I kept crying and screaming, because my so-called man's face, self-willedness, refusing other people's help again and again, ignoring other people's voices, all of which was caused by me.

Although I have already recognized that it was me who caused it, Yin Qiujian said that it was I who killed Li Nan and Wu Xiaoli, indeed, it was me, and there was nothing wrong at all.

This paragraph has been pressed in my heart for a long time, and I don't want to, what I remember, now, everything, it's too late, no matter how much I regret it, no matter how much I cry, I can't go back.

After a long time, I squatted by the fire, in the flames, the appearance of Wu Xiaoli and Li Nan disappeared, I still remember, I went to question them that day, and the person who kept saying that I had no money was Wu Xiaoli.

And at that time, Li Nan didn't say a word, just lowered his head and looked at me, and then I cried and ran out, Li Nan once came to chase me, he just said, he wanted to wait for a while, and then explain to me, I didn't listen to anything at the time, so I ran out, and I can't remember anything after that.

Suddenly, I noticed that everything around me was sprinkled with red light, I looked at it in amazement, and the moment I looked up, I found that the moon had turned red.

The whole sky, and even the whole world, was shrouded in a strange red, and in the forest, there was a whimper, and I looked over in surprise, and the moment I turned around again, the fire was gone, and the house where the five people lived was gone, and the old Ren who was lying in the pile of leaves was also gone.

The whimpering sound was getting closer and closer, and I felt a chill down my spine, and the only thing I could imagine was that desire was coming to me, as the black face said, and I hurriedly stood up.

Sloping my right hand, abandoning my gaze, I looked in front of me, clenched my fists, I had no strength now, I didn't know what would happen next, however, for a moment, my eyes widened and I looked ahead in amazement.

It's Wu Xiaoli, half of her face, her flesh and blood are blurred, the white group suit she often wears is stained with blood, her body, in many places, is full of glass, and an eyeball is gone, she is carrying Li Nan's head full of blood, and she walked over step by step, Li Nan's head, the blood is still dripping on the leaves.

One after another, very clear, I stepped back step by step, Wu Xiaoli whimpered, and on the ground, there was a sound, I looked over, it was Li Nan's body, on the ground, crawling slowly, towards me.

I kept stepping back, and Wu Xiaoli, who was fiercely and lowered her head, raised her head and looked at me with resentment in her eyes.

"Qingyuan, I'm in so much pain, all over my body, it hurts, it's you, it's you who killed us......"

I whimpered, my whole body convulsed, my chest hurt sharply, as if a big hole had been dug for someone, I shook my head, my heart was extremely desolate, Li Nan's eyes also opened, staring at me.

"I said, don't want it, you just give it to me, you don't want it yourself, but you still have to hold on to it, Qingyuan, are you too much......"

"Li Nan, I... I, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" I slammed, knelt on one foot, and kept talking, and the two of them gradually approached me.

"It hurts, Qingyuan, my body, and my eyes ......" The moment she raised her head, it was Wu Xiaoli, she leaned her head over and looked at me with very vicious eyes.

"Why, Qingyuan, and my father, Qingyuan, you obviously saw it, you saw my father haunting me, but you didn't tell me, why, what is this ......?"

I kept whimpering with my mouth open, and my mind was completely occupied by sadness, shaking my head, and I couldn't make a sound.

Wu Xiaoli slowly raised a hand, that hand, full of a large piece of glass, in some places, the flesh and blood were blurred, the bones were exposed, she just stretched out her hand and put it in front of my left eye.

"I'm in pain, Qingyuan, aren't you happy to see me like this......"

"No, I'm sorry, no, I'm not ......"

Ah, I screamed, my left eyeball, dug out for Wu Xiaoli, and suddenly, I covered my cheeks, and streams of heat kept coming out of my eye sockets, I screamed and stood up.

Turned around, I wanted to run, but my right leg was still a stone, in my heart, completely frightened, occupied, I sloped, just walked a few steps, I felt that my foot was pulled by something, I looked down and looked, it was Li Nan's body, he hugged one of my feet, I stumbled, fell to the ground.

As soon as I turned around, Wu Xiaoli came over and pressed me to the ground, with an evil smile on her mouth, and with a grunt, Li Nan's head rolled to my side, snorted, jumped up, and rolled to my neck.

