Cao'er felt like her body was trembling... CO himself couldn't tell whether it was anger or sadness, but he felt that a heart was broken with a bang, and it was completely broken. Her reason told her that Li Yunfeng had always said the same, he and Li Lan'er were about to get married, and she and him were nothing.

Yes, nothing, isn't it? Did they confess to each other? No! Are they in a relationship with each other? No! Not to mention that they have thought about getting married and meeting their parents, have they? When they are together, they are just doing the most ordinary things between ordinary friends, reading, studying, doing farm work, talking about ideals, that's all, what is this? It's always her who is amorous, Zheng Xingxing is, and now Li Yunfeng is too, she is just self-inflicted, self-inflicted! She no longer wants to be fiddled with by these boys, and from now on she no longer believes in any feelings, any lovers of the heart, let it all go to hell!

Li Yunfeng looked at Cao'er's face like a changing expression, his heart was like a cracked stone, there was no trace of blood temperature, only the dull pain that made him worse than death. Yes, looking at the boulder that he suddenly smashed into her with his own hands, smashing her heart bloody, his heart was uncontrollable, he really wanted to tell Cao'er that his beloved would have no one but her. But he couldn't, otherwise all his work would be wasted. He didn't know where the power that made him face reality so coldly came from.

The grass froze in distraction. She was tearing inwardly, the pain of anger and grief on one side, and the constant attempt to hold her sanity away from sinking into the mire of pain. But, after all, she lost her mind at this moment. Her calmness was useless, tears came out of her eyes, her body was sore, and she instantly felt that she couldn't stand still, and she hated to lie down immediately. She couldn't hold it anymore.

"You go."

Cao'er was teary-eyed, but she didn't rush up and pounce on him as she thought in her heart. It's just that she really doesn't want to see him, she wants him to disappear from view immediately, or she will sit down on the ground. She didn't want him to see her like that. Whatever the reason, he showed his attitude, didn't he? Then now it's her turn, she comes to finish the end, she has to keep her dignity, and she must not let him make fun of him in the future.

"You go!"

Cao'er looked at Li Yunfeng, who was bowing his head and not moving, and yelled at him with all her might:

"You go! Come on! ”

"I don't want to see you!"

She really didn't want to be disturbed, she just wanted to be left alone as soon as possible and be quiet. She wanted to turn away, but she was too weak to take a step, so where did she have the strength to ride home?

Li Yunfeng didn't expect Cao'er's emotions to be so intense, he was just worried that he would hurt her at first, but he didn't expect that it would make her so painful, he thought that it would be good for him to bear the pain, and it would be good for her to be sad for a few days, but he didn't expect that at this moment, how to go back after she just heard him finish speaking. She wouldn't let him go home. He regretted in his heart, and was annoyed that he should not have said something worse than a knife to his grass in this morning, in this place.

But what could he do? Li Yunfeng silently turned around and left. He knew that at this moment, Cao'er really needed to be quiet, and at this moment, he really couldn't say anything to her, but what if something happened to her?

He suddenly quickened his pace, he wanted to hurry back and let Yunqin come to see her, so that he could rest assured. He walked out of the end of the hibiscus tree in the school road and ran up violently on the road, he couldn't control his sadness and pain, he just needed to get home quickly, let Yunqin come over quickly, and wait for the grass next to him.

Cao'er listened to Li Yunfeng's footsteps and went away, and slowly sat on the ground with the hibiscus tree next to her. She didn't care that the dirt would stain her newly bought white dress, and it didn't make sense to look good or beautiful. She suddenly felt as if the world had collapsed, and her eyes were in ruins. It wasn't until this moment that she remembered what had just happened, and she really knew that Li Yunfeng wanted to be with Li Lan'er, and it had nothing to do with herself.

It's ridiculous to say kiss and get married, but such ridiculousness is really happening. Her heart was at a loss. She wanted to scold Li Yunfeng fiercely, but she couldn't even scold a word of "bastard". She would never have scolded anyone, let alone Li Yunfeng.

Despite all the anger and pain just now, she still believed that he had a hard time doing this, and his hard work, to put it mildly, was just for his home. She knew that from junior high school to high school, he gave up the key middle school that was conducive to his future for this family, and she asked Yunqin about the college entrance examination to know that Li Yunfeng was simply answering questions while sleeping in the college entrance examination, which was said by Li Lan'er and Yunqin who were sitting in the back row of him. can't be wrong, with a person like Li Yunfeng who works seriously, how could he fall asleep in such an important exam as the college entrance examination, but he just deliberately didn't do well. Because of this, she felt more sorry for him, thinking about how to better help him, and thinking about being with him in the future, and thinking about telling him well today, but he rushed ahead of herself to make herself die, just for his family and for her not to be dragged down, calm down, she knows.

Her heart was like an ice spring, cold to the bone but clear, like the sadness rising in her heart, it was a bright summer day, but it was as cold as a withering winter, the clouds were low, and the sky was full of gray branches, but the world was clear, and it was not covered with dust. However, this sadness like frost and snow still made her shiver from the cold.

That's the end of it. Even if we meet again, it's different. What's more, it's better not to see it. Cao'er knows that no matter how much she fantasizes in her heart, facts are facts and cannot be changed. She has a natural calmness, and when things are irreparable, she knows that she can only choose to face them.

But how could all this end like this? She kept asking herself, but couldn't find an answer. As a young woman, she never believed in the certainty of fate, it was all a lie, and only the incompetent believed in such absurd fatalism. She doesn't believe it, she believes even more that "my fate is up to me"!

She originally thought that Li Yunfeng was the same as her, believing that fate was in their own hands, as long as they did not compromise, listened to their own hearts to follow and create, all difficulties would be solved, and there was no need to succumb to the hardships of life at all, but she didn't expect that he was not her after all. They, it's still different.

She wants to overcome fate, but he accepts it. In that case, there is no choice but to part ways. What is she fighting for? You can fight for your own future and destiny, but how can you fight for the emotions of others? Feelings, in the end, are the most ungraspable.

The grass that had figured it through was finally able to hold on to the trunk of the tree, stood up tremblingly, and walked towards the bicycle. Although her feet seemed to be on cotton, and she was holding the bicycle a little crookedly as if she was drunk, she finally stabilized her mind, got on the bicycle, and slowly pedaled the pedals, with deep sadness, and left the place that she still cherished. These two rows of hibiscus, no matter how beautiful, can only stay where they are, behind her as she fades away.

When Yunqin ran to the school road according to the instructions of her eldest brother Li Yunfeng, it was already empty, only the wind in the morning and the light sound of the sun swaying the branches and green leaves.