Chapter 228: The Salted Fish King is about to cultivate!
"Come, Kuding tea."
Wang Ke put the tea in front of Zhou Ze.
Kuding tea, also known as bitter tea, tea is as its name suggests.
But Wang Ke has been obsessed with this taste since he started drinking tea, and he drinks this tea at home or in the office on weekdays.
It can be said that he is remembering the bittersweet memories, and he is indeed worthy of "remembering the bittersweet memories".
From an orphan with nothing, to today's step, it can be regarded as a success, and all the hardships paid during this period are rippling in this cup of bitter tea.
Zhou Ze picked up the teacup, took a sip, slowly chewed the tea, put down the teacup, and lit another cigarette.
"Lonely, huh?"
Wang Ke said.
Zhou Ze nodded.
As a psychiatrist, what I am best at is actually observing words and feelings, which is a subject that seems to be easy to learn but is actually difficult to learn well.
"Where's your daughter?"
"Oh, it's almost time for school."
"Where's my sister-in-law?"
"I went to do my hair;
Then I should pick up the kids from school, and it won't be long before I can come back. ”
"You also have a big heart, and you dare to let her go out with confidence."
"Most of the time, she's normal."
Wang Ke exhaled into the teacup in front of him, and then took a sip.
The bitterness enters the throat, no less than liquor piercing the intestines.
"I wanted to talk to someone, but I didn't know who to talk to, and then I thought of you."
After Zhou Ze finished speaking, he smiled.
It can be seen that his mood is actually a little low.
killed the old woman's soul in one fell swoop, and did not let Boss Zhou vent any anger in his heart, but it was like eating "fast food" on the side of the road, and it seemed that the fierce exercise was over.
But when I came out, I couldn't hide the loss and emptiness in my heart.
Zhou Ze didn't feel that his move was very simple and decisive,
That's really just a dog jumping off the wall,
The madness of a man who has been forced into an emotional corner,
Reckless moves,
There's nothing to brag about.
ultimately
But will the bridge know about this?
Will they face the treatment,
He didn't know, and he didn't know.
"I can understand how you feel, when we were kids, we were all the same." Wang Ke pushed the ashtray in front of Zhou Ze and continued: "We started much worse than our peers, and we have a greater sense of crisis than our peers, because we have experienced the fear of having nothing, so we know how to cherish it more. ”
Zhou Ze looked at Wang Ke and didn't speak.
"You're giving me a feeling right now, as if we were still in an orphanage."
"Huh."
"It's true, that kind of helplessness, hesitation and confusion about the future, I see it in you, I can see it clearly."
"I had nothing to do, and in my last life, I was thirty years old, and a car accident was burned;
In this life, I found a truth that was even more difficult for me to accept, it turned out that the existence of my whole person was just a misunderstanding, a probability, and it could even be said to be ...... A joke. ”
"And then, what do you decide to do?"
Wang Ke reached out and rubbed his chin.
To be honest, for Wang Ke, he has no fear in the face of all kinds of customers, and his talents, psychological attainments and his experience can help him solve most of the problems.
But when facing Zhou Ze,
All the self-confidence that Wang Ke had before was directly gone.
After all
There is no course in the school that is dedicated to the psychological study of "ghosts".
"Your question, space is overflowing." Zhou Ze said.
"Well, tomorrow, what are you going to do, what are you going to do?
For example, when you wake up in the morning, what you plan to do, what you plan to do at noon, and what you plan to do in the evening, it becomes clear. ”
"Morning ............"
Zhou Ze pondered for a while and replied:
"In the morning, I would sit by the window of the bookstore, bask in the sun, and drink coffee."
"............" Wang Ke.
Suppressing the urge to cough, Wang Ke stubbornly continued to ask:
"What about noon? After eating, continue to read the newspaper? ”
Zhou Ze smiled, shook his head, and said, "Of course I'm not reading the newspaper anymore, and I don't drink coffee anymore." ”
"Well, that's good."
Wang Ke breathed a long sigh of relief,
I feel that my hair is small,
And saved.
"The newspaper is just a little bit of space, from noon to afternoon, change the book and look at it, there are a lot of books in the bookstore, and I don't sit in the original position, the sun is comfortable in the morning, the sun is big in the afternoon, choose a corner position, lie on your side, and flip through the books.
If you are interested, look at some serious literature or some ancient works.
I think it's boring, and then look for some contemporary flavors, and sometimes I think these are quite interesting.
I don't drink coffee anymore, after all, drinking too much coffee is not good for the heart, I used to be a doctor, and I understand this truth.
Let's drink tea instead, but I won't drink your bitter tea, I have a lot of good tea that I bought at a high price. ”
"............" Wang Ke.
"At night, see if there is any business at the door, if there is business, do it, if there is no business, close the door, take a shower, and sleep."
