Chapter 606: Turning Thoughts
Zhuang Siyan asked the palace maid to step back, she walked over by herself, clasped her hand on Concubine Yi's wrist, and tested her pulse.
It's very faint, and it seems that there is fire in it that is going on a rampage, and it is not smooth at all.
Concubine Yi had already lay down and took a few breaths before saying, "Let the queen mother bother......"
Zhuang Siyan: "It really bothered me, you said okay, why do you have to make yourself like this?" ”
Concubine Yi didn't speak, half-squinting her eyes and pouring out of breath.
The half bowl of porridge really didn't go well, she didn't want to eat it, but she couldn't eat it, she couldn't accept it physically and psychologically, so she swallowed it hard, and after such a while, it seemed that it was still stuck in her chest, and she couldn't get down, and she almost broke her breath.
Zhuang Siyan stretched out his hand, slowly smoothed her chest twice, and then said in his own words: "I know that this palace is not happy, especially in the palace where you are not favored by the emperor, when you came from home, the day you wanted must not be like this, right?" ”
These words are like a sharp blade, straight into Concubine Yi's heart, and those who don't dare to fall up will swallow it on the spot and end this terrible half of their lives.
But Zhuang Siyan didn't want her to die like this, probably because she didn't hurt enough, and stirred it with a knife.
"There is always a gap between reality and ideals, don't say it's you, everyone is like this, look at me, I wanted to make some money, escape from the palace, and live a free life, but now, trapped and dying here, don't even think about going out again in this life."
Concubine Yi closed her eyes.
She hated that she didn't have the strength now, and she hated that she didn't have a knife in her hand, otherwise, she would have stabbed this hypocritical woman with one sword.
It's nothing good to be alone, in the final analysis, she is also good with her own means and scheming, and Concubine Yi is willing to gamble and lose.
But why did she have to stab Concubine Yi repeatedly with her own good fortune when she was persecuted?
Her hand shrunk into the quilt, pinched her palm, and with the greatest force, she almost pinched the flesh of her palm.
And Zhuang Siyan couldn't see these at all, she pretended to talk about her misfortune for a while, and then changed the topic to Concubine Yi: "It's just a cold, it can be cured soon, if you are cured, you will have the opportunity to live a good life, if you really die because of this illness, then your life is just a tragedy."
You didn't find a man who loved you, you didn't marry a good family, and you didn't do anything righteous for your family.
In a short period of time, some people lament your misfortune, but with the loss of time, you slowly fade in other people's mouths.
Occasionally, when someone mentions you again, it's just a person who doesn't deserve to be mentioned.
Yifei, are you willing? ”
She was not reconciled.
She was cold, but all kinds of thoughts from the past burned her heart like fire.
The coldness of the body, hedged against the fire in her heart, soon made Concubine Yi gasp for torture, and there seemed to be something blocked in her throat and eyes, as well as in her chest.
Her panting voice grew louder and louder, and her chest rose and fell violently.
Zhuang Siyan was about to take her pulse again, but when he saw her on the side of her body, she crawled on the edge of the bed and vomited.
I spit out all the things I had just eaten, and there was something brown mixed with something I couldn't distinguish the color indistinguishable, and it had a peculiar smell.
The palace maid outside heard the voice and hurriedly asked for an order to come in and clean up.
Zhuang Siyan also retreated to the outer room.
When the people inside were almost cleaned up, she instructed the palace maids to open the doors and windows for ventilation, and then gave Concubine Yi a few sips of hot water to go in.
Temporarily, he called Cai Zhouping over again: "Show her again, look carefully." ”
Cai Zhouping didn't hear anything from her two sentences, but everyone was here, so they could only go in and check Concubine Yi's pulse again.
When he came out, he honestly said: "Although the pulse phase is weak, it is smoother than before, and it seems to have improved the traces." ”
Zhuang Siyan nodded: "According to her current situation, you adjust her prescription and feed people, otherwise I will ask you for questions." ”
Cai Zhouping: "......"
Coming out of Concubine Yi's palace, a cold wind suddenly arose outside, blowing Zhuang Siyan's face cold, and his head in a hurry just now became clearer.
It's a bit of a risky move, Concubine Yi is stuck in her heart, she can't say it, she can't say it, she has been accumulating there for many years, and after a long time, even if there is no wind and cold, she will not be able to afford to get sick.
Zhuang Siyan deliberately provoked her, just to stir up the pimple in her heart.
But she didn't expect that the medicine was too fierce, and she almost didn't make Concubine Yi angry at once.
At that time, Zhuang Siyan's cold sweat also broke out, in case this person really died like this, it really responded to someone else's words, and he died in her hands.
Many people died in Ling Tiancheng's harem, but so far, Zhuang Siyan has never felt guilty about anyone.
Most of those people are to blame, and some even play themselves to death, although they have something to do with her, but the main reason is not because of her, so she never goes to her heart.
Concubine Yi is different, she didn't think about harming herself, she didn't want to do anything bad, and even because she didn't want to do bad things, she wanted to end her life, but she gave her such a hand.
Zhuang Siyan stroked the emanation in front of his forehead and looked up at the sky.
It was windy, but the sky was clear.
