Chapter 15 First love is always easy to idealize
It's a falling abyss again, and it's endless darkness, how long will such a nightmare trap her?
As soon as Su Mu woke up and saw Lian Ziyu guarding her side, she felt a little weak, she didn't know how long she had been asleep, but it could be seen from the blue and black under Lian Ziyu's eyes and the stubble under his lips that he had been staying here for a long time, he must be very worried, yesterday's incident may have been a wrong decision, after all, she didn't get what she wanted.
She raised her hand and touched his cheek, and said softly, "Ziyu, I'm sorry." ”
Her voice was soft and soft, but Lian Ziyu still heard it sincerely, his heart tightened slightly, how could there be so many people in love with each other. He didn't want to wake up like that, so he continued to crawl and sleep by her hand, letting Su Mu rub his cheek.
Lian Heng came over to deliver the medicine, she sat up cautiously, for fear of waking up Lian Ziyu, "Lian Heng, how long have I been asleep?" ”
Lian Heng handed her the medicine, "One day and one night." Wake up Lian Ziyu softly, "Childe, Su Mu is awake." ”
For so long, has Lian Ziyu been guarding her here? In this life, Lian Ziyu is the first person to be good to her, and the first person who is willing to pay for her, aside from others, but nothing she can do about this.
It's just that this has just experienced a life and death, Su Mu's heart is turbulent, and now his body is still very weak, and he has no time to take care of anything else, now this is a good time to leave Zhending City and exchange Su Mu for Xie Rao.
The fact that Su Mu fell into the ice lake is already well known, as long as she leaves Zhending City, no one will doubt her fake death, and she must leave as soon as possible.
"Come on, prepare water, and ask Mama Su to come over."
The ice lake was biting and cold, but fortunately Su Mu wore less that day, and drank some wine, which was considered to be a foundation for his body. Since falling into the lake in modern times, although Su Mu is still afraid of water, he has worked hard to learn one thing in recent years, that is, to hold his breath in the water, which also buys himself some time and waits for rescue.
"What is this for?"
Lian Ziyu asked Lian Heng to go out, picked up the medicine bowl, and fed her the medicine one by one, "Lang Zhong said that he wanted to take a medicinal bath to force the cold on his body." ”
"It's inconvenient, isn't it?" Su Mu said as he tugged at the collar of his coat.
"Don't worry, that Mama Su is an old man, her son is still working at Lianjia, what to say and what not to say, she is clear in her heart, plus her eyes are not good, even if you change back to Xie Rao in the future, you will definitely not recognize you."
Hearing Lian Ziyu's words, Su Mu was terrified, Lian Ziyu's love brain actually began to operate? Haven't you been taking the sweet, sticky, brainless attack route?
"Thank you, big brother."
Lian Ziyu gently hugged Su Mu into his arms and whispered in her ear: "Mumu, I like to hear you call me Ziyu." I won't ask you about yesterday, but you have been wronged before, and I will love you even more in the future. ”
"Those rumors are not harmful to me, you don't have to worry."
"I've never listened carefully to your later plans, and I've left them all to Lian Heng to handle, if you still have the spirit now, can you tell me about it?"
Su Mu was stunned, and he was a little panicked, didn't Lian Ziyu find something? Some words are more likely to deceive people than lies, "I told Lian Heng that I wanted to leave Zhending City and never come back." ”
He let go of Su Mu, clenched his fist tightly, the green tendons on his arms were exposed, he must have been angry when he heard this, but in Su Mu's case, he would not lose his temper, Su Mu understood this, so he said even more unscrupulously: "Wait for him to send me to Yuguo and help me fake my death, and then I will take this opportunity to escape, I originally planned to settle down in Yuguo after leaving." ”
"Then you said that you will go back to Shangrao Village and change back to Xie Rao, are you lying to me?"
"Yes."
"Su Mu, why do you want to be so ruthless."
"Big brother, I don't know you enough to fall in love with each other, at the beginning of our acquaintance, I didn't trust anyone, after we fell in love, those rumors couldn't hurt me, what really hurt me was your attitude."
"Me?" Indeed, as Su Mu said, even Ziyu figured out everything when Su Mu was in a coma, it was too late.
"You went to check on me, but you never asked me where I came from and what I had experienced. You say you like me in your heart, but you never care about my feelings. You know the identity of Miss Zhang's family, and you have never been honest with me about the arrangements of the head of the family. You don't care what outsiders think, you think highly of yourself, and you don't care what I think, do you? ”
For Su Mu, this life and death experience was just right, she was cold and had seen it clearly. And Lian Ziyu, presumably he has also thought it through, Su Mu has always used his love brain to talk about Lian Ziyu, and also told himself that he has never liked anyone, he has no experience in love, he is such a good person, he can't hurt anyone, and he won't be willing to hurt her, they just need time between them.
But she saw through more and more clearly, this relationship, they didn't love so deeply, Su Mu relied on him, and Lian Ziyu was so fresh to her, which reminded Su Mu of a sentence: Everything is just an excuse, in fact, you don't love him so much, and he doesn't love you so much, that's all.
"No, Su Mu, you're wrong, I care about you and like you."
"First love is always easy to be idealized, we all fantasize too well, can't withstand a little wind and waves, when exhausted, the two can only apologize to each other, there is nothing else to say, this is the most terrible, isn't it?"
He looked at her quietly, no longer spoke, he used to think that she was straighter-tempered, and spoke more openly, but now thinking about her seemingly unconcealed words, he also chose a thousand choices, picked up what he liked to hear, it turned out that he had mistaken her.
When Su Mu was bathing, Lian Ziyu asked Mama Su to wait closely, and no one else was allowed to approach, Lian Heng went to check Zhang Fu and Xiao Susu according to Lian Ziyu's instructions, and arranged to send Su Mu away, non-stop, but he didn't expect that everything he did was useless.
Yes, this night, Lian Ziyu listened to Su Mu's words and went back to the room to rest, he arranged for the most sophisticated No. 1 guard of the Lian family to stay around Su Mu's room, and he never thought that someone could pass his layers of guards and take Su Mu away without leaving any trace.
The next day, when Lian Ziyu found out, only Mama Su fainted to death by the bedside in Su Mu's room, and after waking up, she was a little stupid and forgot all the things of last night.
For a while, the air pressure in the Lianfu Courtyard dropped suddenly, and Lian Ziyu's gentle and accustomed face outside lit a fire that was terrifying from outside, and he was roaring angrily at this time: "Triple guards, can't even look at a person?" What is the use of raising you in the house? Lian Yu, this is what you are capable of? ”
Lian Yu, who was kneeling in front of him, was expressionless, he couldn't explain how the No. 1 guard he trained with one hand could have such a slap in the face, not to mention that three times as many guards were sent yesterday, and the other party seemed to have only one person, otherwise he wouldn't be so silent.
But this person can successfully enter the Lianjia Courtyard, avoid the triple guards, and kidnap people, such a skill is probably only one person in the world can do.
Lian Yu analyzed for a while, and felt that it was impossible, because this person only obeyed the orders of the third son of the Xie family, Xie Shuxian.