Chapter 335: Crying and laughing, laughing and crying

Outside the intensive care unit, Zhou Ze sat in the aisle against the wall, holding a burning cigarette in his hand, and below it, there were cigarette butts.

Lao Zhang was still lying inside, and his condition was not getting better, but continued to deteriorate.

It's been a night,

Maybe for Lao Zhang,

His days are one less night, and his life can be counted with his fingers, and it is not in "days", but in "hours".

Even if Zhou Ze didn't want to admit it, out of the professionalism of a doctor, he knew in his heart that in terms of his condition and treatment methods, Lao Zhang was really a little "powerless".

Not all diseases can expect miracles, people always like to preach the spirit of "optimism and positivity", which can create miracles and defeat diseases.

But that's just an instinctive way for people to talk and entertain themselves.

Otherwise, there would be no need for doctors in the hospital, and the speakers who gave chicken soup and chicken blood classes to the third year of high school and junior high school students would be able to treat the disease by giving non-stop speeches in the hospital.

The cigarette butt in his hand is pressed on the aisle tile and extinguished,

Zhou Ze lowered his head,

Slightly closed eyes,

It is not so much that he is continuing to observe the situation now, but that he is waiting for Lao Zhang Zhen's soul to appear after his death.

At least

I can still accompany Lao Zhang to have a few last chats,

Talk

Ask Lao Zhang if there is anything else he can't let go,

Then ask him if he has a habit of digging holes here and there or hiding a passbook under the sofa, and I can help him find it and give it to his son or ex-wife.

rites of passage

Yin and Yang rotation,

Even if you become a ghost, you still can't resist this trend, and you can't really change it.

Boss Zhou hasn't been so powerless for a long time, the last time I felt this way was many years ago, when I just entered the industry, and I still have ideals, dreams, and that kind of simple desire.

But after the rescue failed again and again, and saw the patient finally die,

That powerlessness, that paleness, that sense of failure and decadence,

The most torturous.

But then, I got used to it.

Zhou Ze smiled,

I thought that after becoming a ghost, I could change something, but it was nothing more than re-experiencing the emotions that I was unwilling to face before.

This feeling,

It's really bad.

But you should look away, whether you want to or not, you still have to look at it.

"You're in pain, aren't you?"

Lao Zhang in the custody unit should also be very painful.

death

Maybe for him, it was really a relief.

Just as Zhou Ze wanted to save the old man who had reached the end of his life, the other party might just want a good time.

Lying there with extensive burns, even if he was unconscious, even if he was injected with anesthesia, the pain was unavoidable.

Ordinary people have to cut their appendix for two nights, not to mention the situation in front of them.

As soon as I thought of this,

Zhou Ze thought about it instead,

When Lao Zhang died, when he was relieved of his pain,

While his soul did not go to hell,

and he smoked another cigarette,

Blow a little more bull,

It seems like

It's also quite pleasant.

seem

The shadow and depression of death have also dissipated a lot at this moment, and it is not so unacceptable.

Outside, there was the sound of hurried footsteps.

It should be Lao Zhang's subordinates or people in the bureau who came to see him,

Since Lao Zhang was sent to the emergency room yesterday afternoon, it can be said that there has been an endless stream of people who have come to visit him, and many of them have rushed to the end of duty, just to accompany Lao Zhang outside the ward.

It stands to reason that with the character of this product, the popularity should not be so good.

Maybe, it's also because he's about to hang up, people are dying, and the previous grievances don't matter, but the rest is admiration for his personal character and integrity.

However, this time the one who came here looked a little younger.

He was wearing jeans and blue short sleeves, and after running over, he shouted directly to Lao Zhang in the intensive care unit directly facing the window:

"Dad! Father! Father!!! ”

Zhou Ze was a little surprised,

Looking up at him,

Seeing that he had the urge to forcibly open the intensive care unit and enter,

Boss Zhou immediately stood up and reached out to press the other party's shoulder:

"Don't be impulsive."

The other party's body trembled, and he took a deep breath, but the tears in his eyes had already dripped uncontrollably, and in the end, he sat down slowly with his back against the wall, hugged his head, and cried bitterly.

Boss Zhou stood next to him, watching the young man vent his emotions.

Long

The young man raised his head and looked at Zhou Ze:

"How's my dad doing, doctor?"

Before he came, he should have received a briefing, and on the way back, he should have called to inquire, this kind of thing, there is no need to hide it, there is no need to hide it, the family has the right to know the real situation.

Therefore, the reason why he asked Zhou Ze now was nothing more than to seek a little psychological comfort.

Not many people have the courage to face the bleak reality calmly, most people still need to be coaxed, if no one coaxes themselves, they will coax themselves.