It's spring in the end, and the foggy sky that belongs to the winter season has passed, and a few stars have crawled out at some point, and they are very cute and lovely.
Zhuang Siyan stared at the star, and his mood improved.
When he returned to Xuan Palace, Ling Tiancheng had already returned, and he was waiting for her.
It's just that as soon as he saw her face, he frowned: "Yan'er, what's wrong?" I only heard that Concubine Yi was seriously ill and called Imperial Doctor Cai over, is it wrong? ”
Zhuang Siyan held his outstretched hand: "That's right, it's her who is seriously ill, and I'm fine." ”
Ling Tiancheng's brows didn't let go for half a minute: "Why is your face so ugly if you are not sick, what happened?" ”
Zhuang Siyan didn't want to explain so much to him, and said some superficial words: "It's too cold outside, and it's freezing when you come back, can you pour me a cup of hot tea?" ”
Li Fu next to him heard it, and without waiting for Ling Tiancheng's order, he hurriedly went to pour it first.
When Ling Tiancheng helped Zhuang Siyan to sit on the soft couch and brought the hot tea to him, Xiao Tailin also moved the charcoal stove inside to make her warm as much as possible.
After a cup of hot tea, my face really got much better.
Zhuang Siyan waved his hand to him and said, "I'm also tired in the past two days, I'll go back to the side hall to sleep, and the emperor will rest early, see you tomorrow." ”
She went out to leave, Ling Tiancheng went to sleep with Han Tongzhen, but supported Li Fudao: "Send someone to Concubine Yi and ask the Tai Hospital, what happened?" ”
Li Fu agreed, and trotted out again.
However, in a tea time, all the things about Concubine Yi reached Ling Tiancheng's ears.
Li Fu whispered beside him: "The queen mother understands medicine, and she may have gone to treat Concubine Yi's illness." ”
Ling Tiancheng let out a "hmm", but his mind didn't seem to be on this.
Li Fu didn't know what he was thinking, and after finishing the matter, he quietly retreated.
It was already late at night, and a letter came from the side hall saying that after Zhuang Siyan went back, he didn't even look at Ling Tiantian, and went to sleep directly after washing.
Ling Tiancheng sat alone for a while, didn't bother her anymore, and fell asleep.
But Concubine Yi, since Zhuang Siyan left, got a new medicine, boiled it and drank it again, and then the emperor sent someone to ask.
Such a toss made a fuss in the middle of the night.
After she drank the medicine herself, the feeling of powerlessness in the past was not so strong, and she couldn't even sleep, so she simply sat up and looked at the candle fire next to the bed and thought about things.
Related to Zhuang Siyan, Concubine Yi went through her expressions, words, and even tone in her mind in the last few days.
But I still can't figure it out.
Why is she?
If you really want her to die, just ignore her, just because of your own illness, you can almost see the days of returning to Huangquan, how can you still need others to interfere?
If she doesn't want to die, then what is her purpose?
She is just a useless person, in this harem, it doesn't matter if she has it or not, why should she work herself?
In addition to this, Yifei has many sporadic minor problems.
She couldn't figure it out, she didn't even have anyone to talk to.
Those palace maids have come because of Zhuang Siyan and the emperor's people, although they don't dare to be lazy anymore, but the habits they usually develop also make them unable to get close to Concubine Yi, almost shouting and moving, if she doesn't speak, those people are still happy and comfortable, and they are all far away.
Concubine Yi took a deep breath.
Her whole room was filled with a strong smell of medicine, and she didn't go out much all day, and the room was full of turbidity.
She didn't think it before, but tonight she smelled so bad that she almost couldn't smell it, so it was no wonder that the palace maids were reluctant to come in.
She called the little palace maid who had taken care of her in before and asked her calmly, "How is your family, is your mother's illness better?" ”
This little palace maid is the one Zhuang Siyan saw before that day.
Her mother was seriously ill, and she had no money to heal, and secondly, she also wanted to see this daughter who had been sent out in her early years before she died, so she asked someone to ask for a letter to come in.
But when the little palace maid returned this matter to Concubine Yi, all she could give her was a wry smile: "In our palace, I can't talk to the top, and I don't have the right to let you out." ”
The little palace maid knew about her situation and didn't dare to say much, but her mood must be uncomfortable, so when she went out that day, her eyes were red and she was depressed.
At that time, Zhuang Siyan also felt strange when she saw it, but she thought about Concubine Yi's illness at that time, and she didn't ask much if this little palace maid was also for this matter.
Now that Concubine Yi has the spirit to ask, the tears of the little palace maid are falling down.
In poor families, if you are sick, you will die, and if you have a death, you will carry the illness well, so when Concubine Yi saw her appearance, she knew that it must be bad.
She sighed and said, "Although I have no right to let you out, you can go to the queen mother to see this matter." ”
The little palace maid's voice choked: "The Xuan Palace is not allowed to outsiders to enter, even the ladies can't go in, how can I go in, and such a trivial matter has alarmed the queen mother, will she blame it?" ”
Concubine Yi didn't know either.
She was stunned for a moment and said, "Go and try it, if you really blame it, you will say that I let you go, and you don't know anything." Oh yes, take this with you, and you can get some silver when you go out, and get some medicine for your mother. ”
She took off one of her bracelets and handed it to the little maid.