hey...... I like you, you're so cute, how could I not like you. ”
Yuan Qian's eyes suddenly lit up, and the whole person seemed to be covered with a layer of light, and her emotions jumped.
An Qing looked at her, a strange light flashed in his eyes.
"Really?" She asked.
An Qing looked left and right, looking a little uncomfortable, and didn't want to answer, but being forced by Yuan Qian, he finally looked at her, his eyes were sincere, "Really, it's true." ”
"Is it really true? You can't lie to me. "Yuan Qian is like a child who gets candy for the first time, and she has to confirm it again.
Anqing nodded, "Really, really, if I lie to you at this time, then what is it." ”
Yuan Qian grinned happily, her round face flushed, like an apple.
"Then let's be okay together." She grabbed An Qing's hand and said.
An Qing obviously felt that sweat was oozing from her palms, indicating that this person who seemed to be quite calm was actually very nervous at the moment.
An Qing smiled, but still firmly withdrew his hand and said seriously: "No, Qianqian, I have already said it, we are really not suitable." ”
"But don't you like me? Isn't it, in fact, you don't like me, anything that is inappropriate, it's just an excuse to reject me? Yuan Qian's face suddenly fell, looking very pitiful, "If you want to reject me, you can just say that you don't like me, I'm not unacceptable, but don't make excuses." ”
An Qing shook his head, "It's not an excuse, it's true, it's that I'm not worthy of you, the problem is all on me, I like you, but the reality doesn't allow it, it's not that we can be together together, there are always many irresistible factors in life." He said bitterly.
"I really like you, Qianqian is so cute, you deserve to be liked by many people, but we really can't be together."
After saying this, An Qing seemed to be in pain, glanced at Yuan Qian tangled and deeply, and then turned around and left resolutely.
He strode into the darkness, Yuan Qian couldn't stop him at all, and could only watch him disappear into the street like this.
She stood stunned, looking at the street corner, with an expression on her face that she didn't know whether to be happy or sad.
The person she likes also likes her, but she is determined not to be with her, such a contradictory feeling makes her feel as if she is stuck in some sweet quagmire, and it is difficult to extricate herself.
On the other side, after An Qing turned the corner, the expression on his face all converged, as if he didn't look like him just now.
The corners of his mouth curled up into a mocking sneer, "Idiot." ”