But alas,

He asked the wrong person.

"Oh, I'm dying."

"............" young people.

As you can imagine,

If it weren't for Lao Zhang's son, who was also a police academy student, and inherited some of Lao Zhang's good qualities,

Replace it with someone else,

Zhou Ze is definitely going to be beaten now.

"I tried my best, but I couldn't help it, he had too many burns and he didn't react well after the surgery." Zhou Ze continued, "It's eight o'clock in the morning, it's almost enough to live until tonight, and it's a miracle to survive tonight." ”

"I don't believe it, I don't think my dad will die." The young man gritted his teeth.

"Hmm."

Zhou Ze stretched out his hand and patted the young man's head to soothe his remaining stubbornness.

He and Lao Zhang have a relationship with brothers, and this young man is naturally Zhou Ze's nephew.

"What about your mother?" Zhou Ze asked.

The hospital's critical illness notice has already been issued, and President Lin has also notified the police station of the specific situation.

"She lives abroad, she called me, and she can't come back for a while." The young man replied, "According to you, doctor, she won't have time to come back." ”

Bare...... Official?

Zhou Ze frowned slightly, and secretly said that after Lao Zhang Zhen curled his braids, he had to say a good thing to his dead soul, as a people's police cadre, he actually let his ex-wife defect to the side of the American imperialist who died without his heart, and it seems that he still can't work at home for family thoughts.

"Moreover, my mother's current husband seems to be also hospitalized, and she can't come back."

The young man stood up slowly, he first glanced at the cigarette butt on the ground, then took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed it to Zhou Ze.

Zhou Ze took the cigarette,

Nodding,

Then this is not considered a naked official, right?

After all, they are married.

Fortunately, the young man didn't know what Zhou Ze was thinking, otherwise, no matter how good his quality was, he couldn't stop his urge to hit people.

To be honest, Lao Zhang is also quite pitiful, and the hardships of the family are chasing Zhou Ze's little Wang,

But it still failed to reach the height of Lao Wang.

Zhou Ze has always felt that if Wang Ke is willing, he can write a book based on his own experience, which will definitely be more popular than those so-called bitterness.

When the time comes, I will set up a column for his book in the bookstore, focusing on this.

"I never thought of my dad as a good father." The young man said.

"Hmm." Zhou Ze thought so.

"But he's a good cop."

"Hmm." Zhou Ze still thinks so.

"Now, he's dying." The young man sighed, "Until now, I have the illusion that he will survive, just like in the past, every time he went out on a mission to capture a fugitive, my mother and I were both worried at home, but he would come back home the next day." ”

"There's good news for you." Zhou Ze said.

"What's the good news?"

"That gangster, who didn't survive last night, is dead."

"Thank you." The young man said.

He didn't think about revenge now, he only thought about his father's safety.

Zhou Ze was a little uncomfortable, because when that person died, he was busy operating on Zhang Yanfeng, and when he went again, his soul had already gone to hell and couldn't be found.

If he was at the scene at the time, he would never let him die so simply and simply, when he was alive, it was inconvenient for Zhou Ze to touch him, but after he died, it would be under Zhou Ze's control.

No matter how much grievance and misfortune they have suffered in society and in life, people who impose anger and hurt on their children do not deserve sympathy at all.

At this moment, there was another noise outside.

Turning his head, he saw a group of children, and their parents were standing behind them.

The children each held a bouquet of flowers in their hands, and some of them also carried their own folded paper cranes and airplanes, and everyone quietly walked over together, while the adults stayed in place.

these

They are all children rescued by Zhang Yanfeng from the gangsters.

Children may not know what gratitude is, after all, they are still in kindergarten, and they probably don't know any big truths, and even most of them may not even remember what happened yesterday because they were too frightened.

But their parents remember that they organized everyone to come over together in the parents' WeChat group, and no matter how busy the parents were, they also asked for leave to accompany their children.

When these children grow up, their parents will tell them about it, and in the future, these children will believe that there are good policemen in this world, because their lives were saved by a policeman uncle.

The young man watched this scene, and watched the children neatly arrange the flowers and paper cranes outside the guardianship, and he cried again, buried his head deeply, and choked up very much.

Zhou Ze subconsciously took out another cigarette, but after looking at the children around him, he still took it back.

There were two bold children lying on the side of the window and looking in, and when they saw Zhang Yanfeng lying inside, one was startled and retreated continuously, and the other cried directly.

Really,

It's scary!

"Poof!"

Zhou Ze laughed.

While laughing, Zhou Ze put his arm around the young man's shoulders and pointed to the crying child to signal him to look.

The young man raised his head,

Crying and crying, looking at the child, also laughing,

Laughing,

Tears ......