Wang Ke looked at the ashtray in front of him,
I don't know why,
Suddenly an impulse arose in his heart,
That is to lift this ashtray and give yourself this little hair to smash his head and break the blood!
"Isn't this kind of life interesting?"
Wang Ke organized his words and continued:
Or does this kind of life help you with the problems you are facing now? Can it improve your problems and solve your problems? ”
Zhou Ze shook his head.
Apparently not.
In this world, there is no good thing about pies in the world.
"And you're going to do that?" Wang Ke is kind and seductive.
Tell the truth,
He felt so tired, really tired.
"But my worries and worries are actually that in the future, I may not be able to live this salted fish life again.
Why am I?
In order to protect this state of my life, now I am taking the initiative to change this state of life on my own? ”
Wang Ke reached out and wiped his forehead,
He was stunned by Zhou Ze's words.
yes
Boss Zhou likes this kind of life very much,
A bookstore, a maid, a newspaper, a ray of sunshine, a day and a night, and so it goes, a month, a year, and so on.
He doesn't like to spoil the peace, and he doesn't want to destroy it.
This is the truth he realized after his death, a completely different outlook on life from his previous life.
The conversation between the two men has entered a bottleneck.
Fortunately, the entrance door was opened.
Little Lori and her mother are back.
As soon as she entered the door, Xiao Lori stared at Zhou Ze for a while, and the anger in the depths of her eyes was extremely clear!
He's in trouble again,
He's in trouble again,
Little Lori is very aggrieved,
Why has I had to live a frightened life every day since I followed him?
After following him,
Little Lori suddenly felt that her life had become extraordinarily exciting!
Don't want to be excited!
After Wang Ke's wife came back with the child, she went upstairs by herself.
In this regard,
Zhou Ze, the guest, did not have the slightest feeling of being coldly treated,
Contrary
If Wang Ke's wife warmly kept him for dinner, it would be the most unacceptable thing for Zhou Ze.
"Xiaorui, go do your homework."
Wang Ke motioned for his daughter to leave first.
Wang Rui nodded obediently, and went upstairs to the room with her schoolbag.
Zhou Ze also got up and said goodbye.
Wang Ke left him to talk for a while, he felt that he should inject more vitality into his small outlook on life, but obviously, this is a bit of a cow playing the piano.
Walking out of Wang Ke's house, Zhou Ze did not leave in a hurry, but sat down on a bench in the garden of the community.
After a while, a petite figure walked behind Zhou Ze.
"Angry?"
Zhou Ze didn't need to look back to know who was coming.
"I'm numb."
Little Lori sat down on the bench beside Zhou Ze,
"Your Chinese was taught by a math teacher, right?" Little Lori scoffed.
When she was in a video with Zhou Ze before, Zhou Ze actually tore people's souls apart directly!
What else did she say, and understood what she meant!
"Hehe, I remember being a representative of the Chinese class before."
"That's a perfect score for reading comprehension." Little Lori said angrily, "You killed people like this, which means that once the incident happens, there will be no room for turning around?" ”
"Keep her, and there's room for it?"
Zhou Ze shook his head and said very casually:
"People...... Oh no, the ghost has already been killed, and there is no point in discussing this again. ”
"And what are you going to do next?"
"What to do, continue to live your own life."
"Lit a powder keg and pretended nothing had happened?"
Zhou Ze was silent.
Ten minutes later,
Zhou Ze opened his mouth and said, "Is there any cultivation method?" ”
"You want to learn?" Little Lori looked at Zhou Ze with some surprise, "Do you want to become stronger?" ”
"Sometimes I get bored, so I want to find something to do."
"Do you think this is a mentally retarded immortal cultivator?
Like the books on the shelves in your bookstore?
We ghosts, such as me, have been fixed since the beginning of returning to the yang, and our talents, our supernatural powers, have long been fixed.
Unless you go to the temple god to accumulate incense and make offerings, or use other methods of yin damage, the cultivation of the Eight Sutras may have a little effect in hell, but in the realm of the yang world, it is useless. ”
"That's a real headache."
Zhou Ze was a little sad,
Subconsciously reached out and rubbed his temples.
But my heart also settled down, and the last trace of guilt was erased.
You see
It's not that I don't want to be motivated, it's not that I want to be a salted fish,
The fact is that there is no difference between cultivating and not cultivating.
"But ............" Little Lori suddenly changed her painting style.
And then
Boss Zhou stood up suddenly,
Walk quickly to the door of the community and stretch out your hand to stop the car,
I almost covered my ears, stomped my feet, and shouted, "Don't listen, don't listen to Wang Ba's recitation."
This made the little Lori who was about to take a turn and lose Zhou Ze's appetite for a while was dumbfounded,
Gan Lin Niang!
I'm afraid that if I say something about the cultivation method, he can't be a salted fish!