"It hurts, Qingyuan, at that time, my head, but the whole thing flew off, it hurts......" Li Nan roared, opened his mouth wide, and bit down on my neck.

I screamed, my body hurt, Wu Xiaoli and Li Nan were laughing, laughing madly, and I also laughed with him, and my heart was almost collapsed.

The two of them kept gnawing on my body, and I gradually lost consciousness, chilled all over, looked at Li Nan and Wu Xiaoli, and smirked.

I'm already tired, I don't want to resist too much, I don't want to do it at all, it's my fault, it's my problem that the two of them will become like this.

In my mind, gradually, something came to mind, it was Wu Xiaoli, that night, she and I had a big fight, and in the end she kept crying.

"Wake up, Qingyuan, I beg you, Qingyuan, when do you want to wake up and accept the help of others, what? Why, are you a man......"

I slowly closed my eyes, and before I lost consciousness, I seemed to see the smiling faces of Wu Xiaoli and Li Nan.

When did I become like this......

It's me, I see myself, wearing a light blue work suit, in a building, sweeping, working hard, sweeping the corridors, and when someone passes, I habitually get out of the way.

Day after day, year after year, repeating this kind of work, every day when I go home, I am busy cooking, Wu Xiaoli is also very happy, although I am very tired, but I am very willing, cook for her, she has been a child, the family conditions are not bad, her parents have taken care of her, and she is also like many girls now, she is not very good at tidying up housework.

Therefore, even if I am tired, I will still clean up when I go home, and my communication with Wu Xiaoli is limited to some things I have seen and heard, and she has also confided a lot of troubles with me.

Colleagues don't get along well, they are always scolded by their bosses, and there are even some male colleagues who come to harass her, and she will tell me some things every day.

I listened carefully every time, and in the end, when she asked me what to do, I was speechless, and the most common sentence was, work hard, it will definitely be fine.

Wu Xiaoli's words with me are a little less, I don't know when, almost except for going home every day, I cook, and she plays on the phone, which is almost equal to zero communication.

Moreover, I am not like other men, who have a very sweet mouth and will make her happy, even a little, it seems that there has never been, quarrels are commonplace.

But every time, I will bow my head and admit my mistakes with Wu Xiaoli, and care about her well in life.

"Ah, I see, am I such a boring man?"

I couldn't help but say to myself.

Weekly dates, in addition to watching movies, or going outside to play, or going to the park, repeated, and for all this, Wu Xiaoli seems to have gradually lost interest, and, during her period, she kept persuading me to ask my cousin to help me, but I still refused.

There was endless darkness all around, I couldn't see anything, I couldn't feel anything, my body was light and tired, I don't know why, I was already so tired, I was so tired that I didn't want to move.

My mind went blank where I came from and where I was going.

"Brother, what's wrong? Tired? A gentle voice, passed over, accompanied by a faint red light, I turned my head sideways, I only felt, this voice, very familiar, in the sky, floated down a beam of light, very warm, very comfortable, I just felt, go there, everything is over, relief.

I didn't want anything anymore, and I felt like I was slowly rising towards the light.

"Where are you going? Brother"

Just as I was about to be swallowed by the light, a strong hand grabbed me, the light disappeared, and I looked at the man in front of me, wearing a black suit, who seemed to be smiling.

"Who are you?"

"Indeed, it's tiring, brother, isn't it? However, people are very tired when they live, blindly entangled in the past, there is no future, brothers, many people, are still waiting for you to go back, including me. ”

"What are you talking about? Let go, I'm so tired, I want to sleep. ”

The man, who seemed to be smiling, laughed out loud, and then dragged me down desperately.

"No, brother, have you forgotten the agreement between us? I helped you, and you have to help me, don't you? ”

"Agreed ......"

A white shawl slowly fell on my body, a faint fragrance, coming, the taste is so familiar, unconsciously, in my mind, a woman's face appeared, her deep eyes, full of perseverance.

"Qingyuan ......" a female voice murmured, my eyes widened, staring at the woman in front of me, she held out a hand to me.

"I don't want you to die, Qingyuan, listen well, even if anything happens, you have to live, I'm waiting for you, don't die, Qingyuan......"

In his mind, the king's memories came back to me like a marquee.